Marilyn POV."What 'THINGS' Angel?" He was on top of me, his hands on each of my sides and face just Inches apart..... I was trapped in his ocean eyes , unable to look away from his sparkling green orbs. "See .... you always do this "I said in a very low voice but my breath hitched when his face came closer and closer, I thought he would kiss me but instead he rubbed his cheek against mine , slowly making his way to my ear and nibbling it softly. I let out a faint whimper at the tingling feeling in my chest, my head was buzzing and heart was thumping loudly. . ."Do what Angel? Don't you like it ?" He husked in my ear with his deep sexy voice and subconsciously I let our a soft moan , unable to control my body anymore... "Xa- Xavier , why are you doing this? " "Because I want to " He answered very casually as if it was not a big deal for him but for me , it was way bigger than I imagine. My heart was fluttering with his every soft touch , with his deep voice , even just by his
Marilyn POV.He was staring deep in my eyes , asking for my permission. My breath hitched realising what Xavier was suggesting. And I was scared. Unaware of the consequences after this big step. Scratch that , it was not just a step but for me it was the biggest leap . But I would not miss this chance for the world... I like him and I need this right now,"Hey... relax Angel , Just tell me to stop if it is too much for you ok?"Realising my hesitation , he began to caressing my cheeks with one of his hands while gripping my waist with another.... I nodded my head, ever so slightly. Just for Xavier to understand and that was enough for him.... Xavier bend down a little as he captured my lips in a soft kiss. The moment our lips touched one other's, we both sigh in contect.... feeling connected and whole.The kiss is magical, there is no sparks flying, no fireworks blown, no sound of the guitar or Bells but what I feel was simply euphoric. Nothing ever felt so safe , so close, so inti
Marilyn POV."Easy Marry , be careful""Yes mom...."I was discharged from the hospital, free from that white prison.... And now I am at home, Taylor is here to give me company for today as mom has to run for the cafe..... I do not have any problem with that tho, It is better if she is in the cafe , busy but happy rather than here with me being worried and stressed.Me and Taylor were in my room , me thinking about certain someone while she scrolling down something on her phone. I tried my best but still I could not get Xavier out of my head . The kiss was still fresh in my mind and so does his lips on mine. I can feel the soft touch of his lips, the aggression and his hot tongue..... every single thing was still vivid in my mind and no matter what I could not erase that sweet memories of our euphoric kiss."Taylor...""yes Marry, do you need something?""When you guys came , was he with me? "I asked cautiously , avoiding her eyes which were staring at me suspiciously... "You mean X
Marilyn POV."What happened to you Marry ? Why are you looking so sad all of a sudden? It is ok if you are not comfortable enough to talk about this. I am sorry for pressuring you"I was so in my thoughts, in last night's moments that I totally forgot about Taylor... She sounds so low and guilty. I do not think she should feel this way just for caring about me .... I am being so mean right now ( sigh ),"You are not pressuring Ty, I am just thinking about last night. We were so close. Me and Xavier, we talk about random things. I was struggling to sleep so he made me comfortable in his arms and then immediately I fell asleep while he was holding me near his chest"I told her the truth but in my way , I feel the details are not necessary and so does that kiss. I did not want to tell her about the kiss for some reason....."Oh , that's it? "Taylor asked surprised and I nodded my head. Finally the girl took a break from her interrogation ,"Yes. That's it.""Marilyn, tell me the truth y
Marilyn POV."uggh!! I can't sleep at all "I sigh loudly and take my phone from the night stand and tap the screen. Looking at the time another deep sigh escaped from my lips. It is already one am and yet I am awake like a damn owl ! I can't forget about Taylor's words 'Xavier is my ex '. What do I do now? My only crush, the person I like is my best friend's Ex? This is so awkward..... I do not want to have a rival as my own bestie and especially Taylor. I know I can never win against her , nor do I want to fight with her.... She is really so good I can't think of anything bad about her ...."ring .... ring....." I was in my thoughts, whining about this whole thing when my phone rang , indicating someone is calling me. But who can be calling me in the middle of the night? I saw the caller ID and my hands trembled from the shock. I nearly broke my phone as it was about to fall from my hands.... it is Xavier and it is a video call. Why is he calling me at this hour? Should I pick up
Author's POV.Marilyn was indeed a beautiful mess . The most beautiful mess from Xavier's perspective. He was staring at his Angel who was looking more Angelic than ever . His eyes were stuck on the girl in his arms . Marilyn's every single feature was inviting Xavier to worship her whole. Her sweaty head, hooded innocent eyes, a little parted cheery lips which were pretty much swollen from the heated kiss , her heavy breathing, making her chest go up and down and her wounded hands clinching on his shirt firmly while his own hands wrapped around her smooth waist.... This view was perfect, so beautiful and that too ..... only for Xavier alone."Xavier? Why are you staring at me like that?"Marilyn asked slowly, the voice soft and the words so sweet . Her eyes getting bigger just a little and make her look like a cute little puppy. Rosy Lips forming in a cute kissable pout while her tongue licking them wet , then gulping her own sweetness. Marilyn was gorgeous in Xavier's eyes, way too
Marilyn POV ."Ouch!! That hurts!! "Xavier said while rubbing his butt , being still a little bit sleepy. And I was practically panicking, my mother was coming to my room , I could clearly hear her footsteps coming closer and here this muscle pig was still laying on the ground , rubbing his aching butt while glaring at me . "Xavier! Hide somewhere, mom is coming here!"I whispered yelled at him and yet he was just staring at me blankly while blinking his eyes like an idiot. "XAVIER!! HIDE!! Mom is here " "huh? yes I am hiding. wait but where should I -""Ugh , fucking go under the bed ""ok ok"And finally he went under the bed . Seriously his brain does not work in the morning at all . People are right, big muscular bodies have tiny little brains in them. I sigh in relief and the next moment mom came in while looking at me suspiciously."Marry ? Is anyone with you?"Crap. Did she heard Xavier's voice? Did I shout at him louder or what? oh god please do not let mom know about Xa
Marilyn POV."umm~ this is delicious Angel. Your mom is the best cook I have ever seen"We were eating our breakfast and Xavier was moaning happily, loving the tasty food made by mom and complimenting her cooking with almost every bite. "Stop flattering me , I know you have eaten more tastier things then this . Isn't your chef making enough tasty food that you are liking my mom's .?"I know I am being little harsh on him but seriously tho , he is multi-millionaire . He must have lots of famous chef's working under them or he can just order something from five star hotels. Why would he be behaving like he never eat anything testier then my mom's simple coocking? I mean I admit she is a good cook but mostly she likes to bake tasty cakes. That is her speciality."I do not have any chef's Angel and I have eat the home made food afrer so long. These days I am just surviving on instant food "Xavier said while munching on the food , his voice muffling a little as he literally has stuff hi
Author's POV. ''ENOUGH!! If you dare to let out the world 'Kill' again from this lips of yours (said while rubbing his thumb on her bottom lips harshly) then I Will end you by myself!! ( held her jew in a tight grip)" Xavier's words were harsh and loud that made Marilyn jump a little in shock. The girl was startled but that worked so well as the deep voice of Xavier made her stop ... stop her movement completely. Xavier knew she would not stop by soft caressing or gentle hugs , he had to be rough and strong with his actions . Sometimes a strict scolding is much more effective than sweet consoling ... Now She was not physically hurting herself anymore but still the thought of killing herself was there , lingering in her mind . She looked at Xavier who has this threatening and cold expression on his face , his jaw tight and first clutching hard , making his manly veins pop out on the surface. But his eyes were so soft , those green oceans were filled with nothing but tenderness a
Author's POV. "What do you think you are doing Marilyn?" Her voice was strangely sweet but filled with venom . Marilyn Shivered in fear , her little legs trembling as she tried to run away . (Thud!)" ouch!! " It was still dark as Grandma did not switch on the lights because she knows Marilyn is afraid of darkness. Due to dark , Marilyn could not see properly and bumbled into something and fell down , hurting her self further. "You cannot run away, you still haven't finished your punishment you witch !! I will not let you go that fast! " Marilyn was helpless, she was wounded and scared. She did not know what to do next or how to get away from her grandma. She was just a child and yet the poor girl had to suffer so much .... Marilyn was yanked up as her shoulder being grabbed in a tight grip soo tight that Grandma's nails were literally digging in her fleshes , tearing her soft skin. "Leave me please!! Grandma it hurts! Please let me go , I'm so sorry. I promise I will
Author's POV. Marilyn's life had become dull and empty after coming to grandma's house. There was no one to talk to , no one to play with , no one who would make her favourite cookies and specially no one who would give her love and affection. The little girl was alone and lonely, her grandma would not pay any attention on her, she would ignore her as best as she could. Why ? Well that was the dangerous question and it was better unanswered but one day Marilyn got the answer and that too with the harsh slap on her soft cheeks...." Grand-m-a I'm sorr- (SLAP!!)"" You damn witch! How dare you!! First you kill my son and now you dare to break his photo frame!!" A few minutes before this disaster..... Marilyn had been missing her Mumma and Dada way to much . The poor girl was all alone in her grandmother's house. She had no device nor any way to communicate with her Mom . It's not like Mrs. Smith never called but her grandmother would always make some excuses and would not let th
Author's POV.Everything happened so fast . In the blink of an eye.... everything changed..... The happy moments of their turned into the never lasting pain... After the crash, things got worse. Little Marilyn was still in his father's arms, in his embrace but the warmth was gone ... gone for forever."Dada , Dada.... open your eyes please"Marilyn was tapping on her Dada's cheeks ever so gently, her tiny fingers were caressing the cold cheeks of her Dada because she knows her Dada loves to wake up gently but little did she know that he was in a much deeper slumber , so deep that he could never come out of it ...., can never wake up again.... he was already drowned in the darkness of the death .... he was dead. He saved his daughter and took the whole impact on himself. The car crashed into the truck at full speed and both the father and daughter flew out the car while breaking the door and shattering the glass window. Mr. smith hurriedly covered his little Angel with his whole body
Marilyn's POV."I do not care about others pup but for me you came into my life as an Angel and Angels cannot be cursed..... can they ? "I was out of words when he said that with 'that' look on his face. How can he say such a thing being so serious and with so much sincerity? What does he even know about me? Why does he even call me an Angel on a first place? I don't understand anything but my heart always flutters around him , it's always at it's peace when he is with me… it feels good knowing he doesn't see me the way my grandmother dose but for how long?..."Hey, you ok pup? ""Huh? ""You look lost ""No I am fine""You sure? "he asked while slowly stroking on my cheeks... Again he was looking at me with 'that ' look on his face.. I don't know what exactly he feels , what kind of emotion he is carrying in those green oceans while looking at me or why his eyes get softer while staring into mine but it feels right, it feels safe being showered by his unknown emotions..."Yes sure….
Author's POV."Xavier …. mom, she- she is dying, What should I do ?.... "Xavier got confused and concerned about Mrs.Smith . He knows the lady is the most kind hearted person he has ever met . They have their own special bond with each other , Mrs. Smith has always treated him with care and affection , something which his own mother never showed , something his own mother failed to give….He was about to ask further about the shocking information but things were going bad, Marilyn was crying so hard , to the point she could not even breath. Xavier immediately noticed her fast breathing and slowly pulled away from the hug but the situation got worse as Marilyn panicked the moment she got separated from Xavier, even for a few minutes, even from a few inches….. "Shhh , calm down pup . It's okay I am here. Breath , please Angel do it for me …"Xavier attaches his forehead with Marilyn's as he whispers sweet nothing to her . Assuring her she was not alone, he was and will be with her al
Author's POV."....I am leaving..."Marilyn said coldly and was about to leave when suddenly Xavier grabs her hand rather harshly, causing the poor girl to whimper in pain..."You are not going anywhere without answering me pup""Ah! LET ME GO!!"She shouted in annoyance, only to fuel Xavier's anger more "NO! I SAID FUCKING ANSWER ME!!"He growled on her face making her eyes weld up in tears.... She was struggling hard to free herself from his strong grip but the boy was not even moving an inch. So strong as ever.... "Stop fighting Angel, just tell me why are you ignoring ? Is it because of that night? Do you think I took advantage of you ? Is this why you are behaving like this and avoiding me like a fucking plague?!"Marilyn was shocked to hear Xavier. He sounds more hurt than in anger , his deep voice was holding such pain which made her heart tremble in guilt. She did not know how her simple ignorance is hurting the big bully , the only reason she was making distance with him an
Xavier and Marilyn were all cuddle up in each other's warmth. Marilyn was sleeping peacefully after the hot session while Xavier was keep staring at his sleeping Angel with the sweet silly smile on his face. Taking her soft features in his green ocean eyes and caressing her back in a most tender way possible. He really adores the girl in his arms ...Xavier's POV.The previous night was amazing! I never felt this way with anyone before... I got little too excited with her , like it was not even a proper sex and yet I am all flustrated. My heart is literally bouncing out of happiness.... Just look this fluff ball in my arms, looking extremely beautiful even while sleeping. "Mom no more , I can't eat mo---"She cutely murmured in her sleep and snuggled her face deeper in my chest, melting herself in me.... A smile formed on my lips as I saw her being an absolute baby in my arms.... After admiring the beauty under me I finally fall asleep.*I woke up and saw the most adorable Angel
Marilyn POV."I have cancer…""M-Mom ? …"Slowly I pulled out from the hug and asked in total disbelief! My brain suddenly stopped functioning and I was blank. My eyes were already filled with tears. "It's true, I have a second stage blood cancer "My whole world crashed down into pieces as those words escape from my mother's lips… I was shoked, broken, sad , angry, confuse , afraid and panicked…. All the emotions came crashing to me like a damn truck and I was crushed under them brutally…. "Wha- why - how? I-I mean that's not possible , you - you can't - that can't be true. Please mom , say this is a lie …"I was crying and pleading to my mother again and again but we both are helpless…. We can not change the reality…"Why did you hide such an important thing to me ? How can you be so normal infront of me? How can you fake your smile every day ? What would have happen to me if one day you- you just disappear from my site and I know nothing…. Was I not important enough to know? Wh