STACY
The music was already pulsing when Lisa and I arrived at one of Bridget’s acclaimed parties, the beat vibrating through the floor and into my chest. The house was packed, with people spilling out into the front yard, laughing and shouting, red Solo cups in hand. I glanced at Lisa, who was grinning ear to ear, clearly excited to dive into the chaos.
Hee eyes were also darting a lot and I knew she was looking for Bridget.
I wasn’t in the mood to give her the talk so I said nothing.
“Come on, Stace,” she said, nudging me with her elbow. “Let’s grab a drink.”
I smiled, trying to match her energy, because that’s what tonight was about.
All the times I have tried to use a party to distract myself from Jerome, or literally any other guy,
STACY“What do you think about… me and Bridget?” she asked.I had a lot of questions I was expecting. She could have asked about Jerome and I, or who my secret partner was, she could have even asked me why I kissed Bridget.If she asks me any of this, I would not have been relived but it would have been expected.Her question was shocking, new. I didn’t know how to react.My stomach twisted, surprised by the question. “You and Bridget?” I repeated, trying to make sense of what she was saying.“Yeah, I mean, us. Bridget and I as a couple, do you—I know you said you don’t judge me or whatever but is it ever wired to you?” She was fidgeting now, playing with the hem of her shirt.She swallowed and straightened, seeming more confident.I blinked, caught off guard. “Weird? No, not at all.” I tried to sound casual, like the question didn’t knock me off balance.It
JEROMEThe next morning, I woke up feeling sore. The sunlight filtering through the blinds woke me up before my alarm did. I squinted against the brightness, my head still heavy with sleep. For a moment, I stayed there, disoriented, trying to gather my train of thoughts about the day before, the day ahead and the present time.That’s when I felt the warmth beside me. Nattie’s arm was draped across my chest, her steady breathing confirming she was still asleep. That’s when the memories from last night came flooding back in a very heavy push.I turned my head to look at her and I wasn’t sure what I was feeling. A little bit of everything —guilt, regret, and confusion. We’d had sex. It hadn’t been planned; it hadn’t even been thought through. One minute, we were hanging out at my place, just talking like we always did, and the next, things escalated faster than I could’ve anticipated. And now, here we were—tan
STACYI hurried down the sidewalk, heart thumping beneath my coat as I mentally ran through a list of things I may have forgotten. Today was Jace and Jake’s drama show and I had promised to be there, severally.Last night, Jace called to remind me.My relationship with the twin was something I could say I cherished. They’d been really nice to me from the day I volunteered for the talk and this was my first way to prove that I was really grateful.Jacket? Check. Ticket? Definitely. Nerves? Uncheck. For some reason, I was freaking out.This show involved me going to sit with a bunch of people I didn’t know, at the theatre hall auditorium.The good thing was Lisa and I were going to be together. I took some peace in remembering that.The scent of fallen leaves wove its way into my nose, filling the crisp air.I was hurrying to the auditorium, Jace and Jake had to see me before the show would start, but I couldn’t stop thin
JEROMEAs the lights came up and the applause for the play died down, everything o had been feeling through out the length of the show returned a thousand times more. The tension, the discomfort, the need to break something, maybe even my head.They all knotted in my chest.Stacy and given up hee chair for Nattie, I noticed that.She didn’t want to be close to me, that was all my mind told me at the moment.Nattie was still pressed up against me, her fingers trailing along my arm, her hand slipping into mine as if to mark her territory. I tried not to pull away, tried to keep everything looking normal, but the truth was, I felt suffocated. Every touch, every glance she threw my way, felt calculated—deliberate. And with Stacy just a few seats away, it felt like the walls were closing in on me.
STACYI was probably the happiest when the show came to an end. After it all, we all spilled out of the theatre, Lisa and I, leaving Nattie and Jerome to be alone.We had all gone back stage at some point to say hi to the twins and now, we had plans of getting a spot to chill at for a while.They had done an amazing job, and I could still hear snippets of Jake’s deep voice as Prospero booming in my head. Jace had been equally mesmerizing as Miranda, playing the role with a graceful strength that seemed to captivate the entire audience. I was proud of both of them, and even though the tension with Jerome was evident all through the night, they made the moment worth it by giving us a hood play.Tonight wasn’t about that. It was about celebrating with my friends. There was one thing I could be grateful to, that they didn’t invite Jerome and Nattie to come with us.“Let’s grab a drink,” Jake had suggested as he bounded over
JEROMEAttending church was not my thing to do, I honestly couldn’t remember the last time I hadn’t been to a church.For no reason, exactly, I just got busier with a lot of other things and it had never felt like a necessity to me, so today, when I woke up with an impulse to go, it confused me a lot.The feeling was something I couldn’t quite explain to myself.I just knew that i had to go, no matter what and that Sunday morning, I found myself walking into a church downtown.It was the kind of church with stained-glass windows and an old wooden sign out front.Not once last night did I make a plan to be here but as I approached the building, I aimed to understand why I was doing this.Elena and Marilyn, emptiness, sadness.I was going to church because I felt like a waste.As a teenager, when Marilyn and I were together, I had heard she abs her mom on different occasions talk about their faith and their love for God.
STACYI was having dinner with Lisa tonight and it felt out of this world. It wasn’t the first time we had gone out to eat together, but this time was different. She’d asked me out on a date, an actual freaking date.I didn’t know if I should crash out or crash out, all I know is my body could not contain the excitement and uncertainty moving around one another, becoming a flickering, present flame in the core of my stomach. “Let’s go out on a dinner date,” Lisa had casually said.I thought I didn’t hear well.After the kiss and her confession, we had not said much about that night again.Occasionally, she would lean into me and occasionally, I would do the same but we did stuff like this even when we were just friends so I wasn’t even meting myself think it out of proportion.Aft
JEROMEI showed up to class earlier than usual that day, hoping to settle into a groove before the students started pouring in. My mind wasn’t exactly where it needed to be though I couldn’t place exactly where it was.This morning, I had randomly gotten a notification from Nattie and my eyes oddly moved to the date. Today was the thirteenth day of October, the day we got into the accident, the day Marilyn died.Then there was Elena with her surgery slated to happen tomorrow. And there was Nattie’s words to me about what I really wanted. I had been revising that question, spending time understanding myself.All of these issues were static in the back of my mind, being present while I did every little thing.If there’s one thing I’ve learned, is how life just keeps moving. No pause, no time to drop off and take a breather, we just keep moving.I’ve had to do everything without complaining. Go to the studio, pick up m
STACY The contractions started to roll in by noon. One after another, getting stronger with time. The day had finally arrived, a day I had both anticipated and dreaded. Labor. As I sat on the edge of the bed, a wave of excitement surged through me, mingled with a healthy dose of apprehension. It was surreal to think that soon I would hold my baby girl in my arms. She would be ours, a tangible result of the love Jerome and I had nurtured over the years. I had taken classes about this and I didn’t want to worry my husband for nothing, but when it got stronger and harder to ignore, I called for him. “Jerome!” He came rushing into the room, his hair tousled and his face slightly flushed. He must have been napping, and the worried look on his face made my heart race. “What’s wrong? Are you okay?” “I think it’s time,” I said, a nervous smile breaking through. His eyes widened as he processed my words. “Really? Like, right now?” He sounded both ecstatic and terrified. “Yeah,
JEROMETwo years later. Dark lashes fanned against her skin, the sun was soft against her flesh, her body slowly moving upward and downward, her breathing muffled on her pillow. That was the sight I had woken up to. I was the luckiest person on earth right now. I stayed perched on the edge of the bed, watching as the soft morning light took away sleep from my eyes. The sight before me was captivating: Stacy, my beautiful Stacy, lost in a peaceful slumber, her dark hair fanned out across the pillow like a halo. I couldn’t help but smile as I took in the serenity of the moment. We had come a long way since that first date, a day marked by confusion, heartache, and a beautiful, unguarded honesty that had laid the foundation for everything that followed. The journey hadn’t always been easy; there were still challenges to face and moments of vulnerability that left us both shaken. But together, we had built something extraordinary—a life filled with love, laughter, and mutual support.
STACYI still couldn’t believe I had agreed to this. A joint date with Lisa? Lisa and Kiera.The thought swirled in my mind as I stood in front of my mirror, staring at my reflection. My fingers traced the hem of the dress I had picked out—simple, yet flattering enough for what felt like one of the strangest nights of my life.Lisa had convinced me, somehow, to go along with this. I wasn’t even sure how it all happened. One minute, we were awkwardly avoiding each other, and the next, we were laughing about how ridiculous it was that we were going on this double date.I heard a knock on the door and glanced at my phone—Lisa, of course, right on time.“Come in!” I called, still fussing with my hair. The door swung open, and Lisa waltzed in, her usual confidence trailing behind her.
STACY I woke up slowly, the warmth of the blankets making it hard to tell where the bed ended and my body began. The sunlight trickled in through the thin curtains, casting soft streaks of light across the room. For a moment, everything felt serene, like I could stay in this cocoon of warmth and silence forever. Then I realized Jerome wasn’t next to me. I rolled over, blinking sleep from my eyes, and saw the space where he should have been. The sheets were crumpled on his side, still warm. I heard the faint sound of water running and figured he must be in the shower. I lay there for a minute, listening to the sound of the water and feeling a strange sense of distance. It was odd, waking up without him beside me. We’d spent the night together, but it hadn’t felt as close as it usually did. I swung my legs over the side of the bed and padded across the cool floor, feeling the chill against my bare feet. The bathroom door was slightly ajar, letting out a cloud of steam. I peeked ins
JEROMEShooting that day had been intense. We were working on one of the final scenes, the kind that was supposed to be raw and emotional, but instead of saving it for later in the production schedule, the producers wanted to get it done early for promotional material. It was all part of the business. We had to sell the movie, and nothing sold better than a sneak peek of a climactic moment.The set was buzzing with activity. Lights were being adjusted, makeup artists hovered nearby, and the crew moved around, setting up equipment and whispering about the next shot. I felt the pressure building, but I was used to it by now. This wasn’t my first film, and it definitely wouldn’t be my last.Chase called for a break, and I seized the opportunity to step away for a bit. I’d been on set all day, and I needed a breather before getting back into the set. Besides, I had something else on my mind. I was supposed to meet up with Stacy after we
STACYLisa had been gushing for weeks about how she was excited to introduce Jerome to Kiera. The way she talked about Kiera, with that glimmer in her eyes, made it impossible not to be happy for her.Everything was going to go fine today, I could already sense it.I was on shift that afternoon, taking orders and serving trays like usual. The restaurant wasn’t too packed, which gave me time to glance around, keep an eye on the door. Part of me was hoping they’d pick another spot, or maybe decide at the last minute that a fancy café was better suited for a first meeting like this. But, of course, that wasn’t Lisa’s style. She loved the casual vibe of Burger Trio, and it was one of the few places where she and Jerome could relax.The good thing was I missed my friends and wanted to see them, the bad thing was I missed my friends and wanted to see them.They made working but hard and pleasurable.I was
JEROMEStacy had been extra busy this period because she signed up for a few part-time jobs.I hated how busy she got most of the time but I was also glad for her that she was taking a responsible step towards her finances.That evening, after a game of snooker, I slipped into Burger’s Trio in hopes that I was early enough for her shift.Stacy had been extra busy this period because she signed up for a few part-time jobs. I hated how busy she got most of the time, but I was also glad for her. It was a responsible step toward her finances, even if it meant we had less time together.That evening, after a long day at work and a quick game of snooker with some friends, I decided to drop by Burger’s Trio, where Stacy worked one of her shifts. I’d been by a couple of times before, usually sneaking in to see her just as her shift ended. Tonight, I hoped I was early enough to catch her in action.As I walked through the door, the
STACYI knew I had to talk to Stacy when I was ten minutes into the lecture.The urge was so primal, so hungry that thee was no escaping it.The class had ended in a rush of students gathering their belongings and shuffling out of their seats. I stood at the front, gathering my notes and trying to maintain my composure.I was watching her pack her stuff, watching her move quickly with her hands.“Mr. Jerome!” one of the guys called out. “Do you have the syllabus handy? I think I missed a few details.”He was one of my students, blonde curly hair, a portion of if swooped across his forehead.“Of course,” I replied, pushing my thoughts of Stacy aside. I had to focus. “Here’s a copy for you.” I handed it to him.“Also, can y
STACYThe morning sun filtered through the curtain and pulled me out of my sleep.I stretched my arms above my head, blinking the sleep from my eyes as the day was about to start.Lisa was already up, rummaging through her drawers, her usual energy evident in the way she moved about. I could hear the faint sound of her humming to herself, a tune that was familiar but not quite memorable.“Morning,” I mumbled, pushing myself up and running a hand through my hair.Lisa turned around, her face lighting up with a smile. “Morning, sleepyhead! We’ve got to get a move on. First day back, remember?”I groaned softly, not quite ready to face the world just yet. The holiday had been a mix of relaxation and catching up on things we’d neglected during the semester, but the thought of diving back into classes already felt a bit overwhelming.Lisa, on the other hand, who was not an early riser, was rath