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Chapter Fifteen

Author: Maria-Grace
last update Last Updated: 2024-12-09 12:46:19

STACY

As soon as we touched down in California, I called Mom but she didn’t pick, so I proceeded to text her.

At that moment, I thought of the fact that I maybe could have taken Jerome’s number for times like this, when I couldn’t reach her. Since he was around, and probably going to be for a long, long while but I mentally kicked myself in the gut and shut that thought down.

Fuck having his number. I wasn’t going to play this father-and-daughter game with him because he gave me a few dollar notes—okay, maybe not a few but it didn’t matter. All the money in the world wasn’t going to buy my love for him.

It felt good to be away from home and Ohio. It felt like a breath of fresh air, in all the ways possible and I wasn’t about to pollute that peace with thoughts of the man.

I loved having my face out in the window, ignoring whatever Jerome and Lisa were saying.

I was in California and we were driving down to Los Angeles, where my school was located.

I was a student at UCLA. I got my dre
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