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* Do the right thing even when nobody knows you are doing the right thing. ---- Oprah Winfrey. *

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------- Mira -------

The ache in my heart grew as the memories swirled in my head and soon my eyes welled up with hot tears.

The memories were just so many. Movie nights, book hauls, going hiking, picnics, beach parties, etc.

Jose was a big part of my pre teen and teenage years, he holds a big part of my life and memories.

He was my backbone, my confidant, my best friend. He was everything I could ever dream of.

My life started making sense when I met Jose.

And now?

Breaking up hurts.

And it especially sucks when you are required to let go of someone you love and care about so much.

Someone who'd always been there for you.

Someone who had filled up those empty spaces of your heart.

Someone you've always believed you'll be together forever.

It hurts so much that nothing could be compared to it.

Why does life have to be so cruel to me? Why do I always
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