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* Pain makes us stronger. *

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— Joseph —

Stepping out of the hospital felt like the hardest thing ever.

I couldn't understand exactly how I was feeling.

Depressed? Unsettled? Sad? It was more like all the emotions were put in one and I was to feel it all at a time.

“ I am not talking about Mira, Son. I mean Vera Lynn. ” recalling my mom's words made me shiver in disgust.

I got into my car and began driving to nowhere in particular.

I tried controlling myself so I could focus on the road ahead, but I failed every time.

In the end, I stopped at a beach and simply sat on the soil.

The place had lots of memories, none of which were obviously related to my current stage.

Flashes of Mira and I chatting and bonding here flashed through my mind and I couldn't help smiling.

I recall her talking to me about how she always believed I never loved her.

Well, maybe she was right as I too wasn't really sure of myself until recently.

The idea of being in love with my Best friend never real
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