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Author: Heloisa
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Akira

I lost count of how many times I stopped in front of our bedroom door, part of me wanted to go in and the other part wanted to give her the time she needed, as she asked. I was literally mortified by her anguished words, Alissa said she saw my past but that's impossible, I've never heard of transformations that involved sharing memories.

I simply don't hear any noises or movements inside the room, the only thing that assures me that Alissa is on the other side of the wall is her breathing, she is calm and that somehow relieves me, her desperation to not be in my presence hurts me , I want to comfort her, however how can I do that if I am the source of her pain?

I never wanted to hurt Alissa, my purpose was always to keep her happy and give her a life worthy of a queen as soon as I found her, but right now I feel that somehow I did her wrong, I can't erase my past, because it is part of me and made me the man I am today, but I never thought I could hurt the most important pers
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