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19. No Backing Out Now.

DIANE

In the past, parties made me feel……something. Alive. Free. Like the perfect momentary escape from the shackled life I lived back home.

I used to love parties so much back in high school. But now, I am not so sure anymore. To even think my past addiction started from there…..

Sighing deeply, I check out myself in front of my mirror, adjusting the hem of my purple crop top over my belly. I know I have grown and healed past all that hurt and pain. Gosh, it fucking too months for me to be in the right frame of mind where I am right now.

But deep down, in this moment, I know that I need to totally cross the finish line. To physically achieve one of the endgames of my therapy—which is to not shun things or places that used to make me happy just because they now make me remember unpleasant memories.

Things or places aren't bad. How we make use of them is what makes them either bad, or good.

I have to cross that finish line, and the only way to do that is to face it head on by going to
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