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CHAPTER 46: Fragile
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2024-10-29 19:42:56CHAPTER 46
I saw him got stunned by my words. He stared at the paper I put over the table containing my resignation letter. He clenched his jaw before his eyes bore into me. My knees melted. I suddenly wanted to back down but I know I shouldn't be. I have to be brave right now. I tried to sinked in on my mind the fragements of memories where Lauren hugged him. I baled my fist as anger slowly rising again inside my system.
"Let's talk...in the office," he said darkly. I smirked but behind that smirk is my gritting teeth.
"It doesn't need the talk anymore, Farris. I already talked to my mom about it. My school will gonna start next week already and you know that my two months vacation here is already done," I said. He stared at me with those intense eyes again. Whenever he's looking at me like that...I just wanted to ran but I don't like to look like a coward in front of him so I won't ran from it.
"Do we have a problem Millijay?" He asked trying to read my
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