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Chapter 49.1

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"I'm at a loss for words now, Ari. I really don't know what to say to make you feel better. I have no words except that I'm sorry for hurting you. As much as I want to, I don't have any explanations or excuses anymore. I apologize for all I did, but I did everything that I did because I cared about you so deeply. And everything I've told you is true. Ariella, my feelings for you are genuine. Even if you don't trust a single word I say, believe the feelings I've expressed truthfully, since I'll never lie to you about how I really feel. I can lie about everything else, but not how much you mean to me."

My tears are flowing again as he said this. I honestly regret inflicting him pain with my statements and my actions. I never once doubted the genuineness of his feelings for me. What I hated was his actions in showing that love.

But now I understand where he is coming from. He just wants to safeguard me from all harm. And if I could take back all the hurtful words that I said, if there
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