Pearl's POV:
Only five days left before my wedding. If you ask me that I am excited or not then my answer will be yes and no.
Thinking what kind of answer is that?
Yes, because I am excited to wear my wedding dress and all the attention I will be getting that day and no because one can't be excited to get herself stuck in a marriage without love.
But no one knows what will happen in future. May be... Just may be I can get the love of my life from this marriage. It will take time but I will.
I know Ryan doesn't look at me properly but come on I am the gorgeous Pearl Bennett. Every boy dies to just see me. Even Ryan probably. I think he pretends to ignore me because he wants to keep his respect by not drooling over me.
There can't be any other reason, am I right?
My days are going by searching church for our marriage, going to jewelry shops and doing lots of shopping for my wedding.
My wedding dress will be designed by Khalil, assistant designer of my boutique. He requested me to give him the honor to do this in which I happily agreed. Cause I know he is naturally talented, I met him in India. He was studying fashion designing there and I got the chance to meet him by incidence. When I offered him the job to assist me he almost cried due to happiness.
It has been almost six months of my boutique and it is now a famous name among the women. We are expecting to do a fashion show next month.
I am more excited about that than my wedding.
Wedding!!!!!
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"Wake up, sleepy head!" Someone yelled near my ear and I woke up almost jumping.
"What?" I groaned rubbing my eyes and looked at the idiot who woke me up from my sweet sleep.
It was Sofia. My beautiful 19 years old cousin. Who will be my maid of honor and extremely serious about everything.
"It is already 9." She informed with a serious face.
"So?" I said as I really don't know why she is telling me the time.
"So! You are telling me so!" Her eyes are looking like they will come out anytime.
What is wrong with her?
"For God's sake it is your wedding today." She shouted. She really doesn't have any respect for elders.
"Oh." I sat up with annoyed face.
Wait.
What???
My wedding!!!!?
I will be married today????
"Don't tell me you forgot that." She almost shouted. Disbelief was prominent in her eyes.
"Huh! Yeah... I mean... I know.. But.. But it slipped from my mind." I stammered.
"You are so stupid."
I felt myself bewildered.
"Hey, I am not."
"You are. Who forgets about her wedding?"
"It was a mistake and I didn't forget. It just slipped out."
"Has the bride woken up from beauty sleep?" I heard a voice and looked at the door to find Kara my personal beautician.
"Kara thank god you are here." I ran to hug her.
"Give me a hug also." I looked up and saw Louisa, my best friend. She is the only girl who is my friend because she likes me for who I am not for my family status.
"Obviously" With that I hugged her.
"Ok, let's start my magic on her." Kara rubbed the palm of her hand with each other as I laughed.
"Where is Khalil? I didn't saw my dress till now." I whined.
"Be patient bride. Here is your dress." I turned to see Khalil's standing beside Louisa.
He was holding a big bag which I grabbed from her hand.
I took it out and was stunned by it's beauty.
It passed my ankle and the skirt of the dress was fluffy. There were silver color embroidery on the upper portion of the white dress. It was backless with no sleeve. But the most important thing is, it's pearled near the waist. I know he used pearl because of my name.
"I love it." I smiled at Khalil. I would've gave him a hug but he feels awkward about it.
"I am happy that you liked it." Khalil pretended to bow and I smacked on his shoulder laughing.
"We are getting late. Eat something dear, then we have to make you ready for our eligible bachelor who is going to become eligible husband." Kara stated giving me a mischievous smile.
I skipped a heartbeat hearing that.
Is he?
***
"If a competition happens between the brides you will get the first prize." Louisa grinned.
I looked at myself in the mirror. Kara really did magic. I was always beautiful. But today... Today I am looking different. She didn't made a bun with my hair like others. She kept it open slightly curling it and used pearl to make it look more attractive. She gave me natural makeup with light pink lipstick. I am wearing five inch silver color stilettos and simple diamond necklace. In my ears there are diamond stud earrings and a platinum bracelet in my left hand.
"Don't say things like that. The bride will catch evil eye." Khalil protested and everyone laughed.
"We won't." Kara assured him smiling and turned to me. "Stay here, we are going to get ready."
I nodded and they left the room.
What I am going to do? I am feeling so restless.
I closed the door and went near the window beside my bed and closed my eyes feeling the breeze.
Half an hour left. I am going to be his. Ryan's.
A smile made it way to my lips.
Suddenly someone started to kiss me on my neck and collarbone from behind. I was shocked.
What is happening?
I tried to move away but the person hold me tight by sliding his one hand on my stomach and his other hand clamp around my mouth to not let me shout.
Tears came out from my eyes as I couldn't do anything save myself from him.
Anyone never touched me like that.
He turned me around and attacked my lips with his. My vision was too blur to see his face as he was kissing me furiously. I pushed him with my all force and finally I was able to see his face.
He?
What is he doing here?
Why did he kiss me?
Ryan's POV:It is time to say our vows. But her Highness is still not here. Did she ran away? If she did that I aren't going to leave her. How dare she?Why I am getting hyper? Isn't it good for me if she doesn't come? I can easily get rid off her then.But I am feeling angry.No don't get the wrong impression. I am angry because if she ran away then it will hurt my ego and you know the reason. I am the most eligible bachelor of the state, Ryan Anderson. It will be a matter of shame if she did something like that. What will be the reaction of the public? It will be allover the media."Someone is becoming restless to marry." I heard Damon McLaren, my best man cum best friend snickering behind me."Just shut that mouth of yours. I have no wish to marry that barbie doll." I hissed."Really? T
Still in flashback:I felt everything around me is a lie. I don't want to marry Ryan. I want to just forget everything and go with my prince, Nathan. From the second I saw him all I want
Pearl's POV :Who thought me as in Pearl Bennett oops Pearl Anderson will be seating in Ryan's room fidgeting?OK, I never ever thought I would be nervous on our nuptial night.Our nuptial night.Sounds so dreamy.Dreamy?Pearl, you are insane.Whoa, I am losing it totally. Who talks with herself?You. My inner self mocked me.Oh, not again. I won't talk to myself. Huh.Where is he? Isn't he going to come? Should I change my clothes? Should I fall asleep? What people does on their first night?Please someone tell me. Its my first marriage for god sake.Yeah, I saw it on TV drama. But in those, there is always a problem between the hero-heroine. They end up sleeping in different rooms. I am not from any
Pearl's POV : His Highness, I mean Ryan Anderson wants me to act with him like I am so happy with this marriage which BTW am not. But what he wants will never happen. I won't ever act. What he thinks of me? Oh, how can I forget? He thinks I am a whore. OK, now this whore will show you how many types of bitch there can be. Just wait.I looked at myself at the mirror of the attached bathroom of our bedroom. Our bedroom? Sounds so pathetic. The girl staring at me can be anyone but me. Her eyes are red and swollen, hairs are messy and her nose has gone scarlet. What a day it was for you poor girl!
Ryan's POV:It has been five hours since I sat here, in my bedroom not able to decide what to do. I have tried several times to get her through her phone, but the line is dead. But I know I can't simply sit here and hope that she will come back by herself.Is she stupid? Doesn't she know what will happen if the paparazzi get a hold of this?I have to go out and meet my personal detective, Davis Thompson. I think he can help me with this.I took out my phone and called him at the same time I grabbed my Audi's key."Hello, Mr. Anderson." He said as he received my call after the second beep."Hello. I need a help." Talking to him I started to walk to my garage."Tell me, how
Pearl's POV:I looked or should I say glared at the man standing and growling in front of me. No need to guess who is it. Cause it is obviously my loving husband. You can note the sarcasm here if you feel like to."Why did you pulled that stunt?" Ryan literally yelled at me."Which stunt? Last time I checked I was a fashion designer not a stuntman. Oh sorry not a stuntwoman." I gave him the best evil smirk I could manage."Just shut up. Why did you ran away?"I didn't gave him any reply."Why you aren't talking? Answer me." His face was red because he felt so shy to talk with me. OK I'm kidding. It was red because he was beyond angry.He was answered with my silence."Cat caught your tongue or what?"I looked at anywhere
Ryan's POV:"Nathan."The name is known to me or should I say well known to me?"Isn't he your neighbor?" I asked though I know who he is."Yeah." She replied in a small voice."You are still having a relation with him?" I asked angrily."What? Still? When did I had a relation with him? I just had a crush on him." She said, acting confused.I must say she is a great actress. But I had seen better."You don't have to lie." I said, trying to not show my irritation."Why will I lie?" She is holding a more confused look with a little bit anger."Cause I know you had a relation with Dr. Nathan and may be you still have." I let out an angry laughter."Ryan, what are you saying? Just stop." She snapped."Oh so yo
Pearl's POV:"You sleep on the sofa and I'll sleep on the bed." I said as I sat on the bed."My room, my bed, my rules. Why will I sleep on sofa? And it is too small for me." He said, crossing his hand."This is why people say chivalry is dead. Be a gentleman and sleep on the sofa." I said back."Never in a million years. If you want then you can leave the room but I'll sleep on my bed." He replied and sat beside me."Are you sure Mr. Anderson?" I asked, cocking a perfect brow."Yes, am damn sure." He said, confidently and went to grab his sleeping clothes."OK. I'm going to the guest room." I said as I took my nighty out of the closet and turned to him. "Oh, I hope your servants won't doubt anything about me sleeping in another room and tell something about it to uncle Rob."
Two Years laterPearl's POV:With a glass of Champagne in my hand, I looked over the party which was thrown to celebrate my success in the fashion world. After the project with Benedict, I never had to look back as more and more works kept coming and soon I was not only the daughter of an influential man but made a name of my own. People are now excited to wear my designs and my name is being written on multiple magazines.Things were tough, but I was a survivor and that got me the chance to see my loved ones being proud of me and gathered under one roof."Congratulations, sister." Armin's voice made me look back, I didn’t even realize someone was walking towards me."Thank you. Are you back for good?" After Lou got married to Alexander last year, Armin left the country and went to Brazil. This boy always kept everything to himself, so I never got to be sure that he was in love with my best friend."Yeah, thinking of staying here from now on." He smiled, stuffing his hands in his pock
Pearl's POV:"So, when are you going to agree to the divorce?"There I said the words I was agitating over. The decision wasn't made in a hurry, I thought over and over again, if I could just let everything go and give him a chance. Believe I tried my best but I could not, not when I knew everything would become really toxic, if I do that as I can never actually get over this and never feel the love if should have between us as a couple. So why should I stretch a relation like that when I could already assume what was going to so obviously happen in the future?Yes, forgiveness comes from the greater person, but I never want to be someone great when I couldn't even afford being that and will end up being the bad person anyway because I wouldn't let go?So, even if it hurt, I wanted to part ways. I wanted to talk on this the moment I came back but I wanted live a few moments as his wife which I never was. For a tiny moment, I found myself picturing what would be it like if I just stay.
Ryan's POV:Oh my God, did Pearl leave?That's the first thought that came to my mind as soon as I woke up from sleep. My neck made a cracking sound as I sat up in a hurry. Somewhere between the middle of the movie I fell asleep on the couch. And my shoulder felt stiff.May be because of my awkward sleeping posture.Ryan do you really have so much time to think about that?My innerself snapped at me while I was going over all that. It was right though, what if Pearl already left?No no that can't happen. I didn’t even get to talk to her about our issues.I ran towards the bedroom in a rush to check if she was there or not and she was sleeping on the bed like a princess who was waiting for her prince to come and wake up her with a kiss.But I didn’t think that she would appreciate that, so I left the room with a sigh to go to the kitchen to see what was being made for breakfast as she would be hungry when she would wake up."Ryan, you didn’t leave for the office yet? It's already 9." M
Pearl's POV:Standing in front of the door of our.. Ryan's penthouse I took a deep breath before dialing the code hoping that it didn’t change. A click from inside confirmed that it didn’t. Pushing open the door I dragged my luggages inside with me and looked around to see if there was anyone who could help me with them and Anna rushed to me all of a sudden indicating that she noticed me before I could."Ma'am, it has been so long. How have you been?" Genuine concern was vivid in her eyes as I smiled tiredly."I have been really busy, Anna. Hope you all were doing good?" Anna bobbed her head confirming that they were. "I'm glad. I'm going to take a shower before getting some shut eyes. Can you tell Martha to cook something chinese for the dinner? Oh and bring the luggages in the bedroom, will you?"Anna nodded but her eyes expressed the want to ask some questions. I noticed but chose to ignore as I walked to the bedroom I and Ryan used to share. Every question will be answered in due
Pearl's POV:Coffee, I needed a coffee right then. With all the noises happening around me, my migraine was coming back in full forces and nothing but a cup of coffee could save me. But that darn thing was no where to be found."Mrs. Anderson, Giselle is looking for you." A spot boy informed me while I was looking for coffee earnestly around the set."Hmm? Can you bring me a cup of coffee first, please?" I requested as I couldn’t concentrate on anything else."But I have to deliver these to the cameraman." He nodded towards the boxes in his both hands, I didn’t even notice them before, "But I can being it to you after this?""That would be really nice of you." I smiled at him apologetically and he went to get his job done."Why the long face?" A cheery voice came from behind me. Turned out, it was Benedict's voice."I have a headache from migraine and you didn’t make any arrangement for coffee here." I complained as I started looking for Giselle."So why are you not resting then? And
Ryan's POV:"Mrs. Anderson called again and I said you are in a meeting." Mr. Baker said after he knocked the door."Thank you, Mr. Baker. Is there anything else?" I said in my business tone without looking up to him."You have an appointment with Mr. Salvador after lunch. That will be all, Sir." He informed me as he waited for me to dismiss him."I'll remember that. Let me know if Pearl calls again." Saying that I opened another file to check that after closing the one I had in my hands."Ok Sir, then I'll take me leave." in reply to that I just nodded my head.Pearl had been calling me for weeks, but I didn’t want to contact her before I had confidence to face her, and there was my father who didn’t budge even a little bit, no matter how many times I asked him for forgiveness. So, when my own birth father wasn’t ready to forgive me, to expect that from Pearl was a luxury itself.About Natalie, I offered to help her to get a job but she refused to take my help and said that she wasn’
Pearl's POV:I watched the rain drops sliding down the glass of the windows as I thought over how crazy the last few months were. First, I got married, then my husband cheated on me, he came begging to me and then suddenly he just went MIA. What did that mean? He didn’t want to try anymore? Not that I really care and I absolutely didn’t want to get back with him. But his absence didn’t set well with me.Luckily, I was really busy with my career and the upcoming events took up all my time. It's just day like this, where the rain was pouring down on the earth and the few hours of solitude I got, made me think about the person who was supposed to be my better half.I was by no means ready to forgive him for what he had done. But with the time I got I could understand his actions a little bit more. Nothing can justify those things he had done, but there was this feeling where I could read behind his actions. He was a man who tried time and time again to make me love him and at that time I
Pearl's POV:I kept looking at the door for a long time, unconsciously expecting Ryan to show up. Not that I wanted to meet him or anything like that, it was just that- he was so eager to visit again and looked so happy after having my permission. But he was a no show now and soon I'll be discharged from here, so where was he?Did he decide that he was done with going after me and all the apologising? Did he felt sorry at the first place? Guess I would never know."Pearl, you are looking magnificent today." Benedict's voice shook me out of the trail of thoughts I was having right then."Oh please, I'm in a hospital gown." I scoffed at him, and straighten."You my girl, will manage to look beautiful even in a potato sack." Taking a seat beside my bed, he handed me the lilies he was holding."What is with all that fluttery?" I took a sniff of the lilies and put it beside me."Thought I will try and check if I have a chance with you." He winked and had a good laugh as I looked at him sha
Ryan's POV:Relieved. That was what I was feeling after knowing that she was better. I couldn't describe in words how I felt when I heard that she was in the hospital and it was mostly my fault to cause that. I prayed to every God there was to make her better in exchange of my life. I was even ready to strike a deal with the evil if that was possible.And when she gave me permission to visit her the next morning? Man, I was happier then I ever was. She was far from forgiving me. But at least she talked to me for a change, and her voice to my ears was like angel's singing.The hole in my heart started to fill, and I wanted to try everything there was to make her happy. The pain she went through because of me? I wanted to heal that. But knew there will be still scars. Even then, I want to make her love those scars.I was a selfish bast**d who couldn't live without her anymore. It was like the love for her was running through my veins. God how did I hurt her like that? Was I even a human