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Chapter 183 - Do You Trust Me?
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2024-10-29 19:42:56“Damian, can I ask you something?” We were watching the news in the living room, and I turned my body to face him while sitting on my heels on the sofa.
“Hmm?” He asked without taking his eyes off the tv. I knew it was important for him to watch the news, but the questions had been bothering me ever since we met again.
“I need to ask you something, but I want you.. I NEED you to be honest with me," I enunciated to show him how important this topic was for me.
My words and tone caught his attention. He turned his body toward mine, placing one of his legs on the sofa so we could see each other more comfortably.
“What is it, Baby girl? Are you okay?” he asked with concern in his voice.
I nodded. I paused for a while before asking him. I wanted to choose my words carefully, but I didn’t know how, so I decided to just ask him honestly.
I inhal
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