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Chapter 166 - Pouring Out My Feelings
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2022-12-26 01:00:27I was about to sit in front of him when I saw his swollen cheek from Max’s punch. I quickly went to the fridge and took something frozen, wrapping it in a towel and pressing it to his cheek.
“Damian, are you okay? Why did Max hurt you?” I looked at him with concern.
“I’m okay. Please sit, Baby girl.” He took the towel from me and pressed it to his cheek with his own hand.
I nodded and sat in front of him. He was looking at me calmly and gently. I looked down instead, twisting my fingers on my lap.
“Baby girl, I can’t be with you anymore,” he said gently.
My head jerked up to see his beautiful face. He looked so calm, and it twisted my heart. It was so easy for him to say those words calmly..
I bit my bottom lip to hold back any words or feelings I was experiencing. I nodded instead.
“I know, Damian. You are going to follow C
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