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Chapter 148 - Not Done Talking..
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2022-12-11 01:00:41“Baby girl, please open your eyes. Shit, I shouldn’t have left you alone.” I heard Damian's voice and someone hitting my cheek gently.
I opened my eyes and saw his handsome face looming over me. He looked worried. He's a good actor, isn’t he? I was lying down on the bed with him next to me.
“Where were you, Damian?” I blurted out while still looking at him.
“I was with Marco. I’m so sorry that I came back late, Baby girl. You should’ve called and told me you aren’t feeling well.” His expression and voice were filled with concern.
I did call you, didn’t I, Damian? And you have just lied straight to my face. You rejected my call because you had your arms around Clarissa..
"Don't get up yet, Baby girl." He tried to stop me from sitting up, but I ignored him. I went to the living room to get my phone. He
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