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2021-12-02 12:05:26Kacie
“Are you okay, Luna?” Beta Jake asked me after we closed a meeting. It was definitely a loaded question.
“Do I not look okay?” I countered.
“Honestly?” He laughed, “No, you don’t.”
“I dropped his gaze as I tried to ignore the void in my chest. It continued to grow and it reminded me on a daily basis of what I was trying to avoid.
“I don’t know what you want to hear,” I said.
He reached for me but stopped. “All I need is Viktor and this pack.”
“It won’t be enough,” he said.
“What are you—,” I started.
“I wasn’t insinuating anything. I am loyal to my Alpha and to you. I was saying it won’t be enough.”<
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