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My Alpha, My Enemy The night Blake was born
Luna POV When I raised my eyelids, I stared at my mother who looked stressed and had a look of darkness in her eyes that I have never seen before. The anger in my mother's expression was more terrifying than usual, and I could only imagine the dreadful things that were going through her head. "What happened?" I whispered, trying to sit up, but my body gave up and collapsed back on the bed. My bone ached, my stomach hurt like hell and I felt like I was going to pass out from all the pain tearing me from the inside. A sense of fear washed over me as the agony began to build. I didn't know what was happening. I couldn't breathe properly. My head felt like it was going to explode. I felt my body start to convulse. A small whimper escaped my mouth as a sharp pain sliced through my back as I laid flat on the bed, striving not to move the slightest bit. "Did the hit you took from Blake make you lose your damn memories too!" My mother mumbled, sounding disappointed and angry. Her w
My Alpha, My Enemy Tooth and nail
Nero POVI stood at the foot of the bed, judging if I should wake Blake because she had been mad at me last night, refusing to snuggle or say a word to me, and I felt so damn hopeless.In the past, Blake has been angry at me before but not for a straight three days, and even then there was only mild yelling, but she’s never gone this long without telling me what she wants, and it is driving me crazy.Even though it is my fault, I didn't know I could miss her so fucking much when she's still in my life, especially when I can barely sleep at night because I can hear her breathing and heartbeat by my side.It hurts more than anything to see her like that and know that she blames me and that she's right for doing it, but that doesn't make it any easier to let her do so.The only thing I have been able to come up with is to give her space and let her be angry, but now, I am over it, and really to fix this mess between us because I can't live like this with her. Running my fingers down her
My Alpha, My Enemy He's dying
Blake POV The sound of the rushing water from the shower echoed in my ear as I sat on the bed, gazing at the bathroom door, feeling relieved Nero was in there, and finally allowing myself to feel something. Being mad at him was exhausting and I didn't know if I could last one more day of it because I missed him. He made me happy but at the same time he hurt me, and still, I wanted him because he's my alpha and nothing else mattered at that moment except being with him. My thoughts were a mess, but I felt less stressed than I had been three days ago, and I knew why… It was because I loved him. The abrupt sound of Nero's phone buzzing got my attention, and I hesitated to look at its screen before gazing at the bathroom door and then at the phone. 'Vladimir?' I thought, picking up the device as curiosity filled my system again, even though my mind begged me not to. I stared at his phone for several seconds, debating whether I should answer or not as I listened to the shower stil
My Alpha, My Enemy Shh- someone is here
Blake POV The ride home has been so damn quiet since Nero and I left the mansion, and I could feel his eyes on me every couple of seconds, but my focus remained on the window glass, so he wouldn’t ask any more questions. But, as it turned out though, Nero did not know how to keep his mouth shut as I wished he would, and after a few more silent seconds, he sighed and then asked, "You know you can talk to me about stuff and shit, right?" Letting my head rest on the glass, I nodded without looking at him and whispered, "Yeah, I know." "So what's going on? It's kinda obvious something's wrong with you... something feels slightly off." "I am fine… Everything is good." "No, it's not. Blake… your energy felt different back then and I-" Finally, I looked over at him, meeting his eyes for a second, and then mumbled, "Look, I just need time. Can you please not push this?" Staring at me for a straight minute, Nero seemed like he wanted to press on, but in the end, only said, "Fine. We w
My Alpha, My Enemy Tell the truth
Trying to be obedient to Nero, I waited on the bed as silently as possible until I picked up the sound of five heartbeats, excluding Neron's and mine.This was an intrusion, and now, I didn't trust Nero out there alone with five strangers, but I still felt hesitant because I didn't want to act recklessly for him to get mad at me or hurt, so I eavesdropped closely, listening hard to hear if I could detect anything unusual in their breathing.That's when I heard a roar as powerful as thunder erupting all around me, followed by two loud whimpers, and I immediately felt my heart drop, knowing that Nero was getting attacked by these wolves.My fingers dug into the sheet as I gripped onto it, my breathing heavy and fast as I strained my ears to listen to Nero, desperate to catch the noises that were surrounding us, and I immediately picked up the sound of bone snapping and flesh ripping.Another loud snarl filled my ears and then the smell of blood suddenly hit my nostrils, and I winced.Th
My Alpha, My Enemy Who I am becoming
Jason POV My heart was hammering so furiously against my ribs that I could feel it throbbing in my ears as I struggled to put my shirt on. "I am coming with you!!" Scarlett exclaimed as she followed me around the place. "Nero is hurt, and you can't stop me, Jason!" Furrowing my brows, I gave her a death glare, "Scarlett-" "No, don't 'Scarlett' me!!" She snapped angrily. "If Nero is hurt, then I want to be there for him!" "Do you know why the fuck Nero is the one hurt and not Blake?!" "I... What are you talking about?" "She's a fucking ultima, Scarlett! An Ultima! And she doesn't like you! Do you understand what I am getting at?!" A look of confusion spread across Scarlett's face, and she opened her mouth, looking ready to protest, but I cut her off, yelling, "Blake can kill you within a breath! And right now, she sounds emotionally unstable, so if you go and piss her off. Guess what!!" When Scarlett snapped her brows together, I went even louder, "You won't like what happe
My Alpha, My Enemy Thirty Missed Calls
Nero POVI woke up in discomfort, my body hurting all over with throbbing pain, and my vision blurred when I tried to open my eyes.Groaning, I strived to move my arms but failed, and my entire body felt like it was severed, causing me to groan in anguish as the feeling worsened.It took a while, but I managed to open my eyes, and I looked around, trying to understand why I was in so much anguish. Then my eyes suddenly widened as I gazed at Blake's head, resting on the mattress as she sat in a chair beside me.My hand ran into her hair gently and then caressed her cheek, running my fingers down her jawline lightly as I asked, "Why didn't you sleep on the bed?"Her eyelids slowly blinked open, revealing her teary eyes that seemed dull and lifeless, but then she gave me a sad smile as she replied, "Because I didn't want to mistakenly hurt you.""Idiot..." I muttered as I brushed my fingers against her lower lip, tracing its outline with my thumb. "Come here,"A look of hesitation crosse
My Alpha, My Enemy Trust her
Blake POV The dining room felt lonely as I stared at the tray of food set in front of me. My stomach clenched uncomfortably, churning slightly with nerves as I nibbled on my bottom lip.Nero is awake, and that's the best thing that could happen, but at the same time, I still feel guilty about what had happened to him, and I know things are only going to get worse from here on because Loretta is not going to let Rolex death slide, and I know the pack will go crazy once they find out that I kill him.Rolex is not just some random wolf and a nobody to the pack, and that's what bothers me most - he was not just an ordinary wolf, and that's what scares me about killing him.For the past two days, Nero has been unconscious, Jason and I haven't talked much, and he has been acting strange towards me, and that's not normal."Are you not going to eat?" Nero's voice broke me from my thoughts as I glanced up and caught his concerned gaze directed at me, along with the worried look on Jason's fa
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My Alpha, My Enemy A call from the past
As I descended the stairs, the smell of fresh coffee greeted me. Jason was in the kitchen, pouring a cup for himself. He looked up as I entered, a warm smile on his face."Morning," he said, his voice gentle. "I made coffee.""Thank you," I replied, taking the cup he offered. The warmth of it seeped into my hands, a small comfort. "I appreciate it."We stood in companionable silence for a moment, sipping our coffee. The morning light filled the kitchen, creating a peaceful atmosphere that contrasted sharply with the frenzy inside me."Blake," Jason began, his voice hesitant. "I know I keep pushing this but you have been restless since yesterday... I can feel it without you telling me... every second, every time you block me out of your head, you can't stop me from feeling what your heart is going through. Are you sure you're okay? I mean, okay?"I met his gaze, the concern in his eyes evident. I wanted to reassure him, to tell him that everything was fine, but I couldn't bring myself
My Alpha, My Enemy A bad mother
Blake's POVI woke to the pale light of dawn streaming through my curtains, casting a soft glow on my bedroom walls. I stretched, feeling the comfort of my warm bed cocooning me, reluctant to break free from its embrace. As I sat up, a sharp knock echoed through the quiet room, pulling me from my sleepy haze."Blake? Are you awake?" Jason's voice, laced with urgency, came from the other side of the door.I threw back the covers and reached for my robe, slipping it on hurriedly as I padded across the room. My heart pounded a little faster. Why was he here so early? I opened the door to find Jason standing there, his expression a mix of concern and frustration."Jason? What's wrong?" I asked, tightening the belt of my robe.He ran a hand through his disheveled hair, a sign that he'd been restless. "Blake, you've been blocking your mindlink from me. I can't hear your thoughts, and it's driving me insane. I can tell something's troubling you."I hesitated, looking away. "I don't know what
My Alpha, My Enemy Haunting eyes
Nero's PovThe terminal's buzz of activity faded as we stepped out into the brisk evening air. My business partners, Victor and Raymond, chatted animatedly beside me, discussing the upcoming meeting at the resort. I nodded along, only half-listening. My mind was elsewhere, stuck on the strange encounter with the boy named Nicholas.We piled into a sleek black SUV waiting at the curb, and I slid into the back seat, the leather cool against my skin. Victor took the front passenger seat, continuing his conversation with Raymond, who was driving. They were both seasoned businessmen, used to these trips and the high-stakes negotiations that accompanied them. I should have been focused, mentally preparing for the discussions ahead, but I couldn't shake the feeling of familiarity that had struck me when Nicholas had looked up at me with those wide eyes.As we drove towards the resort, the cityscape gave way to more serene surroundings. I stared out the window, trying to piece together why
My Alpha, My Enemy Eight Years
Blake's POVI stepped off the plane, the cool air of the terminal a welcome contrast to the stifling cabin. Nicholas's small hand gripped mine tightly, his eyes wide with excitement and curiosity. We maneuvered through the crowd, making our way to the immigration counters.The lady behind the counter looked up as we approached, her eyes scanning my passport. “Bella Greene?” she called, her voice smooth and practiced. “Yes,” I replied, my heart racing slightly. The name had become second nature, a part of the disguise I had maintained for years.The woman smiled warmly and then glanced down at Nicholas. “And who is this handsome little fellow?”“This is my son, Nicholas,” I said, returning her smile.She leaned forward slightly, her gaze softening. “How old are you, young man?”Nicholas beamed up at her, his pride unmistakable. “I’m eight.”The lady chuckled, handing back our documents. “Well, you have a very charming boy, Bella. Enjoy your stay.”“Thank you,” I said, taking the passp
My Alpha, My Enemy His Luna
Every fiber of my being screamed in agony as I reached out through the mindlink, desperately trying to connect with Blake. But she wasn't there. The connection was broken, severed by some unseen force, leaving me stranded in a sea of darkness, alone."Blake?" I whispered, my voice trembling with fear and desperation. But there was no response, only the echoing silence of my own mind.My wolf paced restlessly within me, its primal instincts urging me to break free from the chains that bound me, to unleash its fury upon the world. I fought against it, struggling to maintain control, but the bonds that held me were slipping, fraying with each passing moment."Nero, snap out of it!" Scarlet's voice cut through the haze of my thoughts, her words laced with urgency and concern. "You'll get yourself killed!"But I couldn't heed her warning. All I could think about was Blake. I had to find her, no matter the cost."I have to get to her," I muttered, my voice hoarse with emotion. "I have to fi
My Alpha, My Enemy The hospital
Blake POVMy body felt cold as I stood naked in front of Jason, opening the mind link between Nero and me. I felt his pain, and it was time for him to feel mine.Jason's jaws clutched, and I could see that he was fighting to restrain himself, but his wolf had always wanted me. Now that I was standing vulnerably before him, bare, his eyes darkened, his gaze burning with a mixture of desire and conflict. I could sense the tension radiating off him as he struggled to maintain control over his instincts. With the mind link open, Nero's anguish surged through me, his voice echoing in my head, "Blake, the guard took Jason away. What are you going to do with him?""Can't you feel it in my body, Nero... I am breaking our bond." I hissed back, the pain was so intense... I could hardly breathe. I could feel his fear, his anxiety, his fear of coursing through my veins."Jason... You and Jason... Blade, kill me before you do this. Blake..." Nero groaned in my head. "Please, just end me now. Don'
My Alpha, My Enemy Claim me
Jason's POVI was startled awake by the sudden commotion, the clanging of metal against metal echoing through the dimly lit cell. The guards burst in, their faces hidden behind stern masks, their intentions unclear. My heart pounded in my chest as they approached, their eyes cold and unyielding."What's going on?" Scarlett's voice trembled beside me, her hand reaching out in confusion. "Where are you taking him? Where's Blake?"Nero's voice joined hers, his tone sharp with concern. "Answer us! Where are you taking Jason?"But the guards remained silent, their grip firm as they yanked me off the chains that bound me. I stumbled, my legs weak from hours of confinement. Fear gnawed at my insides as I was forced out of the dungeon, the darkness of the cell giving way to the flickering torchlight of the corridor."Please," I pleaded, my voice hoarse. "Tell me what's happening. Where are you taking me?"But my words fell on deaf ears as the guards dragged me further away from Scarlett and N
My Alpha, My Enemy Imprison him forever
As my grandfather's question hung in the air, I couldn't help but feel a sense of doubt creeping into my mind. What proof did Scarlett have? Could I trust her account of that fateful night? After all, my entire worldview had been shattered once already today."I... I don't know, Grandpa," I confessed, my voice barely above a whisper. "But something just feels off about all of this. I can't explain it, but I can't shake the feeling that there's more to the story than what we've been told."My grandfather nodded solemnly, his expression mirroring my uncertainty. "Trust your instincts, Blake. They will guide our family for generations after I am gone. So remember, as the next leader of our pack, you cannot afford to trust easily. There are those who would seek to deceive and manipulate you for their own gain."His words struck a chord within me. Was I truly ready to take on the responsibility of leading our pack, especially in the midst of such turmoil and uncertainty? Did I even want th
My Alpha, My Enemy Free you
I stormed through the dimly lit corridors of the mansion, my mind a tumultuous storm of conflicting emotions. Each step I took echoed through the empty halls, a stark contrast to the chaos raging inside me. As I reached Loki's cell, I could hear the faint sound of chains rattling, and I scowled.Pushing open the heavy door, I was met with the sight of Loki, chained up in the corner of the room, bruises marring his once proud features. His eyes widened in fear and desperation as he caught sight of me, and he lunged forward, only to be yanked back by the chains that bound him."Blake, please, spare me," he pleaded, his voice raw with desperation. "I... I'm your father. I didn't mean for any of this to happen.""Okay," I said blankly. I didn't feel like hearing his pathetic apology. After everything that had been done to me over the years... what right did I have to pity him or offer even a tiny shred of care to anyone? Even to myself. And certainly not to him. Not after everything. Lok
