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*Trigger Warning: Sensitive content containing physical abuse and violence*Adrian’s POVMost of the memories were pretty much one and the same through her various ages. Her getting punished by her older rogue members violently for different reasons and stupid mistakes that don’t even prompt this extremely harsh treatment. Some of the memories had alpha Victor watching her suffer with a satisfied, cold look on his face while others were done by who ever was in charge of taking care of her during her younger years.I watched her get whipped in various places on her body with a belt, a thin tree branch, and a whip, beaten in a soul destroying degree, slapped, cut, and burned.I watched her starving for food when she was too young to shift or depend on herself to find anything edible and saw the assholes giving her tree leaves to eat on, rotten fruits from the trees, or horrifyingly, the dirt on the forest ground. Whenever she cried for something else or tried to deny what the rogue gave
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Adrian’s POVThe moment that asshole Stefan started to whip her back per his alpha’s orders, I decided that I had enough of these pain filled memories.I muttered the Latin word Mia told me about to get her to stop the spell.As soon as she did and I came back to the living room, I put Rhea’s head gently against the small pillow and got off the sofa.“Should I wake her up, alpha?” Mia asked.“No, not yet…. Just…. Just give me a minute” I said out of breath as I headed towards the floor to ceiling glass wall and rested my palms against it, trying to catch my breath like I was running through a marathon in her head.My soul, my heart, everything in my body was screaming in pain in reaction to what I saw in there.I was left bleeding through every cut, hit, lash, and burn that was ever done to her as if it was inflicted on me as well. And I didn’t know if I could ever get past what they made her go through her entire life.I knew it must have been rough, but I just never imagined it bein
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Rhea’s POV “May I kiss you, Rhea?” I stared at him in surprise, not able to form an answer right away as I let his request sink in. My lips started tingling in response right away, urging me to say yes, encouraging me to let them be kissed by him, to let myself explore this new aspect of our relationship. I have to admit, his reaction to what he saw in my memories took me completely by surprise. Every time I panicked about what he intended to do, he assured me continuously that nothing can change the way he feels about me. A part of me believed him, trusted that he would understand what happened in the past, and decide to forgive me anyway because he knows that I was forced to be like them. But another part of me; the part that was raised to be doubtful and fearful for as long as I can remember, the part that got rooted inside me due to the way I grew up, kept planting its poisonous doubts in me that I will never have someone standing by my side, not even my mate. Before I went to
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Rhea’s POVOf course it’s craving him, I thought to myself.He’s easily becoming the blood to my body, the beat to my heart, and the essence to my soul.I cannot function without his touches anymore.But I was still left a little confused.“So it wants you to keep kissing me and the throbbing will stop then?” I asked softly.He chuckled but tried to compose himself when he saw me narrowing my eyes at him in reproach.He bit his lip before saying in amusement “No, it wants more than just kissing, it wants a relief, an orgasm”I raised my eyebrows.“You mean….you mean sex?” I chocked out the last word while my face burned in flames.He inspected my face for a minute thoughtfully before he said carefully “Kissing you Rhea, felt like a breath of life that you blew into me. It awakened every single cell in my body and made it scream your name. And I felt all the same things you felt. It’s our bodies’ natural response to want to go all the way. It’s nothing to be embarrassed about but the e
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Rhea’s POV“I love how completely satisfying your body craves and responds to my touches” he said huskily as his hands continued to knead my breasts tenderly.His fingers started playing with my nipples while his lips trailed soft kisses all over my chest.He knew exactly what he was doing because the pleasure was increasing the more his fingers played with my stiff nipples.I moaned so softly as I basked in the great feeling he was erupting inside me.I gasped when his mouth closed on one of my nipples and screamed his name when his tongue started licking it hungrily.The intense euphoria made my eyes close and my mouth release a string of moans I could not hold back or control.I was literally in heaven under him and I wanted to stay in this special place forever.He shifted to my other nipple as he sucked on it so fervently, making desire explode inside me with a more stronger intensity.I was writing with a blinding pleasure and it was driving me crazy but no part of me wanted him
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Adrian’s POV“Appreciate the gift then, and let me focus on my task with no distractions” she ordered firmly despite fighting a smile to appear strict.I must say it thrilled me to have her be so confident and trustful with me, it warmed my heart to no end.“Yes, ma’am” I said gently with a soft smile tugging on my lips.She went to work right away as she helped me get rid of my shirt. I thought she would stop at that initially, but I found her tugging on my jeans and boxer and a second later, I helped her remove them by lifting my body upwards to make it easier on her.My erection sprang free, tall and already aroused enough by the sweetness I dived through and licked from the most beautiful, sexy pussy I’ve ever laid eyes on and ate a few minutes ago.Her eyes roamed all over my body hungrily. The look made my body tingle in response.“You’re so beautiful, Adrian. I could admire you for hours and never get bored or tired from gazing at you” she said in a heavy voice filled with emot
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Adrian’s POVWhen we broke our kiss, she buried her face against my neck and hugged me to her tightly, overwhelmed with emotions because of our very first amazing experience together.Warmth spread inside me and I found myself holding her firmly, positioning her over my lap as I laid my back against the headboard of my bed, and burying my face against her neck as well.We stayed like this for a long time, neither of us speaking. We needed this intimate closure to seal our souls together after everything we learned today, whether it was the prophecy we saw or the memories I witnessed. We needed this soul mending moment to come to terms with the fact that we are completely moving on together into a place more open and guaranteed. She finally believed that nothing she did in the past made her a monster, be it in my eyes or in her own.The pain filled memories of her miserable life that I saw truly killed me. I can never forget those memories or the way she was deeply suffering in them, b
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Adrian’s POV“Tell me” I said softly as anticipation built inside me while I waited for her to say what I hoped she would say.She looked me in the eyes with so much emotion, I felt it all the way to the core of my soul, and I was confident then that she was about to say it.“I love you so much, Adrian. I love you so much it’s surging inside me, healing every little crack, binding every fracture, and killing all of my demons. Loving you made me whole the way I’ve never been, the way I thought I would never be” she said so strongly.I swear it felt like she just gave me the greatest, ultimate gift, her love was the greatest thing she could ever give to me and I felt so happy she said it first. That I managed to change her fear and hatred of me to love, passion, and desire in the span of a few days, that I made her feel all those feelings for me to the point she could not hold it back any longer, it felt so fucking exquisite no word can describe it properly.“I can’t express how heartwa
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My Alpha, My Curse Acknowledgement
First thank you and first acknowledgement always goes to you readers. Another book comes to an end and you are the sole reason that keeps me writing more. Your encouragement is my fuel to keep coming up with new stories to tell and write about. I hope this one won a favorite place in your hearts like the other ones. I always write with my whole being and put myself in the characters’ heads, feeling all their feelings and experiencing everything with them. I hope you were able to relate to both of them throughout the story. Please keep giving me your thoughts and comments because other than writing books, reading how you think about them is the next best thing in my daily life. Alec will get his own book and his own POV, but his story will have to wait until I am fully done developing it in my head. My next book is going to be a CEO genre, if I can get it approved by my editor. If you read my other book ‘On The Border’, then you have a slight idea about my male lead; Jacob Snow,
My Alpha, My Curse Epilogue
The Moon Goddess’s POVI smile to myself in tenderness as I stare at my two beautiful children sharing such a romantic and heart melting moment together.Rhea was sitting in Adrian’s lap; both of them preferred this seating arrangement a lot more than the normal one where she sits on his right hand, she was enjoying having dinner from her mate’s hand.They were having their own private celebratory dinner after they won the battle a few hours ago. A victory I’m most definitely proud having witnessed it.I don’t usually watch every single battle my children go through, but this was a very important battle that I needed to see with my own eyes. It was important for more than one reason.First, I wanted to witness Victor’s death with satisfaction. He more than deserved to die and it was way past his due time.The things he’s made my delicate little girl go through made even me sick with revulsion.My poor child truly shook my heart with the way she suffered at his and his pack’s hands al
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Adrian’s POVI took off after her, not planning on letting her get away from me. Even if I’m not allowed to kill her, I won’t let her escape for whatever reason my brother wanted her to keep breathing. Maybe he was just as curious as I was to know what the hell happened back there. Or maybe he wanted to kill her himself.At the edge of the territory, she had her supernatural powers back of course and she took advantage of that as she pushed herself harder to run away, knowing I was in hot pursuit behind her.The portal appeared in front of me as she was running towards it, I pushed myself to sprint faster and catch up with her.Out of the corner of my eye, I saw other rogues go through the portal, running away from the losing battle and saving their skins before they meet their downfalls too.I was this close to catching her, I extended my arm, trying to catch her long, straight, light brown hair which was blowing behind her.She gained more speed at the last second and I missed her b
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Adrian’s POVAlec’s scream of agony got embedded into my soul.It took us five seconds to snap out of our paralyzing terror, both Lennox and I. Five seconds where dread was coursing through me at the thought of losing my brother forever. I could never recover if that happened. Alec was more than a brother, he was like my other half. He was the only family I had left, the closest one.I shifted my eyes on the girl that made my heart hurt with so much agony. She couldn’t be more than eighteen, maybe even younger. But the look on her face is what baffled me the most. It was filled with venom and direct hate towards Alec. As if this wasn’t about winning a battle on behalf of her rogue alpha, this was personal. She was targeting him specifically. Like she knew exactly who he was even though Alec never spoke before the battle began.When one of the two men surrounding him moved to kick Alec in the face making him drop on his back; making sure the stick that was halfway embedded through his
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Adrian’s POVA very menacing growl escaped past alpha Victor’s lips as he bared his teeth at us with so much anger in his eyes, it could light the whole town on fire if it could.I enjoyed the hell out of his reaction and went in to add insult to injury as I spoke harshly “I also know exactly why you took her in when she was just a baby. You wanted her skill. But now, you can’t have it because it got passed on to me and my pack. Rhea gave it to us openly and generously, because despite the cruelty she faced in your pack her entire life, she still has a heart of gold and a pure soul still capable of love. That’s something you can never begin to understand. So I will talk to you in the only language you do understand. I am going to make you pay for every second of pain you made my mate go through, alpha Victor, I will make you experience every bit of it before I rip you to shreds for hurting her in the past fourteen years”He just gave me a cold, evil smile as he said in a condescending
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Adrian’s POVEverything was ready.This is going to be the night we rid the world of the most evil rogue alpha in the region along with many of his evil, vile followers.It was such an impactful moment in our pack history that will set the pace for the next generation to come after us.All of my fighters plus Alec’s were standing behind me and Rhea, prepared for the moment the rogues will portal through to end this darkness once and for all.Our training was over, this was the real deal now. This was the real and most important fight we will ever go through and every single person was prepared and ready for it. They were prepared to fight with honor, they were ready to kill and not be killed.We were standing at the edge of my territory, silent and waiting.Rhea held my hand and squeezed it tightly, causing me to look over at her.She was gazing at me with a mixture of nervousness and determination.I squeezed her hand back and told her firmly “We will win”She nodded her head once ti
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Rhea’s POV“Yes” my answer was instant, confident, and I gave him more proof by opening my legs to him, giving him direct access to do it.“Nah, I don’t think you are yet. I think we need to bring back some of that moaning and begging that will have you leaking out so hard, that way I can get inside a lot easier and less painfully” he said tauntingly.I groaned in a soft voice. I both loved and hated it when he played with me to intensify my releases, I mean I like the end result but I hate the process because it’s always overwhelming and sweetly torturous to endure.He kissed my lips passionately, making me lean into him to deepen the kiss more. Our tongues fought for access until they were satisfied before he moved down to my mark, licking and sucking it fervently making me writhe under him with renewed pleasure.My nipples came next and when he was done with them, I was left a heaping mess of arousal and desire.Just when I thought he was done, his mouth claimed back my left nipple
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Rhea’s POVHe smiled at me warmly but asked carefully “I know you loved it. That’s the only reason I kept going. But despite that, I still want to make sure of something. Did I hurt you in a way that made you remember what happened to you in the past? Please be honest with me”“Not for a single moment, Adrian. Never. I truly loved the power you exerted on me, it turned me on very much, and I’m pretty sure you saw the evidence of that” I said a little shyly.“So you’re saying we can do this every now and then?” he asked curiously with a hint of desire shining in his eyes.I could see how much he really enjoyed that experience with me, how much he loved me submitting myself fully to him, and how much he enjoyed making me come on his own terms.But I could also tell he would never do something I’m not comfortable with even if he himself liked it, and for that, My love for him surged inside me harder at that moment.“Oh yeah, I think even your pain is addicting to me, alpha” I said playfu
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Rhea’s POV“No what? You seem to forget my rules very easily, Rhea” he said slowly as his hand rubbed gently on the spot he just hit harshly, slowly easing my pain away with his soft touch.While the blow to my ass cheek made me feel pain, I couldn’t deny that it also gave me pleasure in a weird, complicated sort of way.“I’m sorry alpha, I will not forget them again” I said in a small voice, trying to regulate my suddenly rapid breathing, and sort out through my confusing emotions.“That’s exactly what I want you to think about while I help you learn your lesson through this punishment. Now, I want you to count out loud every time I spank you, and I don’t want you to slip up and miss a certain number or I will have to start all over again from the beginning. Can you do that?” he said firmly while he continued to seductively run his hands over my ass, making my core tighten and tingle in response to his erotic touches.“Yes, alpha”I screamed out again when he unexpectedly hit me on m
