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015 Hopeful Yet Unwilling
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My Alpha, Her Mate 016 Suddenly Negative
Ellis. Susan told me the good news and that she was no longer to serve as a sex tool. I was happy for her and I admired the fact that Patrick had kept his promise after all. I had a tinge of sadness in me because unlike Susan I had fallen in love with the wrong wolf. I doubted if I would ever be free. "So what will you do with your freedom," I asked her, happy for her. "I am not free El. I just won't be having sex with anyone I don't want to sleep with. But I still have to work." she explained. "So you and Patrick are together now?" I asked her and she nodded with excitement. Realising my mood wasn't good she paused. "El, is everything okay?" She asked me and I began to cry. "I will never be lucky as you. I have fallen in love with the wrong wolf." I cried and she hugged me. "Don't say that. You can never tell what could happen. Alpha has broken a lot of personal rules with you. You needed to see how he was eating you up. He wasn't in his senses El. You have a hold on him. Just
My Alpha, Her Mate 017 Loyalty Hurts
Ellis The moment Mirabel stepped in I was glad to have company. Hanging out with her was better than being curled up on the floor. She looked around my room and said " No wonder they are jealous. Alpha really has a soft spot for you." she commented. "Can we please not talk about Alpha." I pleaded with her and she smiled and I went to sit down. "Ellis it is very obvious you are hurting. Don't let his actions get to you." she advised. "at least you got some royal treatment. Forget the other girls. He is very nasty to all of us. That is why they don't like you." she told me sitting on the bed. "So why are you nice to me?" I asked her and she pushed my hair behind my ears and kisses me. "I am curious about you," she confessed and we began to kiss. We took off our clothes and I laid on the bed while she kissed all over me. She was different from Susan, I could feel her need. I sat up and went for her n**ples she moaned gently. I touched her sex and placed my finger in her and she mo
My Alpha, Her Mate 018 Lesson Gone Too Far
Ellis. I spent three nights in the cage. By the morning of the fourth day, I was completely blank. I was released and the doctor came to tend to my wounds. If it wasn't for Rose's alcohol, the wounds would have been infected. When the doctor finished, I tried to return to my room but I was told Alpha ordered that I wasn't allowed in his wing unless he sends for me. They took me to another room in the servant quarters. The room was small and had poor ventilation. I cleaned it up and sat in the room. I was too scared and ashamed to come out. In the evening a man came to get me and took me to the red room. The moment I got there I began to fear what would happen. I entered reluctantly. Alpha was by himself, sitting on the couch. I stood there waiting for his orders. "If you run your mouth again. I promise to do worse," he promised me and I feared what could happen in future and what his worse will be like. I did not do what I was being punished for. What if some wolves decide to set
My Alpha, Her Mate 019 Unfixable and Lost
William Ellis was bleeding I didn't know what to do. I laid her on the couch in my office I had called both the pack doctor and human doctor to come. She was cold to touch so, I wrapped her in a warm blanket. I wished Patrick was home. He would have known what to do. I was so angry with her because she made me lose face in my pack. Why did she run her mouth? Spending the night in her room wasn't the issue but bragging that she could control me was a big issue, especially after I had carried her away from the wolves in a jealous rage. It was easy for them to believe I was under her control. I needed to salvage the situation and the only way was to discipline her like I discipline the others. I knew she wanted to kill herself by starving to death. I wasn't going to allow her. This was all her fault. She had ranted to the wolves that she had full control of me, and my actions towards her made it seem it was true. I had to prove to everyone that it wasn't true. I was angry with her.
My Alpha, Her Mate 020 Trying to Escape
Ellis When I was told I had lost my pregnancy I was relieved. The baby had done what was best for it. The life my father had sold me into was not a life for a child. I didn't intend to have any children by Alpha William. I knew one day someone would plot against me and he would kill me for it. It was just a matter of time. I couldn't let his sudden kindness fool me. I made myself a promise never to get carried away by him again. I was nothing but a sex slave. I knew my place. The thoughts of pleasure were a distant memory now. When I begged the doctor for birth control pills, he had said he would have to consult with Alpha because I was his property. I wasn't happy about it but when he returned with the pills, I figured that Alpha and I were on the same page. No person of his standing would want a baby by a slave. I took comfort in knowing that I won't be dealt with for losing the pregnancy. When I got back to my prison, which was the estate, Alpha had instructed them to take me to
My Alpha, Her Mate 021 Gotcha, " Not Letting Go"
William I had overworked myself the whole day. Ellis's miscarriage was affecting me badly. I had never gotten anyone pregnant before. I had never imagined that I would get someone pregnant or be a father. For me to find out that I had lost a baby I did not know about, hurt me deeply. It was all my fault. I was blinded by jealousy. When Jewels had lied about Ellis telling them that she controlled me, I had felt enraged. I didn't want anyone to know what went on between Ellis and me. The thought that she was running her mouth scared and pissed me off. When I couldn't get it up with the wolves I feared they would believe that it was true. What I had done to prove otherwise had only cemented the validity of the gossip. The moment Ellis began to touch herself, I felt my c**k harden. I kept my eyes on her and imagined she was the one I was f**king. I knew she was hurt. I could see the jealousy and pain in her eyes. I wanted to hurt her. I wanted her to feel like a slave. I wanted her to
My Alpha, Her Mate 022 Reconciliation
Ellis I sat in my room waiting for judgment but it never came. Vicky brought me food and I ate. I tried to be happy around her. She told me all that happened in my absence and Susan's return. When the time for cleaning Alphas office came, I got up to join Vicky. When we got to the office to clean, Alpha was surprised to see me. I was scared he would bring up the running incident but to my surprise, he didn't. " You should be resting Ellis," he said very gently but I didn't let his tone fool me. " I have to do my job Alpha. I have to earn my keep. Cleaning your office is part of my job description. Please let me work. There is no need for resting. I am fine now." I said very politely with my eyes trained to the floor. There were people in the office. So we quickly cleaned it and left. I began to wait for him to send for me. While I waited I lay on my bed staring at the ceiling. Since I was banned f
My Alpha, Her Mate 023 Repentance
William. When Ellis came to my office to clean it up, I wanted to stop her but I had guests. I noticed she was still fragile and I noticed she had difficulty doing the work but I couldn't stop her because she was adamant about earning her keep. I knew I said a lot of hurtful things to her and treated her badly. I knew that was why she tried to run away. I still was yet to figure out how to make it up to her. I knew I couldn't let it linger. I missed her so much. It had been a while that I had smelled her arousal. She was like a different person altogether in the red room. I had thought if I f**ked her long enough she would begin to want me again. It never worked. I knew I couldn't treat her like a wolf. I had to go about it the human way. I knew I couldn't cope if I let it linger. I also felt she was dying inside. The thought of her running away from me scared me. She even asked me to do away with her. The fact that she saw the danger as a better option than being here with me brok
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My Alpha, Her Mate 080 The Ascension
Ellis The moment we got home everyone was tired and happy. It was time to roll away the darkness. I needed to move quickly and do all that need to be done so I could spend time with my husband and children. My heart was breaking, and I did not know how to tell him we only had three days to be together before I ascended. I knew my humanity was gone. I felt it. I knew so much and had an understanding beyond my imagination. "Ellis, are you alright?" Melena asked me, and I smiled at her. William walked to me and kissed me, resting his head against mine. "I love you, El." he said, and I had tears in my eyes because we had only a few days together. I did not know I was crying until he used his thumb to gently wipe away my tears. "I do not care about your bond with Helio. It was necessary to accomplish all this. I know you did it for me. I cannot be mad about it." He told me, and I nodded, but I was mad about it. I did not want to be with any other man except for William. I loved my husba
My Alpha, Her Mate 079 To Ascend
Ellis The Fate sisters moved closer to all of us, and I saw that they were translucent. They had blank expressions on their faces and spoke to all of us as one body and voice. "The die has been cast, but the future remains unwritten. Your future lies in your hands. Your decisions and determination will determine how this will play out. Is the mortal world worth saving?" They said together and then disappeared. They did not even wait for answers, and it was a bit weird. They knew how to make a dramatic entrance and exit. I wondered if this was a movie. Honestly, I did not remain in awe of them. I took a fighting stance immediately. "You seem eager to end me, Ellis, very typical of you?" Apophis said, looking at me. "Did you tell your mate about Helio, about your attachment to him?" He asked, and at that moment, I was grateful to Luna for bringing it up when she did. She must have known he would play the card. I looked at her where she lay on the ground, frail, and thanked her. She s
My Alpha, Her Mate 078 The Battle
Ellis Trying to keep Luna alive weakened me completely, but I kept at it. I could hear Helio in my head, and I somehow realised it was him. He was breaking a rule. I felt it, I knew he shouldn't be giving me pointers, but he was, and I did not know how that would affect the outcome of this. But it was clear the god of the sun wanted to rise again. He wanted humanity to be safe, and he was willing to cheat for it. I sent a huge amount of magic toward Apophis, but I knew it would not be enough to end him. "Ellis, dont kill him!" I heard Sam's voice, and I looked in the direction of the voice, and I was surprised to see Sam. She was awake. Why the hell would she say that I shouldn't kill him? I got hit by dark smoke in that moment of distraction, and I felt something pierce my thigh. I noticed that Apophis made a spear from his magic and tried to use it to kill me, but Luna had used her energy to shift it a bit. Both Apophis and I had been at it for a while, and I wondered who would
My Alpha, Her Mate 077 Waking Up
Samantha The instant Luna left me, everything went dark. I opened my eyes to a dark room, and I knew I was not physically there. Had Luna deceived me and sent me into the void? I began to wonder if I had opened up myself to an enemy. According to my memories, she was my sister, and I loved her dearly. My pilgrimage was part of the reasons she had to rely on her mate, Apophis, and he had succeeded in poisoning her mind. The things he said to her before she decided to make that Alpha do stuff to her were cruel. He had said very hurtful words to her. I knew Luna had sent a form of seduction magic to Reed to make him get on his knees and do what she requested as she sent more magic into him he began to like it. What I noticed about the sexual part of everything was that it wasn't the sexual pleasure that made it appealing or addictive, it was the transfer of magic, the feel of it, the euphoric feeling that came with absorbing the magic made it appealing. I was surprised that Apophis would
My Alpha, Her Mate 076 Charging In
Ellis We charged into the quarry, moved in, and no one came to arrest us like they did with Luna. I realised they might be all occupied. So I teleported us to the place where Sam and Alex were. Alex and Sam's body lay on the ground. The wolves that were invoved in the orgies came to attack us. Our arrival was sudden for them, so they were not prepared. The mages sent magic their way to destabilise them, and William and Abel attacked with force. I sent my aura into Alex to see what the matter was and realised that Apophis had taken a bit of his life's essence, which meant he would manifest physically. "Be on alert. Apophis might appear as Alex soon or occupy someone else," I linked everyone to warn them, drawing my Katana. I began to cut through the evil wolves. Most of them wielded magic, but we had magic too, so we were fine. All of us but William could wield magic. They began to shift, and the wolves looked misty and black. Their eyes were evil, and I could see into their dark so
My Alpha, Her Mate 075 Waiting Game
Ellis While Sam went in, I used my aura to keep an eye on what was going on. Using the eye of Apophis to see what was happening was very tedious and draining, but it was necessary to know when to get in. Luna had done a good job dulling his senses, so unlike before, he could not sense I was watching. She kept him occupied by occupying her senses. I did not trust her at first, but at the rate she was going, I was more relaxed. Abel was agitated and kept asking if we could go in, but I held him back. Seeing what I saw, the wolves we would be facing would be deadlier than all the wolves we had faced in the past. They had Apophis's magic and could wield it, that was what the orgies were for. They transferred magic between themselves. Apophis had turned them into micro gods, and that alone would make fighting them difficult. He was also generating his essence fast, which was not good so even though he was distributing what he had, he was able to regain it quickly. Faster than me, and I kn
My Alpha, Her Mate 074 Magic is a drug
Samantha Apophis ushered me to a large cave that had a throne made of bones and weird-looking people. Some of them were having orgies, and just by looking at them, I knew there were getting high on more than the sexual pleasure. "Magic transfer." Luna said to me, "Apophis' magic is addictive. People are easily drawn to darkness, they sink themselves into it, and they love it. The euphoria that comes with dark magic coursing through your veins is unimaginable. That was how Apophis got me in the first place, and I am still addicted to him. He did not let us taste much of his magic during our session together, so you would not understand what these people are experiencing right now." she said, and I was stunned. I had tasted a bit of it, and I did not want to imagine it in large quantity. I looked around me, and William's parties had nothing on these people. Watching them made me feel weird. They were too busy and formed chains and rows of people giving and receiving pleasure. I had ne
My Alpha, Her Mate 073 Matters of The Heart
Samantha I tried to control Luna not to piss Ellis off, but she refused to listen. She hated Ellis for reasons best known to her, and I did not want to get into it. We had received two slaps, and Luna hadn't been around long. When I saw William hurting, I regretted having to merge with Luna. She might have been my sister, but she was cruel. She knew how werewolves were with their mates. She knew Alphas did not like to share, and she knew William was the dominant type, and yet, she had to expose Ellis in that way. I knew if Ellis had a choice, she wouldn't have mated with Helio, but we all needed the power of the sun god to expel darkness, and as things were, I sensed Ellis would not be with us for long. As we walked into the quarry, I begged my sister to follow through with the plan and not double-cross us. Love did all types of things to people, and love could make people lose themselves. I knew she was angry at the moment, but when she sees her lover, her heart would melt, and so w
My Alpha, Her Mate 072 The Quarry
Ellis "It's time to dress up and gear up for the fight. Make sure you bring along your weapons. We won't just be needing magic where we are going," I said, and they nodded. Lifting Sam, I teleported her and Willam to our bedroom. I felt safer with my eyes on her. After the shit that Luna tried to pull by causing discord between William and me, I did not trust her to behave herself or do what was best for us as a collective. "Why is she here?" William asked, pointing at Sam, and I raised an eyebrow at him. "Sam I trust, but Luna, not so much. I just want to keep an eye on them." I said, and Sam began to laugh. I knew it was luna and not Sam because the laugh sounded unnatural. "Hang in there Sammy." I said to her, and I felt her frustration. I knew she was regretting letting Luna in. All that darkness was a lot to take in, and Luna was just as dark as Apophis, She was his mate, after all she was bound to draw on darkness. I knew we could not trust Luna completely because her heart w
