Ms Vento paused for a while, halting her sipping and placing the half-full mug down onto the coffee table in front of them with a soft clang. She cleared her throat before humming in thought at the question. She needed to be honest despite knowing that the truth will hurt the young man. If she chose her words correctly, she hoped she could ease the pain at least a little.
"Well," The older of the two began slowly, getting more nervous by the second and now beginning to sway from side to side in her chair. "I think Jen needs more time." She softly finished. "Her situation isn't the best right now." She quickly added, watching as Ash's face fell and he hung his head, staring at his feet as he sniffled but nodded in understanding. He missed the woman his mother used to be, but he couldn't be greedy. If she needed more time to forget about all the crap that had happened in the last decade, she deserved it more than anyone.
"I guess," Ash sighed out quietly, outlining the rim of the mug, in an attempt to distract himself from his thoughts. "I just wish that none of this happened." He continued, looking up at Ms Vento who was nodding in agreement with a soft smile playing on her lips. "Then I could see her smile again." Ash finished, closing his eyes as a couple of stray tears fell down his cheeks. Ms Vento scraped her seat closer to the younger and wrapped one of her arms around his shoulder, rubbing his arm gently in reassurance, comforting him silently.
By the time another twenty-something minutes passed, Ash had calmed down enough for the pair to talk about other subjects calmly. One of such subjects being Brooke, Ash's little sister. There was never much to say about the teen other than the fact that she was kind and brave enough to stay with their mother and take care of her needs as she got better. She looked almost exactly like their mother, the only difference being her hair, which was long, wavy and dark brown. Another subject the pair had covered was the woman that came in crying earlier that morning.
"She's a weird one." Ms Vento chuckled out a little, sipping on her third cup of tea, glancing at the young man seated next to her, eating a sandwich she had prepared a few moments ago. "She came in crying and asking if there was any space but stopped once she was walking up the stairs." Ms Vento sighed out, standing up and pulling out a tin of biscuits, placing it on the coffee table and flopping herself back down onto her chair with a soft grunt.
Ash hummed at the information before quickly swallowing his food and speaking. "I bumped into her when I was leaving for work," Ash began, wiping his mouth a little before continuing. "I was going to apologise but she left and ignored me." He shrugged as he said the last couple of words, finishing his tea and smiling at the older woman as he stood up from his chair and stretched his arms above his head with a loud yawn. "Well, anyway. This was nice but I need to get to bed." He grinned, taking a quick glance over at the clock on the wall and almost gasping aloud at the time. He'd stayed in Ms Vento's office for over five hours just drinking tea and chatting. It was now nine.
"Oh yes, of course!" Ms Vento chuckled loudly, standing up as well and taking the plate and two mugs, throwing them onto one of the two counters. "Have a good night then, Hun. I have some work still left to do." She grinned happily, opening the office door for the younger man as he nodded and waved to her, making his way over to the stairwell, swinging his black bag over his shoulder as he walked. He had to make his way up to the fourth floor - something he dreaded every day after work. He never really understood why the owners of these buildings never requested elevators to be built when most of them had at least ten floors to them.
Ash eventually got to his floor with a loud groan, digging in his pocket to get his key and hastily unlocking the front door and instantly throwing his bag onto the wooded floor, slipping his shoes off, and walking into the living room. He flopped onto the couch in exhaustion and stuffed his face into one of the pillows decorating the piece of furniture. He sighed out loud before turning his face to stare at the plant on his dark brown coffee table.
He closed his eyes for a few seconds and hummed in satisfaction. He was quite young - aged twenty-four - but he, somehow, got exhausted doing the easiest of things or after work. More often than not, however, he would shrug the feeling off and blame it on his insomnia. He laid there, on his stomach with the side of his face shoved into a pillow and his feet hanging off the other end of the couch, for another ten minutes before the thought of the letter from his mother flashed briefly in his mind and he jumped up almost instantly.
He scrambled up from his seat on the couch and grabbed his black bag, unzipping it and rummaging through it until he felt paper underneath his fingertips. He pulled the envelope out and smiled slightly at the address and the handwriting. It was clear that it was his mother and not Brooke.
He ripped the letter open hastily and unfolded it in order to read it. He sat down on the couch and folded his legs before beginning to carefully read the letter. The letter didn't contain anything interesting. It was simply an update about his mother's and Brooke's lives, such as who Brooke usually hung out with and how well the new medication for his mother was working.
It may not have been anything of huge importance for anyone else but, for Ash, it meant that his mother still cared about what he thought and wanted to keep him in the family loop, even though she was scared of him and was the one to ask him to move out of the family home. Ash smiled at the writing on the letter before sighing out happily, his mood brightening slightly. He stood up and stepped into his bedroom, retrieving the small black box from under his bed. He lifted the lid and placed the letter neatly on top of all the other letters he had received over the years, all with updates about both their lives.
Of course, it would be easier to just get a call from his mother or Brooke from time to time but, since their family home was in the middle of the countryside, there was no signal nor internet which meant that the only means of communication that was left was handwritten letters.
Ash pushed the, now closed, black box back under his bed and flopping down on the bed, his back hitting the soft mattress. He smiled up at the ceiling before closing his eyes and deciding to sleep and simply freshen up in the morning - have a shower and anything else that he needed to do in order to look like a decent human being. For the first time in a long time, he was calm at night. This calmness during the peaceful and quiet night, however, wouldn't last long due to his neighbours just a floor above him.
Ash groaned as he shifted in his bed angrily. That night was the only night that entire week where he felt calm and was able to fall asleep instantly after lying down on his bed but the people above his apartment just had to ruin it for him. He cracked open an eye and turned to look over at the clock, groaning loudly after he noticed it was four in the morning. He placed his arm over his eyes before grumbling some curse words under his breath and, eventually, sitting up and pushing the covers off him. He swung his legs off the side of the bed and stretched with a silent yawn and stood up. He quickly pulled on a pair of sweatpants and left his bedroom, slipping his shoes on and heading over to the stairwell. He might not be good with people as a whole but once it came to someone ruining his, carefully outlined, sleeping schedule, he would give them a piece of his mind. He stomped up the stairs and made his way over to
Ash buried his head in his hands as he slouched forwards on the couch in thought. The woman he had bumped into the other day was now in his apartment, having a mental breakdown in the front hall. To say that he didn't know what to do, would be an understatement. He groaned loudly as he leaned his head back and slumped against the couch pillows, shielding his eyes from the harsh living room lights and humming to himself as he continued to think of what he should be doing in this situation. If he simply let her be - crying and sitting on the cold wooden floor - he would feel like a terrible person. However, on the other hand, if he tried to talk to her and question what had happened, he would feel as though he was pushing her to talk about something that might have traumatized her. He sighed sharply, in an attempt to discard his thoughts, and jumped up from the couch. He opened the living room door which led to the front hal
The woman glanced up at the question and fixed her eyes into the young man's as if questioning his intentions before he flashed a toothed smile and tilted his head to the side. The woman cleared her throat and wiped her cheeks, where a few stray tears fell. "I'm Amaya." She quietly answered. Ash nodded at the name as he held out his hand for a handshake. "I'm Ash." He grinned. Amaya took his hand slowly and shook it gently before quickly letting go and looking back down to her lap. Ash looked at the woman, his smile faltering until it fell completely and he groaned under his breath, looking down at the mattress before speaking up again. "What do you wanna do?" He asked. The woman in question raised her head and quirked an eyebrow up in amusement. She brought her eyebrows back into a frown quickly, hoping the man next to her didn't notice her slip-up. "I have a few movies we could watch. Come on!" Ash suddenly exclaimed as he jumped off the foot
As the pair watched the movie, Ash couldn't help but think of the woman's unfortunate situation of being in an abusive relationship. Before Ash had continued to play the movie, Amaya had told him about her situation in detail and eventually, Ash had put the offer of staying at his place for a few days and inform the police of her boyfriend's behaviour. However, the young woman had quickly rejected the idea and simply flashed a small smile at the latter, reassuring him that she would just go home and hope for the best. Ash, coming to the conclusion that any further discussion on the subject won't get him anywhere, dropped the topic and pressed play on the remote control. Despite the noise coming from the TV in front of him, he wasn't focused on the movie at all. His mind kept racing, reminding him of the memories he had pushed to the deepest parts of his brain; memories he no longer wanted to ever think about. With a loud groan, he leaned forwa
The next day, Ash woke up at around five in the morning to the sound of a loud knocking at his front door. At first, he decided to ignore it after he checked the time and simply shifted to the other side of his bed before closing his eyes and attempting to sleep for at least five minutes more. However, luck was never on his side as he was forced to get up at the crack of dawn due to the persistent knocking. With a loud groan, he rolled out of bed, ruffling his hair and walking into the front hall. Not bothering to glance through the peephole, he swung the door open angrily. His eyes softened ever so slightly once his eyes landed on Ms Vento. She had a sheepish smile on her face paired with a set of apologetic eyes. "I'm so sorry to wake you up this early, but..." She trailed off quietly, looking around before pointing behind Ash, questioning whether she could come in. Ash nodded with a low shrug of his shoulders before opening the door wider an
After Ms Vento left his apartment, Ash couldn't focus on anything he had to do around the house. He sat on the couch in his living room, the TV playing loudly in the background, with wide eyes - spaced-out. He had planned to clean the house a little later in the day and cook dinners that would last him for three days time. Now, however, all his plans went out of the window as his mind was too occupied still trying to process the new information he received from Ms Vento. With a loud sigh, Ash finally heaved himself up from the comfort of his couch and looked at the time, cursing at himself for sitting without doing anything productive for over three hours. He groaned and ran one of his hands through his hair before yawning and walking into his bedroom. He picked up his covers from the floor and began to fold them slowly as he continued to let his thoughts race around his mind. Of course, he knew it was absurd for anyone to plot absolutely anyth
With a loud sigh, the young man walked into the cafe and looked around for a second before noting the twenty, or so, customers sitting and chatting away or working on laptops. He walked over to an isolated booth and slid in, looking around briefly before looking over at the staff and smiling at one of the male servers, quietly signalling that he just came in and wanted to get a menu. The server nodded at Ash and quickly walked over, handing him a menu, after exchanging greetings, and resumed his cleaning of the free tables. Ash flicked through the menu, his eyes unfocused and spaced out, He was staring at the entrance just as the door opened, revealing Mr Carreiro. Not wanting any unnecessary social interactions, the young man sunk down in his seat and hung his head. At first, his tactic seemed to have worked. However, not for very long as the older man was soon seated in front of Ash with a soft smile plastered on his face.
After the unpleasant conversation between Mr Carreiro and Ash, the older of the pair left Ash alone in the cafe as he decided that he wasn't welcome the moment he spoke out about Jen's situation. Ash, on the other hand, sat in the booth with a, now, cold coffee in front of him and his eyes, unwavering, staring off into space. His thoughts raced in his head constantly, even though his face looked blank. He kept thinking about his mother and his sister, he thought about Amaya and Ms Vento. He even thought about his boss, even though he provoked him during that one conversation. It wasn't like Mr Carreiro, either, as he usually avoids that topic when he speaks with Ash, knowing it's a sensitive one and one he is never fond of. Ash blinked a few times and sighed, looking around at the, now half-empty, cafe and then at the large black clock that hung directly above the entrance. He had wasted away half of the day, thinking over useless things he ha
When Ash realised that Ms Vento was in a rush and wanted to get this talk over with, for one reason or another, he walked over to a free booth and hastily plopped down on one side without taking his apron off and watched as Ms Vento did the same. The silence that followed between the two was uncomfortable and awkward for, seemingly, no reason. Ms Vento looked calm and, therefore, the younger of the two shouldn't feel this pressured and nervous. His anxiousness only soared once Ms Vento cleared her throat and folded her arms on the table. "It's about Amaya." She simply spoke, closing her eyes and sighing loudly. Ash leaned back further on the seat and hummed, encouraging the latter to continue. "I know it's none of your business, but I didn't know who else to turn to for help." She quickly explained before hanging her head in defeat. Ash scratched the back of his neck before sighing softly to himself and leaning forward
Ash walked into his boss's office without knocking, his face still supporting the right smile he had plastered on his face the entire day. Mr Carreiro watched the younger with a raised eyebrow as he waltzed in and plopped himself on the chair in front of the desk. He was genuinely happy that Ash was in a good mood for the first time in a while, but it was an uncommon sight and, therefore, he was curious about what caused him to have a smile on his face the whole day. "Did you want to talk about something?" Ash questioned, biting into his food and looking at the older man through his eyelashes. Mr Carreiro hummed as an answer to the question and looked away, staring at the wall for a while before Ash spoke again, breaking him out of his daydream and back into reality. "What is it? Is it something serious?" He asked, eyebrows furrowing down ever so slightly in worry. His eyes, however, remained bright and wide. The older of the two looked o
After a night full of sleep, without waking up in the middle of the night even once, Ash woke up an hour early than he was supposed to. He hopped out of bed and quickly got dressed before leaving his messy room and walking into the kitchen, getting himself a cup of cold coffee. He flicked through his phone and read over the conversation he had with Mr Carreiro just last night as he drank his coffee and bit down on an apple. He sighed slightly and took the last sip of his coffee before throwing the apple's core into the bin and deciding to leave his apartment early in hopes of catching Ms Vento and tell her about his conversation with his mother. Ash hummed lowly as he slipped his shoes on and swung his bag over his shoulder. He made sure that he had a full lunch and his apron was neatly folded as well as pocketing his phone for the first time in months. He never took his phone to work but, since he needed to find a pla
Ash hastily fumbled to answer the phone until he finally answered it. He cleared his throat into the phone and closed his eyes, sitting up straight on the bed and hanging his head. "Mum?" He called after a few seconds of awkward silence as he furrowed his eyebrows in concentration. The silence continued to envelop the two before a soft sigh was heard on the other side of his phone. "Ashley." His mother - Jen - began and his breathing hitched in his throat. This was the first time he had heard his mother's voice in four years. He gasped out suddenly and blinked his eyes open, widening them in shock at the woman's voice. He even ignored how she called him by his full name and tried to process just how different her voice sounded. "I-I didn't want to bother you but..." Ash's eyes widened at the statement almost instantly and he shook his head, despite knowing that she couldn't see him. "No! It's alright." Ash smiled sligh
Mr Carreiro's eyes went wide. His eyes fell down to the wooden desk, unwavering and blank. He didn't know the full situation but, simply from knowing Ash for years, he could rule out the idea of Ash getting kicked out due to bad behaviour towards the other residents. With a loud sigh, he looked back up at the young man, his eyes softening at Ash's distressed look on his face. "Is there are a reason?" Mr Carreiro asked nervously, clenching his fists and half expecting Ash to say something along the lines of 'I make too much noise'. Ash, however, only sighed out and turned to the side and stared at the wall. He shrugged and the older of the two furrowed his eyebrows down in slight annoyance with the younger's attitude. He was about to urge Ash to tell him why but the young man in front of him beat him to it. "The owner of the building is selling the building." Ash sighed loudly before looking up, plastering a soft smile
The next morning, Ash - surprisingly - woke up on time for work. He rolled out of bed with a loud sigh, remembering his crying from last night. The young man shook his head, discarding the unpleasant memory of his hot tears stinging his eyes before rolling down his cheeks and burning his skin. He quickly walked into the bathroom and shut the door. He looked at himself in the mirror and groaned loudly, staring at his hair for a while before clicking his tongue and hanging his head, looking down at the sink. He splashed some water on his face and wiped it on a spare towel before stumbling back out. Once he caught his balance, he walked into the kitchen as he stretched his arms above his head. He glanced briefly at his coffee machine before shaking his head, concluding that if he ingested any caffeine and was even more awake than he already was, it would be an invitation for his head to overthink all of his actions throughout the day. He grabbed an appl
After the unpleasant conversation between Mr Carreiro and Ash, the older of the pair left Ash alone in the cafe as he decided that he wasn't welcome the moment he spoke out about Jen's situation. Ash, on the other hand, sat in the booth with a, now, cold coffee in front of him and his eyes, unwavering, staring off into space. His thoughts raced in his head constantly, even though his face looked blank. He kept thinking about his mother and his sister, he thought about Amaya and Ms Vento. He even thought about his boss, even though he provoked him during that one conversation. It wasn't like Mr Carreiro, either, as he usually avoids that topic when he speaks with Ash, knowing it's a sensitive one and one he is never fond of. Ash blinked a few times and sighed, looking around at the, now half-empty, cafe and then at the large black clock that hung directly above the entrance. He had wasted away half of the day, thinking over useless things he ha
With a loud sigh, the young man walked into the cafe and looked around for a second before noting the twenty, or so, customers sitting and chatting away or working on laptops. He walked over to an isolated booth and slid in, looking around briefly before looking over at the staff and smiling at one of the male servers, quietly signalling that he just came in and wanted to get a menu. The server nodded at Ash and quickly walked over, handing him a menu, after exchanging greetings, and resumed his cleaning of the free tables. Ash flicked through the menu, his eyes unfocused and spaced out, He was staring at the entrance just as the door opened, revealing Mr Carreiro. Not wanting any unnecessary social interactions, the young man sunk down in his seat and hung his head. At first, his tactic seemed to have worked. However, not for very long as the older man was soon seated in front of Ash with a soft smile plastered on his face.
After Ms Vento left his apartment, Ash couldn't focus on anything he had to do around the house. He sat on the couch in his living room, the TV playing loudly in the background, with wide eyes - spaced-out. He had planned to clean the house a little later in the day and cook dinners that would last him for three days time. Now, however, all his plans went out of the window as his mind was too occupied still trying to process the new information he received from Ms Vento. With a loud sigh, Ash finally heaved himself up from the comfort of his couch and looked at the time, cursing at himself for sitting without doing anything productive for over three hours. He groaned and ran one of his hands through his hair before yawning and walking into his bedroom. He picked up his covers from the floor and began to fold them slowly as he continued to let his thoughts race around his mind. Of course, he knew it was absurd for anyone to plot absolutely anyth