"Alex," I whispered in shock. I felt my whole body froze .
" Welcome to hell Jade " he whispered near my ear and slammed his lips on mine .
I was standing on the side of the hall ... There weren't many people, only Alex and his family . From my side there was just Kacey and my father who looked like the saddest person on his earth .
I still couldn't believe Alex married me but why???
Liar " He said in a dangerous voice.
"Liar, liar, liar, " his voice rose. " You know what Jade, you did what you wanted to, now it's my turn to return. I will destroy you Jade Petrikas, I will make your life a living hell. And trust me when I am saying, I will do it".
I close my eyes in frustration .... He wanted to take revenge from me ... He wanted me to suffer what the hell I have gotten myself into...
I felt furious all of the sudden.... Why are these things happening to me?
Am I so bad?
I looked at the sky " if you don't love me then at least tell me or kill me " I was babbling while holding my wedding gown coming out from the church when all of a sudden a car came and I shrieked in fear .
The car stops almost near my knee just missed by a second or I look up in the sky .
" I am sorry God I was just kidding please don't take my words seriously " I put my hand on my chest as I looked at the car . My heart is still beating loudly in my chest .
The car door opened and the devil walked out from it .
Even though I really really hate to say he is one piece of meat . He is looking like some model who is going for his photoshoot .
He removed his goggles then glared at me. Well I glared at him back but still holding my stupid wedding gown so it doesn't sweep the floor .
" You " he signed from his hand to move, making my mouth hang open .
How rude!!!!!
He went back to his car and started driving .
When he saw I didn't move he zoomed past me forcing me to step back .
I cannot believe he just left me in the church . His newly wedded wife .What a .....
My father came out furiously ... " He left you "
I looked at my father " no he had some emergency work don't worry " I tried to assure . He is already worried and guilty I don't want him to feel more burden on his shoulder.
' Who are you fooling Jade? ' he spat in anger , I can see the vien pooping out .
Oh no he is angry , very angry
" Mr. Petrikas ... I am so sorry for my son's behaviour but he is a good guy .. he is just troubled these days " Alex's mother apologized politely .
" Leaving his wife on wedding day " my father voice boomed.
" I know Mr. Petrikas I apologise again , sorry "
I felt bad for her , she is so sweet it's not her fault that her son is a _____
" Come Jade .... I will take you to your new house " she offered me a smile and I gladly returned.
I hugged my dad " don't worry I will be okay " I whispered then forced a smile .
He kissed my forehead " I am lucky to have you as my daughter "
I smiled " I am lucky to be your daughter "I entered the house , it's the same as when I came here for the first time with Alex , though at that time I was his friend .
That day it felt so radiating and homely yet today it felt so cold and strange to me .
Holding up my gown with my both hands I step forward . The staff took my luggage to the bedroom while Alex mother left because of some urgent work.
I know great start of living a very lonely life…
I look at the kitchen which was large enough to fit a whole family , I remember when Alex bake a cake and it was horrible and how Angela and me laugh so much .
I smiled at the memory sadly .
How fast things changes .For a second I thought how my life would have been with Tristen if I married the love of my life but then again …..
I know how horrible that would have been ….
More horrible than the situation I am right now .
I felt bad for him … I don't know what happen to him why he became …..like that.
Only he would have trust me nothing would ever happen ….I didn't have to run away from him ….
I let out a deep sigh ….
And proceed to go in my room ….
Right now I am sitting in my so-called new bedroom . It's not a bedroom though it's a master bedroom you can say it's bigger than my room much much bigger . Everything is so beautiful here but I can't believe I am married , and with whom Alex really I don't believe I will marry a person who wants nothing just to make my life hell I am one of those girls now who was a victim of Mr billionaire revenge.I was pacing in the room when the door clicked. My breathing started to heavy my heart was was beating fast what if he force me because he has the right to touch and he said he will make my life hell may be he-
"Don't think too much I will never touch a girl like you " His voice held so much hatred for me.
Okay that's hurt what the hell he thinks of himself . I turned furiously to give him a piece of mind but my leg slipped. I thought my head hit the floor but it didn't . His strong masculine arms holding my waist protectively , I swore I saw concern in his eyes but in a second a smirk across his face and in a split second my body hit the floor hard . He put his hand in pocket and smirked at me . I glared at him that a##### did this intentionally.
Arghhh a pain across through my body . I looked at him but he didn't even bother . He took off his coat unapologetic of what happened .
I stand on my leg with so much difficulty.His eyes filled with rage'' make this pain your habit , you are going to go through this every day''. He said, staring at me with disgusting look .
I clenched my fist'' we will see'' I said.He took a step toward me'' you know why I married you to make your life hell''I took a step back'' I know''
He again take a step slowly closing the step between us'' I will broke you Jade''
I step back'' In your dreams'' I tried not to be scared.
He took another step and I stepped back hitting my back on the wall , he put his both hands on the wall capturing me within them . '' I hate you Jade and always will'' He said hatred dripping from his words .
I hold back my tears'' The feeling is mutual''''It's my bed'' He said, trying to snatched the blanket from me.
I hold the blanket tightly and glare at him '' For your kind information I am your wife and this is my bed too....'' I tried to take the blanket from him.
'' No it's not , don't forget I take you here to make you life hell not to give you luxury''
He tried to take the blanket again.
'' ohh really'' I put both my hands on my waist '' do you really think , I will let you make my life hell so easily , My name is Jade Petrikas , it's not easy okay'' I said proudly.''Rider'' He corrected me in boredom.
'' yeah Rider whatever'' I make faces .It's my bed...
It's my bed.
My bed
My bed
My....
My.....
As we were arguing , He pulled the blanket so forcibly that I fell on him . Trust me by mistake
His body stiffened and we both froze in that position. It's like time stopped . My heart is beating so loud like a drum and I can hear it. I slowly pull myself from him . It's like he came back to reality too . I brush my un-wrinkle cloth . We both look at each other then immediately avert our eyes somewhere else . Okay this is awkward. ..
''You will sleep on the couch'' He said arrogantly .
''Again'' I shouted . He looked a little taken aback . I wanted to laugh at his expression but I didn't .
''Fine, I will sleep on the couch'' I said . He smirked at me but it wiped off when I smirked back .
'' what are you going to do?'' He asked cautiously .
I took a jug of water and threw it on the bed , I ran toward the couch and immediately pretended to sleep. He was still like that observing what happened just now ...
'' WHAT THE HELL'' He shouted but I closed my eyes tightly , I was laughing hard but silently my body was shaking with laughter .
'' Jade get up'' Ja- but I didn't respond at all .
'' I know you are not sleeping , so just get up'' He shouted . But as usual I didn't say anything.
After yelling like 15 minutes , saying I will pay for this and bla bla He gave up . I open my one eye watching him going to the closet taking out an extra sheet of bed . He laid it on the floor and slept there still blabbing to himself.
I giggle'' welcome to hell Mr. Rider .
I close my eyes and drifted to sleep
------------------------------------------------------ALEX P.O.VAfter she slept , I went toward her to make sure that she is sleeping. She was looking so innocent only when she slept... I thought and smiled. I bend my knee to be in her level , she frowned a little because of the hair on her face . For a second all my hatred toward her was gone .I gently brushed her hair from her face . She is so beautiful like an angel .what is wrong with you Alex ??don't forget why you marry her to take revenge for making you away from your daughter Angel....Only if she didn't told the media the truth Angel would have been with me.I hate the day when I brought her here .... the day I revealed my secret for the first time .I immediately went away from her my heart again filled with hatred I trusted her so much I told a secret which I never said to anyone not even my close friends , may be she is beautiful but the witch was behind that beautiful mask..... A betrayer.I walked toward the moon as the moonlight fell on my face .It reminded me of that
The way to get started is to quit talking and begin doing. - …JADE P.O.V I wake up in the sunlight , I yawn and push the blanket away . I looked at the room Alex was not in, he didn't come the whole night I thought. I went to the washroom to do my daily routine . I came out ready for my first day after getting married . I put on light makeup. I put my hair in a ponytail . After looking at the mirror last time I went downstairs. I saw Mary working in the kitchen. When her eyes landed on me , she smiled brightly. '' ohh dear you're awake , I make pancakes'' she serves me some delicious pancakes . '' It's amazing'' I compliment her. '' well thank you'' she smiled ." You know Alex is not a bad person " she spoke out of nowhere .I thought for second nodding my head " you are right " She smiled a little ." He is horrible, " I added and her smile dropped ." You both are so the same " she rolled her eyes ." Stubborn and idiot " I frown at her words " same ?" " Yeah…. He sai
Alex p.o.vshe slammed the door walking out from the room.Finally I made her cry and I should be happy right?? but no I am not but watching her cry that's all I wanted then why I am not getting peace ……. Clenching my jaw I look at the big city through the crystal clear window glass …Angel's crying face flashes in my mind reminding me again and again why I hate Jade so much .No matter what she has to pay for her deed. Jade p.o v"I hate him, I hate him, I hate him". I yelled in frustration. He ruined my life, my work and everything. First he took advantage of my mother's illness and married me for his revenge then he stopped me from meeting my mother and now he fired me from my job . Monster!!! He is a monster!!!I was walking in the parking lot alone when I heard some voices . I immediately turned around but the parking lot was empty. No one was there. It's like a horror film where the heroine is walking alone in the parking lot alone when the ghost attacks her. I was so depres
If you look at what you don't have in life, you'll never have enoughAlex p.o.vGroaning in my sleep I slap my hand over the alarm clock that is ringing continuously but instead it continues ringing… irritated by the noise I got up to see its Jade alarm clock ringing continuously .What the hell …. Throwing off my blanket I stood over Jade who was sleeping soundly on the couch .She was sleeping in an unusual position that's surely going to put lots of pressure on her neck and her painful face will be a sight to watch after she wakes up .A smirk appears on my face thinking about it already .My eyes look at the alarm clock and continue to ring which brought a frown over my forehead . Is she dead ???Suddenly an evil idea switched on inside of my mind ." It's going to be a good Good morning sweetheart " I muttered with an evil smile .Bringing three loudspeakers, placing it carefully around her head ."1…2….3…play " "WHO LET THE DOG BARK BOW BOW BOW !" " WHO LET THE DOG BAR-" "
Jade p.o v I was laying in bed as usual. Alex didn't come the whole night. I don't know where he spent his nights . Thinking about today what happened between me and Alex in the parking lot. I know it's my fault that I came in front of his car but I couldn't help but go all hulk on him but when he cared about my elbow I couldn't help but feel tingles erupted in my elbow. I am thinking too much. It's all my delusion I guess.. I shook my head and drifted into sleep. Sunlight falls on my face making me aware that it's time for me to get up from my bed. I went to the bathroom to take a bath but when I tried to open the door it was jammed but after another push it opened. I walked in and hung my clothes to get ready for the bath . As I turned around I froze. Alex is lying in the bath and relaxing and his eyes are closed and foam covering his lower body. I am very thankful for the foam right now. I couldn't help but scream to escape my lips. His eyes jerk open and widen at the realisation
“Loved you yesterday, love you still, always have, always will.” – Elaine DavisJade p.o.v" How long does it take for you to get ready? " I was about to open the car door when Alex opened his useless mouth .I sat inside the car slamming the door .I saw his eyes close tightly then mutter something under his breath .Serve you better ha !" What happened Alex, is everything okay? " I pretended to be innocent but the teasing smile betrayed my lips .He gave a tight smile " not today…. Today is a good day… " he spoke before starting the car .I stuck my tongue out before looking out of the window .Today we are going to meet Alex's parents …His mother invited us to dinner … but I had a feeling that he was more excited for some other reason .Not that I care…. The car stops as the main gate opens revealing a stunning mansion before my eyes ." Are you serious? " I mutter in awe, watching the beautiful sight in front of me ." How exactly rich are you? " I quickly turned to him .Openi
Hatred masquerades as an ointment to hurt when in truth it is no more than gasoline for the flames.Jade p.o.vAlex's nostrils flared as he stared at me. I still couldn't believe he thought I was the reason for his daughter's hatred towards him .." Okay .." after a long silence that is the only word he said yet it felt so heavy in the atmosphere .Without a word he walked into the storm upstairs .I gulp. I know he must be reaching new heights of hating my guts .But how am I supposed to prove my innocence that I haven't done anything .I close my eyes, exhaling heavily .Opening it I saw Mrs Rider's eyes were on mine .She smiled sadly and left in the direction of the kitchen leaving me alone in the living room .Oh no ….Please don't tell me she thinks of me the same as Alex .Stricken with panic I followed her ." Mrs Rider !" I called out " Yes dear " she turned around halfway through the kitchen area ." Trust me I haven't do-" '' I trust you Jade " her words stop my sentence
“I saw that you were perfect, and so I loved you. Then I saw that you were not perfect and I loved you even more.” —Angelita Lim Jade p.o.v Flash back.. " Tristen I love you " I smiled and then my smile faded as I groaned in frustration . This is the 50th time I tried telling I love you to the mirror and every time I felt like a fool . How am I supposed to tell him that I love him when I can't say it properly in front of the mirror? I sigh and sat on the bed feeling stupid . I shook my head ," no Jade you can't give up . You need to tell him the truth " I stood up determined and went to open my closet and pick the most beautiful dress I have and wore it . I curl my hair and put light makeup and blush my cheeks slightly . I giggle happily to look at my reflection . " I am excited to see Tristen's reaction " I smiled happily and went to his home happily. I bought roses and walked toward his home . He was pacing in his garden worriedly but as soon as his eyes fell on me , A wide
If you haven't prayed your Salah please pray this book can wait but your salah can'tHappy readingEpilogue5 years later " Bashir , Syra where are you both " Meerab shouted from the kitchen ." WE ARE HERE " She heard there voice including Blake.She entered the garden area as she gasp " WHAT THE HELL " She shouted looking at the three kids covered in mud ." It's daddy's fault " Bashir said running to her mother ." No mommy He started it " Syra hug Saad defending her father .She glared at Saad who looking like innocent child ." We were just playing " he spoke innocently ."What I am going to do with you guys " she exclaimed angrily ." You both go and change now " she said to her children sternly while they hung there head low and walk back to there room." Mom is no fun " Syra whispered while Bashir stick his tongue out to her ." And you do I need to give you invitation card " she placed her hand on her hips ." You look hot when you-" he tried to come near her when she stop
Love is sweet, yet more as fresh fruit than candy or confectionery. Love is colourful, yet more as summer blooms than the neon lights of frenetic city streets. Love is steady and forgiving, yet more as the wise mother than the servant in chains. Love hears and speaks with the wisdom of the heart, with a sense of the soul of the other. In love we have our "forever home"If you haven't prayed your Salah please pray this book can wait but your salah can'tHappy reading….Meerab p.o.v" You want to get married again" Alex frowned at Saad and shook his head ."I knew this man will never change , he wanted to get married again when he is already married to my daughter, how can you fall so l-" he stop in mid sentence " Dad Saad wants to marry me again, not any other women " Meerab explained while Saad sighs in relief, this man Infront of him just doesn't like him but at least he needs to hear people out before judging them.Alex look at them for a moment then frown " why " " Why he wants t
The love of a marriage is simple and pure, it is as the air and water needed daily rather than the firework. That's what we wanted to show in our simple wedding, that by being so steady with one another we could remain together all of our days.By Angela AbrahamIf you haven't prayed your Salah please pray this book can wait but your salah can'tHappy reading….Meerab p.o.v" I am so happy for Shireen but kind of a little sad too " I shared my thoughts with Saad. It's midnight and the day after tomorrow it's her wedding and I couldn't help but think about the similarity of our situation.We both are lying on the bed…" why are you sad " he asks ."Were you happy when we got married?" I asked honestly." I am happy now " he caress my cheek" But you were in that time" I stared at the ceiling." Why does it matter ?" " it's matter because wedding day is the only thing which we cherish our whole life but in our case that day was nothing but a nightmare to us " " I wanted to enjoy l
There is a quiet kind of "cheerful," the soft kind that comes as a quiet river on a sunny day. It is a way of being that allows others a positive space to open up into, a space that is ready to support their emotions and needs. There is of course a time and place for the loud kind of cheerful, yet here in the hospital it can have the effect of closing people down - after all it is challenging to express sad feelings to a person who appears so far removed from those emotions.By Angela AbrahamIf you haven't prayed your Salah please pray this book can wait but your salah can'tHappy reading….Shireen p.o.v" Assalamualaikum I am Noor " Meerab sister said with a warm smile ." Walekum Assalam I am Shireen " I said in a hesitate voice. " And I am Meerab " Meerab spoke behind Noor teasingly . I gave her a bored look" Please come in " I invited them politely ." Some other time , are you ready shall we go shopping " Noor asked while I nodded, closing the door properly and checking my pur
Pain is a chance to become more empathic, more sensitive to others in pain. Problems are an opportunity to innovate. In isolation we can think and let the creative mind spin new ideas. In unfulfilled expectations we can learn patience and understanding. In grief we can learn to cherish the gift of life each day. We can use our pain and fear to mature the mind and develop the soul. For how can the soul dance if it is hiding in the shadows? Thus, only the brave of heart can know true happiness. So, be bold, my love. Meet life as an equal. By Angela AbrahamIf you haven't prayed your Salah please pray this book can wait but your salah can'tHappy reading….Meerab p.o.vAfter praying I went to the balcony as usual…. To breath the fresh air .To tell the truth, after a long time I felt happy , it felt like everything around me was filled with colour , indeed with every hardship there is an ease …..Happiness is in everything; I feel around me . It is in the rain, cool and fresh, just as d
Guilt is a matter of balance. When you need to feel guilty it will show you how to become a better person, less rotten, more healthy. When you go too far with guilt it becomes like a heavy bag you were supposed to put down once you'd learned whatever it came to teach you. Forgiving yourself is necessary to enable further personal growth. This is being human. This is how we are wired.By Angela Abraham, If you haven't prayed your Salah please pray this book can wait but your salah can'tThird person p.o.v" Saad , Meerab thought about this, you guys don't have to leave this house. You know how mom is right, she gets angry very soon but that doesn't mean she wants you guys to be out of this house. '' Noor tried to make them understand." Noor do you really like your sister getting humiliated all the time" Saad one question made her quiet." So you're really going to leave your old father at this age, " his father said .Saad eyes get moist he held his father hand and kiss them " you k
The pathway into evil begins as small acts of cold heartedness, yet as with any journey those small steps become more significant as they add up. So, wherever you are on that pathway between love and indifference, start making choices for love while you still have enough soul to redeem.If you haven't prayed your Salah please pray this book can wait but your salah can'tHappy reading….Third person p.o.vSameera smiles while shaping her nails of course Meerab couldn't be thrown out of this house , but at least the chaos must affect the relationship soon Saad will throw her out too and realise that his only true partner is her." You told everyone didn't you " she looked up from shaping nails toward the door only to see her best friends standing there with the cross arm and accusing gaze in her way." Aww ….I miss you so much finally you are here I hope you miss me too didn't you?" Sameera stood up from the bed leaning on the wall crossing her arm and gave a flying kiss to Meerab, int
This chocolate heart hasn't once melted because the world has been so cold; yet here you come with the warmth of spring and I feel the softening.By Angela Abraham,If you haven't prayed your salah please pray this book can wait but your Salah can'tHappy reading…..Third person p.o.v" Where are you going ?" Mr Khalil asked his wife." For a drive" she said without caring." But I told you that today is an important day for my brother. I wanted you and I to be present there," Saad fathers said ." Well it doesn't matter to me if you want to be present over there then you can… you are free to go don't force me they are your family not mine " with that she left leaving a disappointed Mr Khaleel behindNaaz was never like this before she was the most loving one but after that one incident it changed her personality forever her husband tried so hard to bring the old Naaz back but instead her personality started to get worse stop feeling emotion or even show sympathy to other people al
In a world of endemic sickness, where cruelty is the cause and love is the antidote, the patients declare themselves doctors and seal the fate of the world.By Angela Abraham, If you haven't prayed your Salah please pray this book can wait but your salah can'tHappy reading….Meerab p.o.vI prayed far before the sunrise and cried my heart out . After completing my prayer Alhamdulillah I felt better. I always feel better . I went to the mirror and cringes looking at myself . My eyes are puffy and red , my lips are dried like a dead leaf and let's just not talk about my hair at all .I washed my face a few times then went outside . I hold my head. I felt someone was hammering my head again and again .I want tea, that's the only solution for this deadly pain in my head . Saad enter inside but without sparing me a glance , he walk inside of the washroomNoor p.o.v" Yeah these three eyes pack this' ' I told the owner while I look back to see Humza is nowhere to be found .After taking