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Seeking forgiveness

Author: Seemssweeter13
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56
Regret is there to invite us to view past events through different perspectives than the ones we had at the time, in the action of the moment. It is this creative perspective that grows our emotional intelligence and gives us greater maturity.

If you haven't prayed your Salah please pray this book can wait but your salah can't

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Third person p.o.v

After Hamza left Saad step automatically started to back out , he remembered her sobbing face he wanted to break her instead he broke himself and their relationship , he showed her a monster in him he never knew existed . He felt disgusted remembering every word he uttered to her stumbling back he found the washroom and puke his gut out , turning on the tab his splash water on his face again and again , until his vision started burning . Looking up at the reflection in the mirror , he couldn't even stand the sight of himself cleaning his feast remembering every word he said to her . He punched the mirror shattering into p
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