Chapter 120

KATE

We stayed embraced for long seconds without saying a single word. Maybe the drinks had made me too sentimental, but his words seemed so sincere, and hearing him say that he would disappear if I said no, terrify me.

"I'll ignore all the criticism," I said, looking into his eyes and smiling.

"You always do that, don't you?" 

He was right about me always being so confused. But the culprit was himself, who always made me feel lost. 

I stood up and straddled him, who was sitting on the couch. 

"Do you want to discuss this now?" I wrapped my arms around his neck, feeling the heat building up down there.

"Don't you want to?" He furrowed his brows and placed his hands on either side of my hips.

"I think it's still my birthday, and I can only think of one thing..." I found the zipper of his pants with trembling fingers. My desire was growing too fast.

"Should we do it here?"

"I can't believe you're denying th