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129. Without you
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Amayra
"Amayra isn't Amayra anymore without Abraham", my words melted with each other with my continuous sobs. I didn't know how I would do all this without him. My world, my entire life, my dreams, everything seemed to be incomplete without him. I felt empty enough.
"Then Amayra will definitely do everything for Abraham, right?", he cupped my face. "If today you don't listen to me and stick to your stubbornness, you'll prove your obsession with me. And if you obey me and just walk away to fulfill your dreams, you'll prove your love for me. The decision is yours. We had lust, addiction, obsession, possession everything but it's high time to prove our love. Are you getting it, Amayra?"
I shook my head, lowering my gaze as he wrapped me with his arms. I let myself dissolve into the coziness of his arms. It hurt, badly hurt.
"This is the biggest challenge for me. If I have to leave the underworld, I'll have to take the risk. Trust me. Shabbi
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First of all, Thank you so much for loving the journey of Ab-Am. I'll always be grateful. But there are a lot more beautiful moments to come. You can definitely move on from the book now since there's no more drama left for them. But I'll be still writing the beautiful moments for them. From their pregnancy to marriage to Amayra's dream coming true. If you wanna be a part of their happy journey, do read the Volume 2. It'll be continued soon and I won't be regular to update them. Hope you will understand. Please share your feedback on the entire book. And wait for the volume 2. It'll be posted in this book itself. Thanks a lot again
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