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120. Was I supposed to be happy?
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Amayra
My heart twisted with Nysa's words. I thought I misheard her. Did she really say that I was pregnant? I was pregnant? My subconscious was screaming at me and I couldn't find another word to speak. I didn't know whether I should be happy or stressed out. I was happy. I was indeed happy.
A smile stretched on my lips as I touched my stomach but it vanished right away.
"What happened?", Nysa touched my shoulder. "Are you alright? You're happy, no?", she asked but I remained silent. My body was cold-blooded.
"I know it's a bit tough since you're unmarried. But I hope your partner will be okay with it. Ha?", she asked in a concern-filled voice.
"Oh my God", she yelled suddenly. "Your arm is bleeding. What happened?"
I wanted to hide but suddenly something possessed me. "I got a bullet. Can you please treat it fast? It won't harm the baby, no?", I didn't know what I was uttering but the sudden change in me was something that
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