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Almyra's POV,

As the memory began to creep into my head slowly I buried my head in my palms and I inhaled sharply.

The thought in which I've been trying to evade throughout the whole day has now come, flooding back like it never left.

I did try not to think about it but I guess I just can't do without it, it was like a mission impossible and I felt inferior to this memory.

Xavier's absence was surely taking a toll on me and it felt like a burden which was weighing me down in a very fast way. I knew I was missing something, someone, the love I had for Xavier never left and I just wished to see him.

I knew deep down that he was the one I want to be with, it was him. But also, a part of me was also happy today. I did not let the burden of missing Xavier get the best of me on my brothers birthday.

On the day I told Xavier there was no hope for the both of us it felt like I became alone in a dark street, and since then I knew I needed Xavier to bring me out of that street with a light in