Chapter 29- The Birthday of Tears

Have you ever lost something? If you have, you know what it's like, the hollowness, the constant reminder of not having that particular thing.

But what if someday you find it again, there'd be the rush of joy, and the thrill of an ending, and relief that it was all over.

Nicolas and his family made me go through that rush of joy and thrill of happiness.

I can swear on my life, after Mumma left, this week was the best week of my life. I felt like I was the only one. Nicolas treated me like I was a queen and Mama as if I was a princess. It felt so strange, I was not her daughter, hell she hardly knew me then too she made me feel like I was one of the most important part of her life.

I had the time of my life, during the daytime I'd enjoy myself with Mama. Shops, parks, movies with Mama, all of that. But at night I'd be waiting for him. In the middle of the night, he'd come and I'd get the thrill of my life like I knew it was going to happen ever since I was a little kid.

I changed my di