ELSIDA I was so stupid. Utterly stupid.My mouth opened and closed like a fish and I couldn’t for the life of me mutter the two-letter word that would put an end to this traitorous yet cloud-nine feeling spiraling inside of me.I let out a moan and my head slipped back as Julien’s fingers skimmed my folds.“Is that a yes El?”“Please don’t stop,” I rasped.“Good girl, ugh El, you’re so tight. I missed this,” Julien’s voice was like a caress against my ears and I felt a shudder course through my bones.God I missed this too. I missed his hands, and how they made me feel, I didn’t want it to stop but it was so wrong yet it felt so right, so damning.“Use your words El, where do you want me?” He rasped.“Everywhere,” I moaned.“Ahh El,” his laughter made my legs clench on instinct.“You’ll have to be more specific about that love.”I didn’t pay heed to his words as I guided his hands deeper into me, his groan made my insides turn to putty as his fingers plunged into me filling me with
ELSIDA “How could you be so stupid Elsida?” Nat bellows at me once Julien slips away and I adjust my dress.My heart ricochets wildly in my chest. Not just from the way she looks at me as though I made the worst mistake, Julien’s fingers claimed me and the thought cannot seem to rid my senses.“Nat, you’re screaming,” I rasp as I move away from her.Tough luck for me because, her hand grips mine firmly, rooting me to the spot.I let out a heavy sigh and my gaze glides over to hers. Whatever she sees in my eyes makes her face soften instantly and I look away.“El, you know this is wrong he’s my-““You don’t have to remind me, Nat,” I snap, not sure where the anger is coming from.Her gaze doesn’t waver, “You can’t make stupid decisions like this Elsida, imagine if someone other than me found you both, what would the story have been like?”My fists clench at my sides and my breathing comes out ragged. “I don’t know Nat, I wasn’t thinking I just…”Nat pulls me into her hands and her han
ELSIDA“Is the dress to your liking Princess Elsida?” My maid asked as she tightened the bodice.My hands trailed on the ruby-red tear drops that cascaded down the fitting gown. It was nothing short of regal and I’d be lying if I said I hadn’t taken a liking to it.“Yes, it’s fine Armanda. You can go now.”She gives me a bow and a small smile before she leaves my chambers.I let out a breath and stepped away from the mirror. Adrian’s coronation was in two months and the past few weeks had consisted of dress fittings, balls, galas, visiting different parts of Spain, and some meetings with important ministers, I could not escape them because, After Adrian’s coronation, He would be given the power to crown me queen.Never in a million years did I imagine that I would get the opportunity to hold such a title and serve a Nation that is not even mine in such a manner, the people of Spain also shared my uncertainty because the latest media reports have not been very favorable.The thought
ELSIDA I swallow. “Yes your majesty, that’s the name, Julien Benoit.”“Hmm,” she mumbles before taking a sip of her tea. “And your company for J, tell me, what inspired the name?” She asks in an all too curious voice.Holy shit, I muse.The Queen knows, there’s no way she’d be asking this question if she didn’t.My heart thuds faster against my rib cage and I do my best not to fidget.“Could you rephrase your question, I’m not quite sure what you mean Your Majesty,” I add the last part with a bow.The clang of her tea cup against the plate is resounding and her eyes narrow to stilts in my direction.I’m so fucked.“Let’s not pretend Elsida, I tried sugarcoating this to see if you would come clean but since you insist on me being blunt, I have no choice but to cut to the chase then.”“Your majesty I-““I know about your past with Julien dear. I know everything,” she says, her voice soft.How her tone switches gives me a whiplash and I’m left staring at this formidable woman with my
ELSIDA“Are you ready?” Julien asks while I readjust my lipstick in my compact mirror.“Just a second, Mr Benoit.”Julien’s glare is scathing when his gaze flicks away from his phone to mine. “I told you to stop calling me that.”I ignore him and return my compact in my Chanel purse, I place my hand on the door to make my exit when his warm palm snakes around my ankle.“Are you good El?” He calls me by the nickname even though I’ve warned him several times not to use that title on me and I roll my eyes at him.“You know, this is a very important meeting for this project, we cannot let our emotions get the best of us.”As if I wasn’t aware?I knew how important this meeting was, this company was my baby and Mr Gonzalo’s investment wasn’t something I planned to play around with.He was a very successful business tycoon in Spain who liked to give nouvelle companies and empires of the sort a chance with his hefty investments and today might just be my lucky day. So, to answer his questio
JULIEN Two months later.It’s been exactly two months, three weeks, and four days since I last had a meaningful conversation with Elsida. She’d done her best to make sure our interactions were curt and cordial at best but whenever the opportunity came for us to be alone or have a casual conversation, she would immediately dismiss me and not spare me a further glance.However, I could tell from the longing in her eyes, that it wasn’t what she wanted, we both knew what she wanted but it wasn’t the right thing hence, at least one of us had to be mature and leave it to Elsida to be the bigger person.“Mr Benoit,” are you listening?” A business associate’s voice filters into my mind putting a pause on my mental spiral.“Of course, yes go on,” I rasp, zooming in on a recent photo of Elsida attending a ball with none other than her lovely husband.I turn my laptop off and fight the urge to throw my phone on the floor, I don’t think I can stand another minute of listening to any talk of bus
ELSIDATWO MONTHS LATER “Are you ready?” I peer up at Adrian from my position on the bed. He sent all his assistants away who tried to pamper him with traditional powders and help him complete tasks he considered too menial to not get done by himself.He gave me a small smile through the mirror but I could see the slight frown forming on his forehead.“I’m okay Elsida,” he mutters and I have my answer confirmed.Adrian was far from okay I was one hundred percent certain that beads of sweat were lining his forehead even before I rose to my feet and clasped my hands around his shoulders.“You’re going to be a great King Adrian,” I whispered into his ear and drew soothing circles on his shoulders, the exact thing he did whenever I was nervous.I don’t blame him. If I were him, at this very moment I’d be shitting my panties.It’s not every day one got to partake in a reversal coronation.His shoulders visibly unclench. “Thank you Princessa,” he murmurs and places a soft kiss on the back
CONTINUATION OF FLASHBACKELSIDA“Can I turn around now Beatrice?” I huff as I cross my arms around my chest and feel the shimmery fabric of the red Dior dress my mother dearest purchased for me.“One more minute, patience is a virtue dear!” I snort. If I were allowed to have my eyes opened, they would have rolled to the back of my skull by now at her overzealousness for high school events.“Okay, you can open them now. Tada!” Beatrice Bellows just as I blink at the 2.0 version of me in the mirror.A smile tugs at my lips and for a split second, I let it slip through. “I look…”“Magnificent!” Beatrice completes.“Don’t you think it’s too much though?” I ask uncertainty clawing my thoughts. I looked like I was going to draw a lot of attention, attention that I could certainly do without.“Oh please Elsida, who cares? There’s no going back now. Give me a minute, let me slip into my dress and we can get going!” She bellows as she scurries across the room with her perfect-as-ever makeup