Memory Lane

"This is what you keep saying, yet you won't allow me to move to the next level. I've gained his trust already. Let me get the files and off we go. I want my boy to know his dad. His actual Dad and not some pent-up lie."

"So what do you want me to do then? Or what do you want to do? Go ahead and tell him that he's not Ferd's father. Or you go and tell him, he's just living a lie."

"That's not what I mean Judah?" I argued.

"Cosa vuoi dire allora" (What do you mean then) he yelled.

"Don't yell at me, Ferd. Don't yell at me…" I yell back.

My mind went back to Leo, if truly he's in his study, he's not supposed to hear what I'm saying here.

"Okay, are we going to do this now?" He asked. "You really wanna do this?"

"Cosa sto facendo? dai sempre la colpa a me, mentre io sono quello che fa di più. Non hai mai pensato al rischio che sto correndo stando qui. O pensi che mi accarezzerà la testa e mi darà un elogio quando scoprirà cosa gli sto effettivamente facendo?" (What am I do