43. Is he avoiding?

BELLATRIX....

Jumping out of bed, I rushed toward the door. I must tell Victor about it! God, I've been selected for a job! My first ever job!

However, just as I opened the door, the images from an hour earlier flashed right before my eyes, making me stiff. I... H-how could I...? Shaking my head, I closed the door again, leaning against it. I sighed.

It seems like this wasn't the appropriate time to face him, especially after the way he left. Once again, those thoughts embarrassed me.

Was I so bad at it that he left that way? But... it was my first fucking time! I... Oh Lord, sigh...

Self-conscious, I slowly dragged myself to the bed and tucked myself under the duvet. Facing him next would be way too awkward! UGHH!

While trying to distract myself, I started thinking random things, and soon my eyelids grew heavier before I was drowned in darkness.

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His hands touched my inner thighs dangerously, making me moan in ecstasy, "Victor." I screamed out his name when his finger