I have to do the right thing

Lilian POV

“I can't believe I actually asked for more children yesterday. I don't know where my head was,” I commented as Jensen and I were still lying in bed, cuddling. The cold was starting to leave us little by little as his body felt so warm and attractive.

“You said it was because the triplets were growing up and that you missed taking care of babies,” he said to me. His fingers caressed my back slowly and lazily, sending goosebumps so good on my skin.

“Oh my God… so you mean we did it without a condom?” I said it with trepidation.

“We were drunk, honey. A condom would have been the last thing we would have thought about using,” he said, and I sighed, nodding.

“That's bad… What if I really get pregnant, Jensen?” Good heavens, I already had three children. I had no idea what I would do with more children.

Jensen's hand ended up on my belly, where he caressed it. “If you get pregnant, then we will take care of the baby the way it deserves to be taken care of,” he said without conce