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2024-10-29 19:42:56Hayley
“Please, Hay, we need to talk” Damon whispered and as I fixed my gaze at him, I realized that he didn’t even look as well as I had imagined he would be.I hated that he called me the nickname that I adored, I hated that he didn’t even look well so that I could hate him for doing this to me, doing this to us, and I hated that merely looking at him made me remember all of the good times that we had before he had gone to ruin everything.“I know that I don’t deserve an audience with you. I know that I don’t even have the right to stand in front of you right now but please let me explain. Please, Hay.”“Hayley, Damon. Hayley.” I answered firmly, refusing to let him twist my heart because of endearment that I was not ready to hear right now.He looked like I had slapped him but he nodded and I moved away from the door to let him in.The evening moon cast a warm glow on the living room as I sat on the couch, lost in my thoughts. The pain in my heart was almost unbearable as he sat across from me and the distance made me feel like I was going to throw up."Hay," he said softly, his voice trembling, eyes staring at me softly and I shook my head, my entire heart hurting from being shattered by the man that I loved most in the entire world.“Can I talk?”I looked up at him, my eyes filled with tears, and simply nodded, unable to find the words to speak. He took a deep breath and sat down next to me, his hands fidgeting nervously."I don't even know where to start," he began, his gaze fixed on the floor. "I messed up, Hayley. I made a terrible mistake, and I'm so sorry."I felt a lump forming in my throat, but I managed to ask, "What happened, Damon? What did you do?"We both knew what he had done but I didn’t know whether I had a penchant for pain by choosing to ask him that again.He took a deep breath, preparing himself for what he had to say. "I cheated on you, Hayley. I got another woman, Annie, pregnant."The words hit me like a ton of bricks, and I felt my heart shatter into a million pieces. I couldn't believe what I was hearing even though this was not the first time I had heard it. But it hurt all over again like a brand new wound that the man I had loved and trusted had betrayed me in the worst possible way."I don't even know how it happened," he continued, his voice strained. "It was a moment of weakness, and I deeply regret it."Tears streamed down my cheeks, and I wiped them away with the back of my hand. "How could you do this to me, Damon? To us?"He reached out to hold my hand, but I pulled away, needing some distance from him. "I know I hurt you, and I can't even begin to express how sorry I am," he said, and his eyes looked like they were full of pain. "You mean everything to me, Hayley. I never wanted to hurt you like this.""Why did you do it?" I probed instead, my voice barely a whisper.Damon took a deep breath, trying to find the right words. "I think I lost myself for a while, drunk, overwhelmed by stress, and feeling disconnected from you. Annie was just there, she’s the daughter of the Alpha whose pack hosted the program and she was on heat, offering a distraction, and I made a terrible mistake. But it was nothing more than a mistake, Hayley. I don't love her, I love you."I shook my head like it was going to make me feel any better. "How can I trust you again? How do you even expect me to believe that you love me after going to do something like this, Damon?”"I understand that I broke your trust, and I know it won't be easy to earn it back," he voiced out, and I did not fail to see the determination that his voice was laced with. "But I'm willing to do whatever it takes. I'll go to counseling, I'll be completely transparent with you, and I'll work every day to be the husband you deserve. I’ll do anything it takes. But please don’t leave me.”I looked into his eyes, searching for sincerity, and there, I saw the pain he was carrying too. I knew that if there was any chance for us to move forward, we had to face this together. But the pain was too much to bear. How could anyone move forward from this? How could I live with this betrayal?"I need time, Damon," I mentioned with a quivered voice. "Time to process everything and figure out what I want.""I'll give you all the time you need," he nodded. His eyes never left mine. "But please know that I love you more than anything, and I'll spend the rest of my life trying to make it up to you."I wanted to believe him, I wanted to believe everything he said. But so many questions lingered in my heart, questions that only made me want to drown in my sorrows.Mustering up courage, I asked.“Did you mark her?” the words felt like ash on my tongue and even though tears fell down his cheeks, it still didn’t make me feel any better.“No, and I won’t. She’s not who I want to spend the rest of my life with, Hayley. You are. Please forgive me.”“And the baby?”His face turned ashen and I knew that I would not like the answer even before he spoke.“Annie’s father is a very strong ally of ours. I have to keep the baby. It’s difficult for werewolves to even conceive so keeping this baby feels like the right thing to do.”I knew that he was right. Conception was a very hard thing for werewolves and getting pregnant was usually a thing of joy for the entire pack.But all I could feel was emptiness inside when I thought about the fact that someone else was carrying my husband’s child. That someone else had seen him naked and touched him, someone else had fucked him, and that someone was not me.Tears trickled down my cheeks and I quickly wiped it away but it was too late because Damon had seen it and he rushed to kneel in front of me, his eyes glassy.“Please forgive me, Hay. I’m sorry I did this to us. I love you so much. I can’t live without you. Please, don’t leave me. Please.”My hands itched to pull him for a hug, to tell him that everything was going to be okay, to tell him that I was still madly and irrevocably in love with him, but I did none of that because even I didn’t believe that everything was going to be okay.He reached out to cup my cheek when the doorbell rang and the moment ended. Moving away from him, I wiped my face and headed to the door to see who that could be, and when I opened it, my face fell and my heart dropped even lower.Standing by the threshold was Annie, the woman carrying my husband’s child.Related chapters
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Hayley I wished that I could say Annie was terribly hideous to look at or that there was something physically wrong with her but I would be lying.“Luna.” She greeted “Can we talk? I promise that it will be brief.” She said simply and I noted that her hand unconsciously rubbed her still very flat tummy. Envy filled my heart but I played it cool and nodded and when she moved to enter my bedroom, I shook my head.There was no way I wanted her inside my haven. Plus Damon was here and the last thing I wanted was to be in the same room with the two of them at the same time.“I’ll meet you in the music room.”I said and she nodded with a smile, turning around and walking away on her heels.Veering around, I saw Damon looking even more dejected, having heard who was at the door and I walked past him to wash and prepare my face. The last thing I needed was to look like a mess while talking to my husband’s mistress because it didn’t matter what he said. He had slept with her and she was carry
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HayleyI could not believe what had just happened. In fact, it felt like something that had just happened in slow motion because one minute I was lost in thought as I walked behind Annie toward the fountain as I wondered what she could possibly want to talk to me about, and the next minute, she was spilling her drink on me which caused me to lose my balance and fall into the water fountain. I felt utterly humiliated as I stood there, my dress and hair drenched from the fall.“Oh my God, I am so sorry that this happened. Oh my God.” Annie rushed towards me and when she stretched out her hand to help me out, I stopped her and got out of the fountain myself, my clothes dripping water and my hair ruined. I could only imagine what my makeup looked like at that moment and I watched as Annie dissolved into tears like she was the one who had just been humiliated.“Oh my God, I’m so sorry, I never meant for this to happen. Please believe me.” She wailed and just then, the crowd started to co
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HayleyI was shaken the entire morning, nearly falling on my face when I heard the news. The news had come at the crack of dawn and it had been Candice who had come to me to deliver the horrifying happenings. Maya, the maid that had come to give me food last night but I had been too upset to even muster an appetite had been found dead this morning and the cause of death had been determined to be poisoning. The worst part of the news had not even been that she had been poisoned. It had been that the last thing she had eaten was the meal that I had told her to eat in my stead, which meant that the original victim of the food poisoning was supposed to be me and that sweet girl had just paid the price and been collateral damage in my stead. Who could have done this? Why did they do this? And how did they even get close to being able to poison food that was intended for the Luna to eat? “I need to see her body,” I told Candice, throwing a gown over my body and marching to the infirmary
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HayleyThe murderer was still out at large. Even worse, the news of the truth that I was the actual person that was meant to be poisoned and not my dead maid had spread around the pack, despite Damon's decision to keep the news quiet while we hunted for the culprit. I had not agreed with him initially but seeing how people had reacted to the news immediately after it came out, made me realize just how little I was cherished by our pack members. Only a few of the high-ranking pack members were openly concerned and had reached out with their condolences, offering their support in catching the culprit. The others did not even act like they were bothered whether I lived or died and even one of them had made a joke about how I was saved thanks to my lack of gluttony. I really wanted to believe that even those who did not show their support for me openly after receiving the news were genuinely interested in helping us find the culprit but as the days went by, I grew even more skeptical,
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Epilogue It had been a week since Hayley passed out, the exact time the war came to an end. In a rage, Damon had strangled Gazel, going as much as killing by snapping off his head. From the onset, it was not part of his plan to kill Gazel even as he had agreed to a duel. He was hoping that Gazel could be imprisoned at least, and given some time to amend his ways. But after seeing what Hayley had to go through, he could not bear it. The wolf that had shot at Hayley was also caught by Alex, and he and all of Gazel’s other warriors were imprisoned. “Is she up yet, Daddy?” Adriel who had just met Damon coming out of Hayley’s room asked, and disappointed, he shook his head. “Not yet.”Adriella who was walking some distance away from Adriel heard their conversation, and sad, she ran to her room. She had been trying her best to be calm about everything for the past week. But it was killing to know that her mother was still unconscious from the attack. The best doctors had attended to
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Damon I steadied my footing, and with a powerful swipe of my claw decapitated three opponents at once. These men were weak, a lot more weaker than I had anticipated, but they were definitely larger in numbers. I was yet to spot Gazel, and not seeing in front of the army made my fears return once more. I knew Gazel was a cunning man, but I hadn't expected him to be a hypocrite as well. Leaping to the side, I let out a loud howl before chowing down on a smaller Wolf's head. It let out a stifled cry before I tossed it into the body of its comrades. I had been taking things easy at first because I wanted to believe that they were under mind control. But that mistake had cost me during the earlier stages of the war. Now, I was going on full throttle, and I was willing to take down any opponent that crossed my path with full force. If pitied, these men were going to destroy the entirety of my kingdom, and that was not a sacrifice I was willing to make. I tackled a young wolf and slammed
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Hayley"The walls have been breached!" A guard yelled out and my heart immediately sank to the stomach. It was just as Damon had predicted, Gazel had sent some of his men to attack the pack. "Archers fire!" Another order was yelled and soon flaming arrows were being rained on the invading enemies. "You shouldn't be out here, my lady. It's best to remain underground where it's safe. Damon would never forgive me if I let anything happen to you." Liam urged while doing his best to make me follow him into the underground chambers that had been prepared in case of this situation. "No, I'm the Luna, and I will not cower in fear in the face of my enemies. If they think Damon is the only person they should be afraid of, then they are heavily mistaken. I am a mother and a leader, and I'll do anything to make sure that no harm comes to my children and subjects." I made it clear to Liam. He watched me in awe, and I was sure the idea of me being a weakling disappeared from his thoughts. "What
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Damon "I won't stay back Damon! I'm marching to the war front with you!" Liam opposed. I had just ordered that he remained at the pack to take care of things while we were at war. I had barely finished when he began to yell out his own opinion. It was the first time Liam was speaking to me without any sense of formality in his voice and character. It was obvious he wasn't going to let me go, not while he wasn't part of my troops. "You have to be here, you're the only one I can trust with Hayley and the children's lives. Alex will be with you, please do this for me." I pleaded rather than order. At this point it was obvious Liam wasn't speaking to me as my beta, but as a friend who wanted to support their friend at all cost. He wouldn't obey orders even if I gave him one, the only way I could possibly get to him was by exploiting his kind heart. "You need me by your side, in stronger than all of them—" "And that's exactly why I want you here. If Gazel has men ambushing the pack, I
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Damon"We've managed to camp a few kilometers from Wolfsbane field. The soldiers can begin their march now." Liam informed me. I stared at him for a while before giving him a reassuring smile. I could see the fear and concern in his eyes, and even though he fought hard to hide it, it was as bright as day. "There's no need to hide your fear, Liam. I feel the same way, and I'm sure everybody else does. It would be foolish to be happy and unbothered during the times of war." I said before giving him a pat on the back. "You've done well with preparing everybody, you should take some time to rest. I'll handle everything from here onwards." Liam shook his head fervently in disagreement. "I can't rest, not when there's much to do. Gazel is marching here with an army by his side. We need all the help we can get. I'm not exhausted yet, I'll continue to help in any way I can." He argued. "If you exhaust all your energy now, then you'd be useless when the need comes. I know you want to do mor
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Gazel"What do we do about those two? Isn't this bad? Those two could spill all our plans to the enemy." Frederick said in a frantic tone. He was fidgeting in both fear and rage, and his reaction was completely understandable. Lisa had just escaped, and alongside her was a spy I never noticed early enough to dispose. I had to give Tim props, he had been extra careful, and was without a doubt the most dangerous man to me at the moment. I had no idea how much he knew, and there was no telling how much he had stolen. If he exposed much about my plans to Damon, I was sure to fail, but regardless I didn't halt the preparations for war. "Aren't you going to do something? They might have valuable information." Frederick asked with an inquisitive look in his eyes. "There's nothing we can do at the moment. Those two would have probably reached Damon's pack by now. Chasing after them is meaningless at the moment. Focus on getting more men into our troops and forget about those two." I instru
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DamonThere was no denying the fear that crept into my heart each time I remembered that I was going to war. I was confident that we would win, but there was no predicting or preventing casualties in war. If I could do anything to prevent it, I definitely would have done it, but that was impossible when Gazel was involved. He was determined to bring me down at all cost, and he had made that fact abundantly clear. He was out for blood, and I too wanted to match his energy. There was no way I was going to let him have his way and do anything he wanted, especially not when it had something to do with Hayley. "Have the walls been fortified? Any reports of ambushes?" I questioned one of the guards that walked with me as I inspected the preparations being made for the incoming war. We had received reports from one of our scouts that Gazel would be marching north with an army of twenty thousand in two days. If we began our match on the same day, our armies would meet on the fields of Wolfs
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DamonIt was tough to get everything out of my mind, but with Hayley and the children's help, I've been able to keep my mind off the things that threatened my mental stability. We were yet to hear from Tim, but I didn't let it bother me anymore. Thanks to Hayley's help, I was convinced that he was doing alright, and I wanted to trust in her words more than my fears. "Dad, when will you take us horse riding?" Adriella asked as she brushed the hair of her doll. She had been watching a lot of horse riding shows with her mother and now she wanted to try out the sport for herself. "Once you're old enough to ride a horse." I answered softly before rubbing her head gently. The little girl pouted her mouth in disappointment, but I gave her a smile to comfort her a little. There was too much going on, the last thing I wanted on the long list of troubles was a crying child. "How are their lessons going?" I asked Hayley who was helping Adriel with his assignment. "It's been going smoothly, t
