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Chapter 10 - Nyx

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*TRIGGER WARNING - This chapter is full of nonconsensual sex. Please read at your own discretion.*

I have no idea what day it is. What time it might be. Hell, I don’t even know if it’s day or night.

What the hell does it matter? It’s not like I’ll be able to get away from my “mate.” Even with my ever growing powers, he’s still more powerful than I am. He’s easily able to immobilize me and do whatever the hell he wants.

And my fucking body betrays me every damn time.

This bond is nothing like the bond with Nathan. With Nathan, he was all I could think about whenever he was around me. And even when he wasn’t there, I wanted him. I longed for him. I counted down the minutes until he came back.

With Lucifer, my body responds. Every fucking time my body responds. But my mind doesn’t. I don’t want him anywhere near me. I don’t want him to touch me. The thought actually repulses me and I dread having him come back to the room whenever he’s around.

Unfortunately, since
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Nyx is now a goddess. How will this affect her matebond with Nathan?

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Spacekonijn
Aah! Good. It wouldn’t be the first time that a crush /attraction is a sign of a bond. And I thought maybe the bond would break if Nyx gets marked/taken by lucifer.
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owlonmywrist
This was a rough chapter to write. She’s trying to compartmentalize everything, but it’s hard.
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owlonmywrist
Nate can’t have a second chance mate. He rejected Nyx and he still got her over and over. Unless he takes Freya as his chosen mate, he won’t have another mate except for Nyx.
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