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The Teacher (12)
I was happy that I had succeeded at doing something for Paul and me. It was not easy, but I still managed to do it. That alone was an accomplishment that would make me happy for a while.
It was probably corny for others, but I did not care. I’m not the best mother out there, after all, and I know that. At least I am aware of that, and I am willing to improve.
“How are you coping up at work?” Ryan asked days later. He continued, “It must be stressful balancing so many things in life.”
“It sure is. What pushes me is to do better than I was previously,’ I replied with a small smile.
“Can we have dinner sometime? At a place of your choice,” Ryan asked.
I had been working my ass off, and I thought I at least needed a break.
Besides, since my divorce from John, no man had ever asked me out. Ryan doing so made me feel so young again, and I loved the feeling.
We parted once I
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