Two years had passed and I was living life through thought, but Ramanov had ventured his direction with the Sunju pack, his influence had helped me suffice thus far although I was hollow, "Mummy, where are we going?" I would call her Moon because she brightened the dark shade in my life. After I gave birth to her, Jade was more than happy, it was almost a complicated childbearing because I had starved and deprived myself of vitamins and certain aerobics due to my wallowing in the pain, lost a lot of vitals that we're considered a miracle as I woke after several days.She ran to me, I spent a few minutes throwing her up in the air and making a zoom sound for her, Jade stood there gawking at the both of us, by the time I set him down I was tired and breathing heavily to catch my breath.I looked through the bag for her toy but instead, I picked up a book, Jade let out a loud laugh, it wasn't easy raising the child, first it was the sleepless first there month night with all the crying
"Do we have to?" Ramanov pinched the bridge of his nose. A futile attempt to drive away his looming headache."Yes we do darling," she patted his hand in a motherly fashion before moving out of the packhouse.The incident of me having treated him like a stranger and keeping the truth from him left him broken; my mate, I thought it was easy to spurn a mate bond.He looked through the thick crowd, his hopes vanished fast, the further down the thick pile he went.The locks clicked as she began to scream, shouting my name, I found myself hurrying towards her with all my wits."What happened here?" I asked as I perked around. The pain that swarmed my soul was worse than the physical pain I had experienced consuming every facet of myself until the memories and traits that made me began to drop like water.A second passed and I stood in front of her, she had never felt vulnerable, not that I know.With the slightest nod of my head, the doors were flung open from the stretching that was hamme
"I was at the Greystone house." He said similarly."Did you say Graystone?" I asked almost petrified to my bones starting at jade who was completely clueless as a mull. Gray stone house was close to Moon kindergarten there was no how he would be there without checking up on her."Yes, I said that." He affirmed his jaw let down in awe. When the last thing she thought was to get herself treated we were ahead of her; Jade.Alpha Ramanov want to act, even though there was nothing that could be done. For some reason, Jade raised a hand and waved it off in the air."You shouldn't waste time, let's get off and head out," I said hurriedly.Ramanov splintered but before Jade could catch up with us we were already out of the door.Specks of blame guilt and fear danced within my eyes, I could akin to the both of them only unrelenting fear, I couldn't accept the fact, He smiles pressing his lips together to hide his blood-stained teeth, and the tensed aura we were in."I don't know what to do if
"Hey, I think you guys should come home.""Why are you giving up or you've seen Moon?""The latter." I let out."That's great, we are on our ways but Ramanov just left here angrily, I don't know where he is going but I don't have a good energy about it.""You should call him, he might have gone after him."***"I'm not sure if I would be happy seeing him or not." I let out as I set the table for dinner."It's only natural to fidget but viewing it, Lucia, I know you still love him. Why deny it? I'm a total stranger, little ideas of what you have gone through but the truth can't hide." Jade said patiently in her monotone voice it helped calmed the restlessness, I was agitated and restless today, but no amount of coddling with my pillow could sooth instead I wallow in the kitchen making different delicacies thinking it would help, my store and the way I held the spoons show I was an exhaust fume."Yea, you're right, but he hits me, I don't want my emotions to be toyed with." I was scar
"So what do you plan, now that your mate is here?" Romanov inquired as he held the bowl in his hands sitting on the sofa and staring through it as he fetched from the bowl, his voice cold."I don't know, maybe I would—" Hooked in my throat I became speechless."You can't deny yourself." It was obvious that I was in denial. Everyone around me was aware of the decisions that I would make, but I accepted my denial and chose to live by it, even if it cost me the one thing I felt deep inside, my mate's affection."He shouldn't be able to come near me, he rejected me not once but twice,""But that was because of the schism between us,""That is it, I was on the brink of death and just when the truth unravelled he let me die not minding what we had shared." The memories of that time made me high on adrenaline."I told you, Andrea is a coward, denial is something he had en route, and I expect no such from you, you're different." But not a snake and not bring straight forward like him."Yes I
I felt a hush fall over the cold night, you could hear a pin drop; it felt that silent and I was suddenly too scared to even breathe loudly.Their scent wafted to me, my mouth inducing metallic taste as at their intoxicating scent.Was I sure of this, the idea of meeting up with him just so he knows I have not in the slightest missed him or desire to be in his arms all this while, that was a fallacy, it wasn't true and I know it?'Please, please don't do this.' I begged my wolf tears rolling down my eyes I dropped to the ground at my very feet clutching tight, I was grateful Moon wasn't there to witness me breaking down earlier as we came along the elevator I stopped by on the floor that leads to Jade apartment and begged her, even though there were fidgety in her voice she couldn't possibly reject me and she knows I was being earnest enough with her."Fine, just two hours, I have to get my gas refilled." She said with a disgruntled glare."Sure, I promised I won't chop into your prec
Dejected I whisked my drunken arse to the door, I didn't realize until I tried my keys and they didn't work, pounding on the door in Jade's apartment I was stuttering on my feet."Open up." I let out as my fist knocked on her door. She opened the door and like a pole without support, I almost fell onto her."What is wrong with you, fuck sake you're drunk and reek of alcohol." She was fazed enough that if she could vouch for anyone she definitely would for me, I hadn't had a snippet of drink even when she'd drink in my presence I wouldn't dare try it was my muse, and I found great pleasure in staying chaste."Oh fuck, I fucken saw a man, there he was, the man I liked a lot." I sounded slurry, my voice was heavy and that surely wasn't coming out of my mouth. She stared at me, mixing lime and honey in the kitchen to sober up, just hearing that I was getting too loud to wake Moon. She quickly darted for the door and slowly jammed it."You're so wasted, I'm glad you know your way home." Ja
Sipping the coffee after I resolved that I would just head over and meet Luna of the sunju pack and whatever the outcomes I wouldn't hesitate to protect me and Moon, regularly, I would have to resolve it on a friendly note, maybe proposing a truce."Mommy, where are we going?" She pinned the trim of my undergarment as she stared at me, I crouched before her and feigned a smile."We're going to see a friend, darling." Convincing enough to her skimpy mind I bedded a kiss on her forehead.Ever the innocent woman I was not aware of the burning gaze that followed us, watching our every movement. Nor did I fathom the thought that ran through my mind.I was completely unaware, especially of their unruly intent of undressing me right then and there.I held Moon close to my chest feeling her heartbeat against my chest and hid her face from the oblivious, it was a way I needed, stepping into the cab, not again, her text came through and the cab wasn't so a random one, they were sent solely to a