He had been the first to submit to her willingly, happily. He still recalled how her electrifying gaze had never left his, even when they had become the last of the pack still standing in that snow-covered clearing. She had his main focus, still is he mused, and he had been hers, as it should have been since their first meeting.
The air had been still, and for once since they had officially met, they had been in sync with one another. It was a foreign feeling, to be completely hers and vice versa.
As much as he had wished to stay that way forever, Alexa was still weak, locked away by the wolf in their shared psyche. And he had to bring her back so that they could help her heal.
‘Change back,’ he had urged after what seemed like an eternity had passed of them just existing side by side. The she-wolf had merely growled at him, her lip curling in displeasure and her gaze turning to ice at his urging.
‘Free,’ her voice, which was so foreign yet so very familiar at the same time, had brushed across his subconscious through the bond they shared.
‘Mate,’ she’d called out to him, there had been a whine in her throat, almost begging him to understand that she didn’t want to be caged all over again.
‘Mate,’ his wolf had responded almost instantly, reassuring, comforting, and affirmative in his agreement, flickers of joy had settled in the pit of his stomach,
‘Safe,’ he had assured, once again urging the she-wolf to give in and allow Alexa back to the forefront of their shared psyche.
‘Hurt, not strong enough,’ The wolf shook her head, and he had just known she was referring to her human side. Alexa, who had gone through so much in those last twelve hours, would have been weak and fragile, her psyche damaged, her body taken through the ringer, but if she didn’t change back soon, he was afraid she’d never recover.
‘We will protect her, protect you both,’
After a few more attempts of reassurance, she had given him a look, before he saw her bright electric eyes dim. And she had begun her first change from wolf to human.
He could still remember how fragile, and pale Alexa had been, laying there naked and unconscious, surrounded by the snow. Her eyebrows were scrunched up, her lips, pink and full parted as her breath escaped in hurried shallow puffs, visible by white mist.
Her fiery red hair stood out the most amongst all the white, like a flaming halo around her head, long and luscious, a contrast to how frail she had seemed to him in that moment, curled up in a fetal position, her pale skin as white at the snow beneath her and speckled with freckles.
He had shifted back too, and had scooped her up into his arms, her skin felt like ice against his naturally heated body. She hadn’t even stirred when he lifted her from the ground, nor when he had started making his way back to the pack house.
Jayden had been waiting for him, just beyond the tree line, with Griffon, still in his wolf-form, standing protectively beside her. His eyes had been downcast out of respect for the naked woman in his arms. Jayden had gingerly stepped forward, her lips a slight blue color, her hands shaking in the cold, but still she stubbornly held out a blanket that had been tucked into her arms.
‘Griffon said she’d be cold, I brought this for her,’ She had said, and she stepped forward and laid the thick blanket over Alexa’s naked body, offering her warmth against the cold, and protection from wandering eyes.
They had walked back toward the pack house in silence after that, and they had never spoken of that day again.
Things had only become more difficult after that, he’d realized, as he now walked back on the same path as that day, only this time Alexa wasn’t safely tucked into his arms, in fact she’d rarely ever let him touch her, as if his touch burned her flesh.
His heart ached at the mere thought. Alexa often avoided his gaze almost as much as she did his touch. And there was always this emotion, not quite fear, but far too strong to be just mere discomfort permeating through their bond.
Although it was frustrating, he attempted to reign in his impatience, if only for her sake, because underneath that gut twisting emotion, he could feel this underlying desire to be near him, very similar to his own need to be with her. It soothed the hurt he felt when she rejected his touch, even if it was only slightly.
Still, he thought to himself, she always sought him out for comfort whenever she was overwhelmed and that allowed hope to blossom in his chest. Because, as far as he could recall, this had been the most open to their bond she had ever been and that hope was what he held onto, for it was hope for their future together.
Alexa could feel his gaze on her back, but she had soon realized that she could always feel his gaze, as was their magnetic relationship. It didn’t bother her as much as it once did, instead it made her feel safe, knowing he was there, not that she’d ever admit it out loud, and if he asked about it, which thankfully he hadn’t, she’d vehemently deny it, even if he could feel it through their bond anyway.For the rest of their trek through the forest they had remained silent, neither brave enough to break through the tension between them, though less awkward than when they had first left the clearing due to their short conversation on the way back.The walk soon ended, much to Alexa’s disappointment, not that she’d ever admit to it that either.Without so much as another backwards glance at Aiden they both entered the bustling little village known as the Burrow.Everything had changed for Alexa since the first time she had woken up here nearly two years prior. She wasn’t the same damage
No one gets to choose how they are brought into this world, nor how they leave it. The only choice any of us get is how we live in it. Unfortunately, despite one’s best efforts, life doesn’t always go according to plan, as said plans get tossed out the proverbial window faster than a speeding bullet. The Gods don’t live by the rules of mortals, forced to follow them for the rest of their very short mortal lives. And when you are a mortal who’s very soul had been sealed away since before your first moon, it only makes things that much harder. Try as we might to fight against the hands of fate, if destiny wants you to go down a certain path, she will drag you down it, kicking and screaming the entire way if she has to. So a piece of advice … Hang on for dear life and good luck, you’re going to need it. The Goddess of Fortune all but kicked down the walls of her seemingly perfect life to show this one, seemingly insignificant girl the entire world she was missing. Because the truth al
Freedom, what an indescribable feeling, this magnificent, wondrous freedom that she felt. To finally be free from the shackles that had once chained her was one of the most exhilarating things she had ever felt. It was even better than those first bursts of power that slipped through the cracks in her cage and she wouldn’t trade it for the world.Everything felt new, brighter, louder, sweeter and so much more powerful than before. As if she had been reborn and everything had changed, every one of her senses was heightened, she could see farther than ever before, colors held more vibrance, even the slightest of sounds reached her new and improved hearing, and the world held new scents for her heightened nose, it was just so much more, better than life behind that of human limitations. To feel the earth beneath her paws, the way her claws sunk into the dirt below her, the smell of the trees, pines, oaks, and all the other types of flora that she could never name, their leaves, the gras
When she entered the clearing after him, her sharp canine gaze immediately located him, standing in the middle of the small meadow, shoulders back, and head held tall. A sight that would have crippled her in her human form for the way it would turn her knees into jelly. Aiden Black stood in the middle of that clearing, as he always did, like a tanned herculean Greek sculpture, with very nearly every muscle on his body left on display for her to drink in. His face was framed by those thick locks that were blacker than a midnight sky, messy and unkempt from their playful game, just the way she liked it.His vibrant green eyes reflected the forest in them and were filled with pride, delight, and an emotion that she was far too afraid to identify but knew was there because it was always there, staring back at her with an almost painful glimmer of hope that it too would reflect back at him through her eyes. Something that left the feeling of lead in the pit of her stomach and made her a
After so many times changing back and forth, she was now able to identify each area in her body as her skeleton broke apart and reshaped into a more human form. She could feel each vertebra break apart and reshape, her paws widened, and her fingers elongated, her nails receded into her skin and her snout shrunk, her face becoming more human.She grunted as her canines shrunk back into her gums, but they always remained sharper, longer than they had been when she had been nothing but a helpless human, though hardly noticeable to the human eye. Something that served to remind her of her change every time she looked in the mirror, or ran her tongue over her teeth. But she felt it all, in excruciating detail.The last thing she was always aware of as all the changes occurred simultaneously was the fur, her fur, she would never get used to thinking like that, as it all but melted off her body until she felt the wind blow coldly against her burning naked skin.Her canine-like whimpers turne
‘Here let me help you,’She shivered as his voice swept through her, and for just a moment, a split second, she fantasized about his voice saying those words in an entirely different manner, one that had her wolf howling in her head.As fast as the thought had entered her mind, she shook it away even though she knew he had felt that minute flash of desire. It was evident in the way his eyes darkened, humor replaced by a look of hunger that had her throat going dry.Honestly, he had no right looking like the big bad wolf out to devour her, she couldn’t think straight. But for all that it was worth, he never mentioned it and she held onto that as her saving grace.‘I got it,’ she denied, smacking his hand away she rolled over onto her side, carefully maneuvering the sheet hiding her nudity to continue protecting her modesty, and pushed herself up with shaky arms. This time she’d made it to a squat, but when she attempted to push her legs straight, she found that that grass wasn’t as co
She knew it hurt him to have her say it, even if he himself didn’t say it. She could feel it through the bond. So she turned on her heel with her best impression of Mean Girls and stormed away, fighting off the guilt that surfaced which he felt his anger and hurt permeate through their bond.‘You’re going the wrong way,’ he called out after her.Alexa groaned and turned around stomping toward the other side of the clearing. Seriously, couldn’t he just let her storm off with some dignity? Did he really have to point out her terrible sense of direction?‘Not that way either,’‘Will you shut up!’ she threw her hands up in the air and turned back to face him. He just shook his head, and though minute and barely there she felt a sense of amusement underneath all the anger and the hurt, and her guilt lessened.Aiden just pointed in the direction of the packhouse and allowed her to stomp grumpily away as he followed. Both werewolves blissfully unaware of the storm brewing in another part of
As a human she had very little control over her life and now as a werewolf even less so. But now her life is forever changed, and not by her choice nor even her own actions, but by the actions and choices of others who claimed to know what they thought was best for her. This left Alexa completely unprepared for the world she was thrust head-first into without so much as a lifeguard to keep her head afloat from the crushing pressure she suddenly found herself under. But to fully understand the events that had led up to this moment one has to go back to the night that changed everything … that life-altering night six months ago…Rewinding the clock back six months brings us back to the very same woods, only this time, its once peaceful tranquility was disturbed by rippling power and a lone mournful howl tearing through the night air. The warmth of summer turned into the chill of winter. The green of the earth was replaced by powdered white snow. And the very woods themselves seemed to