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Selfish

Author: Ali Parker
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Rainey

The entire weekend, I thought about Michael. More than usual. After our little tryst, each time his eyes pierced my memory, shivers moved up and down my body as I thought of our time together in Frederick’s office. I had no idea what came over me, but it was the hottest sex I’d ever had. Michael brought out some primal side of me that both terrified and turned me on. Why was I such a sucker for him? We trod down the same path that Killian and I had been on for a long time, yet I would never say they were the same man. Sure, Michael had a selfish streak, and he could be stubborn as hell, but he never treated me like Killian did. He encouraged me to use my mind, even when I disagreed with him.

I wished he never became involved with the mob. Even though I had no idea what circumstances in his life led him to that connection, was it fair of me to judge him? He continuously reminded me that everything would be okay. I was safe. Could I really open my heart up again to someone who mi
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Girl, you are toting too much baggage and overthinking too much!!!!!!
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