“she is happy everyone sees and is having problems with it but when she is in pain but no one sees it…”
[*****]
Heart pounding out loud chills running through the spine and body trembling, Ojaswi was approaching her home. The same home where she had spent all her childhood.
The home had so many memories of her. The home which she had thought would never see again. She was scared, nervous, and excited at the same time to meet her parents after so long.
“How would they react? Do they have forgiven me? Might be, after all, I am their child. How can they be annoyed with their child for that long, isn't it?” with thoughts crossing her mind she stood in front of the gate.<
“I don’t why but I am breaking my own heart waiting for the person who is not coming back…”[****]Shishir got back to the hotel and soon after stepping out of the car questioned, “is my car washed?”The guard nodded, “Yes sir but the bloodstain is still there and they are trying to remove it…”“Tell them to take out my car, I am returning….” he ordered.“But the stain...”“Let it be there. I will get it washed back in the city. I need to return now,” he said solemnly.“Now she is here I better get away from this place as s
“I always wonder what exactly is life?It is there today but may not be tomorrow… why is it so unpredictable?”[****]Ojaswi slowly opened her eyes and blinked them twice. Her gaze changed the white ceiling above her. Her mind was blank for a while, not getting where she was.Slowly she got up and seeing Kate talking to the doctor, the image of her hand covered in blood came fresh in her mind.“My baby… my baby….” she placed her hand on her belly and cried out.Kate rushed towards her and gripping her tried to calm her down. “Oja, calm down. Calm down.”“Kate my child…” she wrapped her hand around
“Everyone is in the race of making oneself perfect even after knowing nothing is perfect…”[*****]“No, honey… I am not,” in a trembling voice, she replied.“Mom…”When Ammy got that Shishir was not letting it go that easily, she gave up and replied, “Fine… Billy was Corinna’s boyfriend.”“What? Why did no one tell me about him? Why was he not there during her funeral? Why do I never get to meet him?” he shot a pile of questions to her.“No… dear, it's not that… Billy is no more with us,” she sounded low.&ld
“I want to end it once in a while and put myself in the healing process…” [*****] “You could have said about it to me. You know I was your best friend,” Kate said in a low tone hearing about all the misfortune that Ojaswi met with. Leaning her back on the pillow behind her and with tears streaming down her eyes, Ojaswi squeezed her eyes, before saying, “you are my best friend and trust me I wanted to share everything with you, but entire things happened just in a blink of an eye and I didn’t get to tell it to anyone. I am sorry I couldn’t even say that I was leaving.” “You have sacrificed so much and I didn’t even try to understand it. I am really very sorry.” “Nah! It is alright. I think if I was in yo
“Even after giving my hundred percent you ignore me then I will show you how it is done…”[*****]“Do you know where her parents live?” Akash raised a question from the driver's seat.“Of course, I do. Do you think I will marry a girl without knowing anything about her?” Shishir switched his gaze from the window to Akash“Yeah, I know.” He sighed before adding, “Let’s hope that she is still there.”“There is nothing more than anything than to hope,” he replied, glancing out of the window.“Yeah there, stop near that gate,&r
“I tried from my side, I think it is your turn now… don’t wanna go hand in hand?”[****]“Sorry, boss…” Akash said in a low tone which made the lady pause her sentence and widened her eyes in shock.“Wait! what?”“He… he is my boss, mom,” replied Akash.She gulped hard, before saying, “You mean the cold, arrogant, boss who you use to talk to..’“Mom…” Akash hastily stopped her from saying the full sentence.“I heard that…” Shishir said, making his way out of the house.
“Like everyone, I cannot promise you that I can die for you, but I can promise you that I will live for you… now it’s up to you to comprehend which is more difficult…”[****]Smacking the bumper, he yelled, “where… where might she go?”Akash stood close to him and placing his hand on his shoulder tried to comfort him, “stay calm, boss. We might find a way. Don’t lose it...”“How? How Akash How? She was inches close to me but now she is gone,” he said, losing all his hope.“What about her parents? Do you know where they live? Might be she went to them,” Akash questioned, turning towards Kate.
“If they don’t value your presence then trust me they are not the one for you…”[*****]“Ojaswi..” he mumbled underneath his breath before running towards her. But before he could reach her she jumped off the rock.“No… no…. No… Ojaswi,” he shouted, running, and then jumped down the river with a loud splash sound.Diving deep inside he tried to find her but she was nowhere to be found.Rising, he looked around, calling out, “Ojaswi…”“Boss…” Akash called out and moved his hand and gesturing him to come out.Shishir
Ojaswi rubbed her forehead in anxiety. Slowly she stepped in front of the camera and with difficulty she was able to face the camera. Then rubbing her forehead in nervousness, she started, “I…” “Stop…” suddenly Shishir entered the show. “Shishir?” She was astounded, so was everyone. “What are you doing here, Shishir? Don’t worry, I got this, please go,” Ojaswi tried to make him return but Shishir’s eyes were fixed on William. He made his way towards William coldly. “I am not letting you win this easily,” he said looking deep into his eyes. “What do you mean?” William raised his brows. Shishir turned to the camera and said, “I am sorry for intruding in the show this way
“My love for you is infinite in number…”[*****]“Okay, I am in but I have two conditions…”“Go ahead…” William said casually.Carefully, Shishir darted at the screen waiting for her to tell what conditions she had.“First all the voting lines will be live…” she kept her first condition.“Okay done… and second?” William agreed without any hesitation and hurried to hear her next condition.With a grin on her face, she said, “there will be no mention of names in the photographs.”
“Dealing with it seemed almost impossible for me before I remembered people know very little of me and there is no big deal when people judge me knowing very little of me.”[****]“Do you think this will work?” Having doubts about what she was going to do next, Ojaswi questioned Shishir.“Of course, I am damn sure about it. I believe you will get through this. Whatever you have decided is a great move, I am proud of you.” Shishir pulled her in his arms.He kissed her head before letting her go. Ojaswi was about to walk onto the stage when suddenly Kate appeared.“Going without seeing me?”“Kate…” Oja
“No matter how bad things get, the sun will rise again and its light will find you…”#copied[*****]“I am suffocating,” as Ojaswi said suddenly Shishir hit the break.“What? What happened? Is it very serious? Should I take you to the hospital?” he questioned, taking a glance at her. “What a fool I am? Why am I asking you that? I better take you to the hospital.” He started to drive the car again.“No, Shishir doctors cannot help me,” Ojaswi replied sadly.“Is it that serious? Don’t worry once we get there we will know,” he blurted in panic.“I don’t need medical atten
“Give yourself enough respect to walk away from anyone who doesn’t see your worth…”[*****]“Are you ready?” questioned Shishir extending his hand towards her.Ojaswi grasped his hand and stepped out of the car with a warm smile. “Always, when I am with you.”“Okay, then…, let’s go in...”Ojaswi hooked her hand around his arm and they marched towards the school building, which was noisy with loud music coming from the hall.As they were about to reach the hall, suddenly Ojaswi came to halt. Shishir couldn’t understand and questioned, “What happened?”
“If you don’t sacrifice for what you want, what you want becomes the sacrifice…”[*****]“Please… don’t do this to me, please…” She begged but he threw her on the road and slipped on the driver's seat.She hastily got on her feet and ran towards him. “Harry, please… stop… please…. Don’t leave me here.”Without paying any attention to her cry, he drove the car away. She ran after his car crying and shouting but he left with a satisfied smile on his face.Helplessly, Ojaswi glanced at both sides. There was no sighting of any vehicle. She didn’t even have her cell phone and there was no way for her to seek help
“When you love what you have you have everything you need…” #copied[****]With tears on the brim of her eyelid, Ojaswi said in a low tone, “I miss you so much, Shishir…”“I too miss you a lot, my love. Don’t worry I will be there soon,” Shishir replied, trying to console her.“It has been one week, Shishir. I have not seen you for one week. You have no idea how hard it is to live without seeing you,” she walked to the window and stood.“Believe me, I too want to see you, my love. But my work is not ending here.” His voice sounded sad.“When are you coming back?” Ojaswi ra
“Small steps in the right direction are better than big steps in the wrong direction…” #copied[*****]Ojaswi hastily ventured, “I am sorry... I am sorry, I didn’t mean to…”Unexpectedly Shishir pressed his lips against her. Ojaswi froze with his action and opened her eyes wide.Pulling away Shishir pressed his forehead against her and cupped her face. “I don’t like fighting with you…”Ojaswi hugged him tightly. “I too don’t like it. I am really sorry.”“It’s alright…” he said pulling away and wrapping his hand around her shoulder pulled her to the bed.
“Some people get mature before their age because life shows them the worst side of the world at an early stage of life…”#copied[*****]“Was it you behind my dad getting the job?”“What?”“Yes or no, Shishir…” she asked, controlling her rage. She was sure that if he was behind it then she was going to explode on him.“Ojaswi, tell me one thing why would I be behind your dad getting the job? Do you think I am that pathetic to control all your life?”“I was just… “Before she could explain