Jealousy: The Kiss

(Kennedy Pov)

I waited with bated breath after asking the question. I couldn't wait anymore, it was time for her to know what was going on, I know it was too early and she was facing some challenges but I wished to help her legitimately.

I looked at her widened eyes as she looked surprised and then she furrowed her brows in contemplation, I wanted to know what was going on in her mind.

This is one of the reasons I said I want to make her mine. After she becomes mine, then I will be able to read her thoughts and know when she is in distress.

Then she sat up gently and looked deeply at me then shook her head heavily. My heart clenched painfully.

“Are you rejecting me, Alina?” I asked and it seemed my voice came out too hard as I saw her flinch.

I softened my voice, “Why? You are my mate! Don't you feel the connection between us? You can't deny it, it will happen anytime. The bond is real. Don't reject me, hmm..”

I looked at her expectantly. Then she took her pen and book to write, and when she was done, it was shown to me, and I was shocked.

“What do you mean? You had a mate before? What are you talking about? And, before?” I stood in shock, then jealousy clouded my brain when she nodded.

She had a mate? I was not her first mate? And she said it's impossible to have two mates. Does that mean I am not her first? Has he touched her? Did he kiss her? Have they gone deep? Did he…

I couldn't control myself just thinking about it, then I bent and covered her lips with mine. I wanted to clear the print of any man on her. She is mine! All mine.

I held her hands which were struggling down, then deepened the kiss. My lips moved roughly on her soft one, and then I bit her lips which gave me an opening after she yelped. My tongue went in, sweeping every sweetness in her mouth, and then I entangled my tongue with hers, playing with it.

She had surrendered at a point as her hands surrounded my neck which pushed me down and made the kiss deeper. My hands were not obedient, I wanted to feel her, so my hand moved up to her face to her hair as I tangled it in my hands and kissed her senselessly, then my palm went down again, but this time down to her perky boobs.

My hand fumbled one of her peaks, squeezing it gently through her soft cloth, making her gasp as she broke the kiss and looked at me with lidded eyes. She was so enchanting, so cute, and at the same time so sexy.

“This demoness!” I gritted my teeth and buried my face in her neck, then licked it, which earned me a firm hold on my hair. I bit her neck and suck it again which stimulate her urges more.

Then I moved from her neck down to her chest, my face buried in her peaks through the cloth. Her b ok dy aches in reaction, she aches her back pushing her boobs to my face with her. My teeth dragged down her loose cloth to bring out her peaks, and when the pink nipple came out…I could feel my blood boiling.

I looked at her as she closed her eyes and bit her lips, she looked so beautiful when aroused.

“Open your eyes!” I ordered, my tone frosty but hoarse.

Seeing her open her eyes, I smirked then flicked her already erected pink nipples, making her gasp as she flinch. Her eyes widened as her face grew embarrassed.

“You say No but your body is honest. You say I am not your mate but my heart beats faster when I do this to you. And your body only listens to me.” Then I snickered Arrogantly, with my face moving closer to hers.

Looking into those dew eyes makes me want to do something to her, I want to purbish her for not being her first while she is my first.

I want to punish her heart for loving someone before me, and I want to brand my name on her body and soul.

I kissed her forehead gently, then her eyes which looked at me with confusion and…fear, though I hate it.

Then her lips…her red pouty lips which call for me every time. I licked her lips gently, then bit it making her cover her mouth with her palm as she widened her eyes and looked at me as if asking why I had done that.

“Did he ever kiss you there? Did he ever kiss your lips? When he kissed you, did you enjoy it?” I asked gently, but people closer to me knew I was boiling at this moment.

I didn't wait for an answer, I went down and kissed her neck, specifically the place I had teased before and asked “What about here? Did he touch you here?” I asked but only got a shiver and a slight push but I didn't bulge or look at her.

Then I moved down to her chest and licked her exposed nipple, my teeth grazing it and biting it a bit, then I sucked it, my tongue twisting and teasing her.

I looked at her clenched hand and smirked. “ Has he ever touched you there? Did he make you feel this way? Did he give you sensations like this?” My hands then touched her dazed eyes. I knew she was turned on.

“See? Your body is honest, so why would you say something like It's impossible to be your mate? You are mine, Alina! I don't care who that mate you said you have! Though I don't understand why the moon goddess would provide you with two mates. But Alina…I want you to be aware that, even if your mate traces you here, you can't leave with him!” I told her, that even if I knew I was being cruel and it was too early for all this, I think it was better to make this clear. I don't want to be called just a savior, because it seems she sees me that way and has never taken the mate bond seriously.

“You need to start getting used to me, girl…And get rid of that mate you talked about, because you can only have me. Besides he can't even protect you, and—

I looked at the book shoved to my face, interrupting my dominance.

“What?! What do you mean by “You didn't have a mate now? The mate bond has been broken?!”