The Man behind the NameLolita stared at herself in front of the mirror. It’s been two days after the awful encounter in the birthday party, and she still couldn’t get over it. When she washed her face in the sink, the water dripped into her edges. She paused to study her hair. The roots were getting darker, indicating that the dye was dying off. She wondered if she should book an appointment with the hair stylist again.You weren’t blond when I last saw you.Brownish red.It’s a shame.She shook the thoughts away and looked away from the mirror. She needed to stop thinking about him. Stepping into the shower, she grabbed the coconut shampoo from the top, deciding only to wash her hair and not visit the stylist. There was no use dying the roots of her hair; it would seem as though his preference of what she used to look like influenced her to deny the truth.The phone was ringing when Lolita got out of the shower. She walked naked to her room, her hair wrapped in a towel.“Hello?”Sam
In Light of Mistakes.Dinner dates with Jarrod were usually fun and informative. An unnecessary kind of information, but still. He liked to show her things she'd seen countless times before, liked to teach her every now and then, as though she was too dumb to understand."If you want to get an undercooked steak, you must have the right kind of heat temperature," he said in the middle of cutting his steak. "But of course, you don't need to know that because you won't be cooking."Lolita sipped her wine and looked at him from under her lashes. "Why's that?""Why's what?""Why won't you let me cook?"He laughed. "Baby, that's unnecessary. Your hands are gonna soil and get hard and unattractive. Soft is the new hot, you know?"She sipped her juice again. She didn’t know. Matter of fact, Lolita really didn’t know anything. She was constantly under his shadow and doing whatever he asked. Let go her dreams of cooking and baking as a professional just so she’ll be a princess for him? Sure, wh
VisitorLolita danced to the door, chewing an apple when she swung it open. She wasn’t sure what she was looking for, but she expected it to be a delivery. Upon seeing a pair of shiny, leather boots, she looked directly into the owner’s face.Hayden.The minute her mind registered that it was him, she stopped chewing. He looked majestic, standing there on the door, just smiling. His lips curved further to the side of his face as he dragged his eyes slowly down her body. Lolita was immediately self-conscious. She felt that something was missing but she couldn’t take her eyes off him for a minute to be sure.“You’re naked,” he drawled.She peered at him. “What?”“You’re naked.”She didn’t register his words just yet. She only looked down reflectively, and even then it took her a few seconds to realize that she was indeed naked. Lolita screamed, then fell back into the house. She ran as fast as her embarrassment could let her back into her room to put on a dress.“Oh my god,” she touched
The beginning of woes.Lolita kept an eye on Hayden while she called Jarrod on the phone. Hopefully he was settled in his hotel room and awake, not sleeping or in business meetings. He was usually in business meetings when she called, but she felt like today would be different. She needed him to come to the phone, to send his brother away."Hey babe," he answered on the third ring. "I'm kinda busy, but I can spare a minute or two. Everything. alright there?""Your brother is here," she announced.It was better to let it all out in the beginning rather than exchanging pleasantries then dropping the bomb later. She imagined that Jarrod was gripping his phone tightly at her announcement."What did you just say?" he asked."I said your brother is here. He showed up this morning and refused to leave. I've tried all I could and my efforts are abortive. Listen, can you speak to him and tell him to leave?""Talk about our love life too," Hayden chimed from the background."Is he the one talki
Do You Want Him?It was the sweet scent of baking and steaming chicken that woke her up. Lolita turned over in bed and stuffed her face into the pillow, hoping to snuff out the scent. When she was finding difficulty in breathing, she turned over in her back and inhaled deeply, allowing the air mixed with spice and chocolate to fill her.Confused, she rubbed her eyes and sat up. Nothing from the kitchen was supposed to reach her, unless the person in there had closed all the air ducts and left the door wide open for the aroma to fill everywhere. It was probably the maid. Lolita had to remind her constantly that the air ducts were exactly what they were—air ducts. She didn’t like that every corner of the house had to smell like bacon just because someone was preparing it.She climbed down from her high queen sized bed, glanced into the full-length mirror to make sure she was still in her night dress—which was a low neck, flimsy little thing—and then walked out of the room and straight
Another VisitorThe banging on the door was just what Lolita needed to bring her back to her senses. For a minute there, she had even considered surrendering herself to her boyfriend’s brother. No, there was no consideration. She hadn’t even thought of it—she went right into it, ready for his consumption like she was his meal.She watched him now, the heaving of his cheat, the sweat that appeared at his brows and the intense way he looked at her. Her legs turned jelly. She would have stood there for ages staring at him, if the banging at the door hadn’t interrupted the mood again.Lolita moved, far away from him and far away from the mood that seemed to sizzle everywhere. She threw the floor open only to find Tessa on the porch with a little traveling bag and a full face of makeup. Her blond hair looked neat and straight, as though she’d just come out of a commercial video.“Tessa?” her eyes roved over her again. “What are you doing here?”Tessa peered closely at her but didn’t make a
Spies and JealousyIn the span of two days, Lolita soon realized all that she was jealous. She identified and recognized the unflattering feeling whenTessa continued to hit on Hayden like her life depended on it. They were literally everywhere; Tessa talking about the past relationship she had with Hayden as if it was just yesterday and not years back. Because she was so irritated and just wanted to get the question out of her chest, he’d asked:“How long ago did you date him, Tessa?”Tessa had flipped her hair back, like that was the most important question she could have asked her.“It’s been four years, give or take, but I still like everything about him.” Then she smiled at Hayden. “We were just sex partners then, but since we’ve met again and both of us are so single…”Hayden was on a business call in the living room then. He’d heard her, and so he winked at Tessa before continuing his call. Lolita was pissed. It was silly, given that she had not felt jealous before so the feelin
LUSTLolita wasn’t as annoyed as she thought she’d be. More than that, she was intrigued. Fascinated. She wanted to see, to know what it was like to be with someone like him. what amazed her even more was that Tessa had finally gotten into Hayden’s bed. As if in a trance, she tiptoed to the room. There was no light in the corridor except from the reflecting light coming from the middle parlor. It was just dark enough for Lolita to sneak in and out.“Please fuck me,” Lolita heard her plead, as loud as she could. “I can’t do this anymore—” her sentence was cut off by another loud moan.Lolita’s curiosity grew stronger. Her body shook at the thought of what she wanted to do, but her curiosity was stronger than her will to leave. Her eyes roved on the door, searching for something. There was a peephole on the door that she was sure wasn’t there before, but she didn’t have the time to examine it.“Yes,” Tessa cried. “Yes, right there!”Lolita placed her eye in the peephole in the door. She