One Who Cries FirstLolita’s eyes slowly fluttered open. She felt exhausted, weak and alone. She opened her mouth to speak, to ask that someone dim the bright light that was solely focused on her eyes, but no words escaped her dry, useless tongue. She closed her eyes once more and concentrated on breathing deeply, hoping that with deep breaths, the pain would dissipate by the time she awoke an hour later.The second time she reopened her eyes, she noticed that the sunlight had softened, though it still lingered, targeting her face at just the right angle. She adjusted her position slightly, shifting her body to avoid its piercing intensity.“Help,” she croaked out, but the word barely left her lips.Feeling useless as ever, she tried to sit up. A sharp pain attacked her ribs, almost tearing her apart. Lolita cried and curled into herself on the cold, hard floor.“Ouuh, she’s awake,” someone said.Lolita opened her mouth again, hoping to ask for help. No words left, as she expected. Sh
Lost In a PondSamantha poured cereal into a bowl while engrossed in her phone. The heaviness she felt in her chest lay dormant still, spreading its fangs like wide fire. The answers she was given wasn’t enough; she wanted more. She grabbed a bottle of milk and held it over the bowl.“Hey.”“Shit!” Samantha jumped, both her phone and the milk falling from her hands to the ground. “Shit, you scared me.”Hayden stood by the kitchen entrance, bare-back. “Did I? That milk costs twenty six dollars. Twenty six, Samantha. It’s almond.”“Shut up. You can afford it.” Samantha quickly cleaned up the mess she made and put the remaining milk in the fridge. She wiped her phone on her cloth as she gazed at Hayden.“I guess I know why the ladies in this neighborhood keep throwing themselves at you,” she said. “Now I don’t blame Lolita that much for starting an affair.”Hayden smiled. “You sure it’s not you they’re throwing themselves at? I think I remember some girl asking after you the other day.”
The Wounded“Wakey-wakey, sunshine.”Lolita gasped, dragged back to the surface by the water splashed on her face. She was soaked, everywhere. For days now, she couldn’t even stand on her feet. Now she could see; now she could feel, even if it was only little and mostly engualfed with her pains and torture.Tessa was grinning down at her. They were still in the dark room with the single ray of sunlight shining through. She’d been dreaming, she realized; of flowers and ice cream and a warm bath.“Say hi to Dr. Banners,” Tessa sang.Lolita’s eyes moved slowly to the man standing beside her. She could barely see his face, but his beady little eyes and his fat figure gave her the chills. She hugged herself, trying to pull away from them.“Now, now, don’t do that,” the doctor said.Tessa took that initiative to smack her on the face, forcing Lolita to release her knees and fall back on the ground. She giggled wildly when this happened, almost dancing at the pleasure Lolita’s tears brought
MissingShe dreamt of Jarrod. She heard his voice in her head. She could feel his displeasure, his comfort, his hands stroking her hair. One time in her sleep, he held her hand and held it to his face. He said he missed her. However when she woke up, he was gone. How long had she been down here? A week, a month, a year? She was too drowsy to tell. She didn’t even eat yet, and she hadn’t felt hungry in a while. Whatever it was they were injecting her with, it seemed to deprive her of hunger. Maybe Tessa really was right; she’d probably rot down here and no one would ever know. Except Samantha.Samantha would know. Samantha easily gets suspicious at the slightest thing. She probably hadn’t heard from her and was now rallying the whole police force. At least that is what Lolita chose to believe.“Hey, baby.”Lolita exhaled sharply as the luminous figure before her materialized. It was delusional to see him here, right before her, but she’d prefer to feed her delusions than live in the
The Pain of One’s Love“Wake up, baby. You’ve been asleep for a while.”Lolita stirred. As usual, her vision was blurry when she opened her eyes. She was in her dream land again, with Hayden beside her. She’d seen him two times after the first time he showed up. Both times he could only stand and watch. He couldn’t say anything; Tessa was in at the moment injecting Lolita with the suspicious looking fluid. He seemed sad then, almost violent, like he wanted to bash Tessa’s head in and watch her bleed. “Baby,” she whispered to him, forcing herself to smile a bit.“You have cracked lips. Here…”Hayden knelt down beside her and kissed her. She felt something rush down her throat, so hot and scalding that it almost burned her. She gasped and pushed away from him, suddenly alert. He rocked back on his feet and smiled.“Better?”Lolita rigidly rubbed her fist on her chest, trying to soothe the burning sensation she felt there.“Yes, surprisingly better.”Hayden was proud. “I figured you nee
An Abyss of TerrorHayden strode into the apartment, his hands stuck in his pocket. “What do you have for me?”Mr. Conner was having breakfast. He pushed his plate aside and stood. In the living room, three men huddled close together, speaking to themselves as they bored over suspicious looking tablets in front of them. Hayden glanced at them briefly before looking back at the big man.“Can I call you Burly? It sounds better than using your formal name.”Mr. Conners nodded. “Okay, if you want to. Do you want to sit with me?”Hayden shook his head impatiently. “No. Just throw it at me so I know what I’m dealing with.”“Fine.” Burly crossed his hands. “I can’t find them.”“What do you mean, you can’t find them?”“The people you mentioned earlier. Tessa, Samantha, Lolita.” He looked upwards in thought. “Do I have the names correct? I get so many names everyday and I seem to misplace them.”Hayden thoughtlessly grabbed his collar and yanked him forward. The gesture was so forceful, so aut
SAMMYSammy was in a really bad place. She was mostly driven by passion and determination, which her father really hated. He thought she was too self absorbed with the events in her life. Sammy would beg to disagree; the things and people in her life needed her touch. Only then would they be able to be fulfilled. She was the messiah for them. She made them feel better, just like she did Tessa.Oh, Tessa.Tessa was the first best friend she’d ever made. Sure, she had lots of friends, but most of them didn’t seem to want her. Tessa was the only one who actually needed her touch in her life. She was in a messy place then, obsessed with a man who would never love her. It took Sammy weeks—almost a month—to drag her out of that dark place. She showed her enough love to smother her, just enough for Tessa to be drawn to her.“He’s trash,” Sammy said to her the first time they talked about Tessa’s obsession. “He’s not worth it. You’re not supposed to fight a man who isn’t worth it to you.”Tes
HAYDENHe raised Lolita’s arm to his face, inhaling deeply. The infected flesh struck a chord of excitement in his heart. He liked seeing her this way; helpless and needy of his touch. She moaned in her sleep, trying to detach her arm from his grip. She was in too much pain, enough for her to escape into her dreams.He hated it when she tried to run from her problems, seeking solace from her delusions. Did she not see him enough? Did she not see that he loved her? A pang of fury crossed his eyes. Did she wish her lover was there, waiting patiently for her so they could have meaningless talks about the future? He wanted to yank her away from those dreams, to bring her back to reality so she could see his face again.“What are you doing?” Tessa asked quietly behind him. “Did you just smell her?”He nodded, and then kissed her arm where he had drawn the tattoos. “They’re infected. Call the doctor.”“No.”He turned slightly to look at her. “No?”“You pay her too much attention. She’s goin