Midnight stiffens as soon as I draw her into my body and everything gets extremely uncomfortable in that short second. Her face is squashed against my shoulder and her body is at an odd angle, leaning back against me with her ass on the outside and her long legs arranged in a simply weird position.
"Are we hugging?" she asks suddenly, without moving."No. I am hugging you but you're just in a very awkward position," I reply and even though I know it's maybe not the best idea, I move to be closer to her. I let go of her neck to slip my arm around her lower back and hug her properly. Midnight makes a sound in her throat and stiffens even more than before. Now her face is level with mine and very close, "This isn't a hug either, but it's not as weird as the last one. If you would just... relax your body a little and put your arm around me...""Like this?" he interrupts me, surprising me when he does as I asked and puts her arm around me. I'm about to say that we're actually hugging this time, but she brings her other hand up and puts it on my abdomen, "Okay, it's not that bad.""What's not that bad?""Your body, it feels good," she replies, and she reaches under my sweatshirt, touching my bare abdomen with her warm hands without any kind of shame, "I thought you were scrawny, but it's just because your clothes are too big. You have a nice body. Your face is still disfigured, but I'm confident it will be fixed at some point.""Actually, I've been known to have an almost too perfect face," I defend myself, offended. It's not a normal thing for me to have an omega dare call me disfigured just because of a couple of bruises on my face that will go away in a few days. Hans would never."Oh..." she moves a little closer and looks up until she's looking at my face. More than just seeing it, though, she scrutinizes every detail of it, but I don't mind. That gives me a chance to do the same with her face.Her lovely lips are dry, her eyebrows are a darker shade than her hair and her eyelashes are lighter. Her blue eye has a pupil larger than the brown one and her nose and cheeks are awash with freckles.I just realized that freckles are the sexiest thing someone can have on their face..... well, the second thing, if you know what I mean. MidnightThis day is turning out to be the most extreme day of my entire life. I've done a lot of things I've never done before.This day has been so weird that even a man is touching me. He put his heavy arm around my neck and pulled me to him in a rough way, like he would any other man, I guess. And I didn't like that.I know my clothes are awful, I know these pants fit me bigger than they should, that my blouse is asexual and doesn't shape my body, but I don't ever want to feel like I'm being treated like a man.I want to be pretty like Angie and have Bastian put his hands on my body in that soft way he did with her. I want people to look at me and think I'm pretty. I want them to see me and realize that I am attractive, sensual and as far away from a man as possible."Are we hugging?" I asked Grayson when i couldn't stand how that felt anymore. he replied no and then did the coolest thing that has ever happened to me, he put his arm around my waist to pull me into his body in a more romantic way than before.When he told me to do the same as him, my heart started to go crazy because I can't help but notice that this is the first time someone is touching me like this and the first time I am touching someone like this. It's unfamiliar to me.The last time I touched someone was my grandmother, twenty-two days ago, when we were preparing breakfast at the same time in the kitchen and I had to take a glass from the shelf next to her. I put my hand on her arm and she moved so I could pass.And the last time someone touched me was five months ago when I went for my regular checkup with my doctor. He put his hand on my shoulder when he was looking at my eyes with his ophthalmoscope and then on my back when he said goodbye to me.I always knew touching a man would be cool, but I didn't expect it to be this cool. Now I'm going to want to be hugging one all day. All the time.Grayson's skin is soft, and I can feel his abs firming up. I want to also lower my hand to roam inside his pants but I don't think it's wise to do that right now."Actually, I've been known to have an almost too perfect face,” Grayson replies when I tell him his face is disfigured. And I look up because I need to check that."Oh..." I whisper, as I get closer to his face to see the details I may have missed. I ignore his bad eye and start looking at the rest. I notice that he bears a strong resemblance to Bastian. His face has the same structure, his buzzed hair is the same color and his eyes are almost the same. The only difference is that Grayson is younger and cuter while Bastian is older and his features are rougher, "Can I kiss you?""What?!” he asks, leaning back and dropping his arm, "No f-...that’s not... we are-... I'm basically your uncle, you can't ask me that. It would be a sin."A sin? I’m not even religious."We're not related in any way, our blood couldn't be more different. Besides, even if you were my uncle, it wouldn't be a sin because incest only counts as a real sin when you have sexual encounters with your immediate family, your parents or your siblings. And that's not the case, not even the hypothetical one.”"Still, it wouldn't be right. You just met me and not in the most normal situation in the world. But… believe me, you do not want to kiss me. I’m a terrible kisser. You would regret it for the rest of your life.”I want to argue that his excuses are silly and that I'm pretty sure a kiss isn't something to make such a big deal about. People kiss all the time. People kiss after five seconds of knowing each other and nothing bad happens.But before I can work my case, the door opens and Lion sticks his head in, looking at us with narrowed eyes.Grayson immediately stands and raises his hands in the air."We weren't doing anything," he defends himself, but Lion looks at him as if he doesn't believe him, "I swear on my kids and my wife.""You're married?" I ask, starting to regret putting my hand on his abdomen, but he gives me a tired look and rolls his eyes, "Was that another one of your jokes?""He loves to say stupid things," Lionel answers for him, "But that doesn't matter, I'm ready to deal with you now, Midnight. Approach the living room for a family meeting."Bastian and Angie are already standing there when we arrive, Lion stops in front of us and starts rubbing his hands together before speaking."Listen, Midnight... I understand you're an adult and I'm a complete stranger to you, but," he takes a breath and starts to look caged, "You came out of me.""That's not true, I came out of my mother. You only fertilized an egg but you didn't carry me in your womb or give birth to me. That is impossible and ridiculous.""That's not what I mean, genius. I mean that thanks to me, you exist. You are my daughter and even though you seem to be a pain in the ass, I want to know you. I don't know if I'll have any more pups and I need someone to take care of me when I get old because Angie would just throw me in a nursing home and never visit me.""That's not true.""It is and you know it," he says towards her and then turns to me again, "What I'm getting at is that I'd like you to stay here for a while. We have an extra room you could stay in and.... I don't know, I could give you a job at the gym. It's all up to you. You can stay with me or you can go back to live with your grandmother, or I don't know, do whatever you want. You're free to do whatever you want.""What he wants is for you to stay and live here," Bastian sums up and I smile towards him because I missed seeing his beautiful face these fifteen minutes I was in Grayson's room, "We would like you to be part of our family.""Bastian is the dad, I'm the mom, Lionel is the baby and Angie is the drunk aunt that no one can stand," Grayson says, elbowing me again, "You can be the pet.""So you consider yourself your brother's wife, who you had a kid with? That one is actually funny," I laugh and he smiles as if pleased that I finally got one of his jokes. The others don't laugh, they just stare at us, "Well, I'd like to stay. I have nothing to do anywhere else anyway. I don't want to see my grandmother because I stole all her savings, I don't have any friends or anything special back there so I could stay here without any problem.""Well, yeah... except there's one more detail we want to mention," Angie says, approaching me slowly, "Did your mom... I mean, your grandmother, mention to you what... what we are? What you are?"I don't understand what she means. I look at her in confusion waiting for her to say something, but she doesn't. I look over to the others and they are still waiting for me to be the one to speak."No." They all look uncomfortable after that. Grayson grimaces and evades my eyes. "What are you talking about?""In this town… or clan, as we call it, we're all werewolves," Lion blurts out, confusing me even more. Is this another joke? "Your mom knew that when she met me. We met in London, we smoked weed, and I told her everything. Two weeks later she ran away from here apparently pregnant and now, here you are. And you're a werewolf too... a half-wolf, I guess, since your mom is human.”It's the stupidest thing I've ever heard in my life, but I can't really deny it because the voice inside my head wakes up and assures me it's true.My legs tremble and I have to scoot backwards to sit on the couch as my lungs begin to close in panic.Does this mean that the voice inside my head was right? Am I really part animal? I mean, it's easy to call myself crazy when the animal in my head is talking to me.... but how can I justify four people who are affirming my craziness?It would be too much of a coincidence if they were just as crazy as me, so this must be true. I am a werewolf. Once I manage to pull myself together, I ask a million questions. Fortunately, my father and Angie answer everything I ask, they manage to calm me down from the details that distressme. Except there are a lot of things that distress me. "Midnight, stop," Lion blurts out, as if he's tired of me, "I get that you don't understand and it must be a lot for you, but you can learn little by little, okay? For the moment, that's enough questions. I'm hungry.""Oh... okay.""Wait for us a little longer, we have to get ready before we go out to dinner," Angie says and grabs my hand to lead me to the apartment next door, until we arrive at a place... a be
When I open the door to Lion's apartment after knocking softly, the three men are sitting on the couch watching television."What took you so long—oh, boy," Grayson lowers his gaze to my body, especially my breasts and legs. I love the attention so much that I can't help but do a spin in front of him so he can see all of me, "This isn't the same Midnight that arrived here.""Don't let Angie turn you into her clone, okay?" Lion asks, barely giving me a glance and rolling his eyes, then he extends his beer towards me as if he's offering but I shake my head, "Come and sit with us while we wait.""Okay," I walk over to the couch and make room between Grayson and Bastian again, "Lionel, I have a lot of questions for you. The first is this: what...""This isn't an interview is it?" he interrupts me, with a grimace, "I've always hated interviews. Tell me something about yourself, and I'll tell you something about me.""I have nothing to tell about myself. Nothing interesting has ever happene
For the first time in my life I start to feel like a relatively normal person, sitting here with my father, my aunt and the neighbors. I dare to order a salad with chicken and a pink lemonade. I'm hoping the chicken doesn't give me indigestion, but if it does... then it will have been worth it because it's seriously, seriously delicious. Much better than I could have imagined.We're chatting smoothly, I haven't been asked anything that makes me feel inadequate, they’re explaining more about the wolf thing and every time I turn around, Jake is watching me like he wants to eat me for dinner. That makes me feel all warm inside. I'm feeding off his attention more than the salad."Do you have a girlfriend?" I ask my dad, as he's taking a drink of the sparkling water he ordered and for some reason my question makes his throat close up and choke a little."He has three," Angie answers for him, and Lionel narrows his eyes at her, but doesn't correct her. That makes me widen my eyes in surpris
So... my first day in this clan was quite an adventure. A strange adventure. After my panic attack and apologizing four times to Jake, we return to the table and surprisingly, everyone acts as if nothing happened. I finish my salad and refuse all offers of meat from Lion, who keeps insisting that I need to eat meat and it's a sin that I don't. Then I have to endure a lecture about why eating meat is so damn important for the development of a wolf's body, muscles and even mental health. And I assure him that I will eat meat eventually, just not so soon. Once we arrived back at the building, we said goodbye to the Baylor brothers and walk into the apartment. For the first time as a family. "I'm going to bed," Lionel announces, looking weird and unsure in front of me. Angie gives me a smile before she starts walking down the hall, "You can, you know, grab whatever you want from the fridge and stuff... make yourself at home." "Thanks." "Tomorrow I'll wake you
"Hi, Mid!" Grayson greets me in a happy voice, bursting into the office and snapping me out of my stalking. I peel my gaze away from my favorite man to smile at him. I glance at the clock on the computer and realize I've spent almost five hours staring at men and squeezing my legs to try to do something about everything I'm feeling down there, "Smells like you’re horny.” “I-I don’t…” I stutter, blinking and feeling my face get hot with embarrassment, but Grayson just laughs at me. “Don’t worry, I get it,” he shakes his head, “And I have a present for you." He hands me a box and I squeal as I forget my embarrassment because this is so cool. I know I'll never talk to anyone, but at least I'm going to be able to do stuff on it and stop missing my computer. Plus, I'm going to be able to watch pörn in a more convenient way now. I'm really excited about that. Grayson links the office number to my phone so it rings there now. At least then this thing will have incomi
{ Grayson } I can tell Midnight is three seconds away from taking me up on my offer and yanking my shorts down to take advantage of me in seven different ways... or eight, because she hates the number seven. That wouldn't bother me, but this isn't the best time for the kind of sëxual vibes that are going on between us. I can't say for sure that I won't jump all over her and lick her all over right here in front of everyone. But after Lion's speech about how he doesn't want any disrespect towards his daughter, I'm not very comfortable with those hot looks said daughter is giving me. They make me feel like a traitor. "I could have touched Jake yesterday, but I didn't because I was afraid," Midnight blurts out suddenly, not taking her eyes off my exposed torso. I make a confused face but she keeps talking before I can ask her what she means, "I really wanted to touch him. But I was afraid." "That's good, you shouldn't go around thinking about touching the bo
"Go ahead," I shrug, and wipe the sweat from my brow with my hand, "Talk fast because I only have two hours and you're wasting them." "My dad is not very happy with you, in fact he's looking for a space in his busy schedule just to come and nag you," she mutters, and her words make me let out a tired grunt. My promoter is not happy with me, but that's not a surprise. He's never been happy with me. I don't even know why he bid for the job if he thinks I'm so difficult, "He thinks you're being way too controversial on social media. Much more than you should be. Plus, Jake accepted the rematch and since 'it's obvious he'll beat you again' he thinks you'll lose a lot of followers for being pathetic." "Actually, since I started being controversial I've gained a lot of followers," I explain, but Gemma doesn't look too impressed, "Granted, it's not the best audience in the world, but at least I'm making a name for myself. You have to admit, it's pretty impressive how much fame I have f
The moment I get home, I throw my backpack on the floor and go to my room to pull out my phone and see what's going on. Of course, Redboxinggloves is doing his thing once again. @RedBoxingGloves: "You can't miss this Saturday the 5th the #rematch between @GrayBull and @RogersJake Who will be the winner? Oh, well, that answer is obvious." How does that person know when the rematch will be and I don't? And why are so many people commenting that they're #TeamJake like we're talking about that stupid vampire movie Angie used to be obsessed with? To my surprise, there are also several people who are #TeamGray and it's not just omegas lusting after me, there are several alphas commenting that too. I take it upon myself to reply to as many as I can and then go on to stalk that stupid account I hate so much. @RedBoxingGloves: "Riddle of the day: who is this mystery omega walking around #BeastMaker today?" There are two attached photos of Midnight where almost all you can see are h
Her lips feel warm, somewhat trembling and, after a few seconds, wet, when she opens them a little to take my bottom lip between hers. "That's enough," I pull away, when the ten seconds she demanded have passed and a shiver runs down my back. Everything feels like we just did something pretty horrific like killing a poor little puppy and I hate feeling this way, "Can we go now?" Mid stares at me with dreamy eyes for a few seconds, not moving, but then reacts and nods. I get out of there as fast as possible and once I'm out of her sight, I wipe my mouth. That was fücking disgusting. "Guys, this is my very good friend Midnight," I introduce her when we get to the table and everyone greets her briefly. I pull up a chair for her and place her next to me. Immediately Cums smiles at her, "Don't get distracted by her, Cums." "Sorry, sorry, I won't stare at your 'friend'," he promises, making quotation marks in the air, "But I di have to ask, are you wearing some kind o
"Where are we going?" Midnight asks, sitting on my bed as I stuff the bills in my pocket, "I guess it's not to see an exhibition, is it? Because then you wouldn't have been wrong about the century, or maybe you weren't wrong because the renaissance basically did start in the 12th century... not in art, but the mess with the bourgeoisie that made people start denying the fe.." "No, we're not going to go see any exhibitions," I interrupt her to make her shut the fück up, "We're going to go to a really fun and nice place where there are lots of games and entertaining things. You're going to love it." "So why didn't you want Bastian to know? Besides... I'm really sleepy," she complains, "Can’t you go by yourself?" "No, I can't. You have to go with me because if Bastian sees you here he's going to know that I was lying, plus I know that in about two hours he's going to ask me for proof that we're together at an exhibition so I need you," I grab her hand to make her get up, "And I p
{ Grayson } Midnight's mouth hangs open for probably thirty seconds before she blinks again and looks at me like I'm desecrating against her virginity. Which I'm obviously not doing. As far as I remember, at no point did I ask to insert anything into her or even touch her. I wouldn't object to doing so, but I never offered. "No," she whispers, unable to believe I said that and steps back to let go, "That's not fair at all." "Of course it is. You invaded my privacy, now I'll be invading yours. Seems like a very mature arrangement to me, actually, considering I had no choice and just had to put up with someone watching me at my most vulnerable moment. Maybe it's not a very evident thing, but I'm very shy and insecure about my sëxuality. Just like you." "You're manipulating me," Mid complains making a very slight and adorable pout. "Manipulating?" I pretend to think about that for a few seconds, "Mmm, yes. You're right, I am manipulating you." "So..." "So, we need to p
Angie asks me what's wrong but I can't muster up the courage to tell her because I'd have to tell her extremely embarrassing things. Maybe she's cool and all, but I don't think it's a good idea to tell her. I've never been to such a big, beautiful, fancy mall before. There are a lot of major stores where just breathing costs half a million dollars. Or, I should say pounds. Anyway, it's all very expensive and I don't even plan to go near it. However, Angie tells me that Lion has plenty of money so she gives me permission to buy whatever I want. Maybe I should buy "normal" clothes so Lion stops making faces when he sees what I'm wearing, or so people at BM stop saying I just want attention and I'm desperate for sëx (even when technically they're absolutely right) but I don't want to. I buy close-fitting cropped tops, mini-skirts and other things that show off my legs, and pretty lingerie in case I ever get up the nerve to seduce someone. I also buy shoes and other things that are
The moment I realize Gray knows I'm here, I do what any sane person would do: run. I run straight to my room and I'm so shocked that I don't even think about Bastian and Angie having sëx. I bury my face in my pillow and scream at the top of my lungs because I have so many feelings inside me I don’t know what to do with them. So many emotions. And arousal, unfortunately, is one of the most prominent. My phone starts ringing on the small piece of furniture on the side of the bed and Gray's name appears on the screen along with a picture of his handsome face. Of course I don't answer it. I don't plan on ever talking to him again. I stay with my face buried in my pillow for the rest of the night, regretting being so me. I don't know if I slept or not because I don't feel tired and my eyes were closed most of the night, but my mind never stopped working, so I'm not sure. I just know it's morning because Lion knocks on my door like he does every day, except this time I don't get
"What's wrong?" I ask Mid. She shrugs her shoulders without saying anything and climbs down from my car along with her new friend, who gives her a tight hug. "Thank you. It's time to go home, but I'll call you tomorrow," she promises and Midnight's face lights up again, "Bye." "Bye, Fiona," Mid tells her and then Fiona gives me a dirty look before walking off down a dark alley. I wait for Mid to tell me something about what happened at the club or with her new friend, but she just walks to the passenger seat and waits for me to open the door. She smells upset and looks like it, too. I don’t understand why. Midnight I've never been mad at anyone before, not even at my grandmother. I've been mad at situations, of course, but never at another person. And I know I shouldn't be, it's so silly. But I can't help it either. "Seriously, Mid. Tell me what's wrong, you're so quiet," Gray asks once he manages to start the car and we're on our way home. "I thought kissing was some
Before long I find another guy to direct my lust towards, since Matthew hasn't stopped kissing Regina. This guy is the bartender. His eyes are big, his hair is long and his body is big and tall. The way he picks up different bottles and makes drinks is magnificent. I think I’m in love again. I decide to follow my heart and go order a drink just to hear his probably melodious voice. I don't have any money in me, but I can stay there with him until Gray comes back from the bathroom and pays for me. My whole plan is set and as I walk to the bar, I push my boobs up in my bra so they look bigger. I brush my hair with my fingers and quickly pull out my phone to check with the camera to make sure the makeup Angie put on me still looks good. In theory, I look beautiful. And in theory, I'd really like to talk to the bartender and flirt with him, but in reality I settle into a spot at the bar and stand there for another ten minutes without daring to get his attention. Luckily, no
“Let's talk about the relevant topic,” I say, trying to force myself to shake the bad feelings and smile, “Did you like the kiss?" "Yes, it was really good," she says, "But I had no idea what I was doing. And when you kissed my neck... I came close to dying." "Do you want to try that again?" "No, that's enough for today." I have nothing left to do but accept, so I just shrug and pull out my phone as I sit down next to her. I have a bunch of texts from Gemma. "Hey, Mid do you want to go to a club?" "Sure, when?" "Right now. It's Gemma's birthday and I totally forgot," I mumble, texting Gemma that I planned to go to her house anyway to give her her present, "Go get ready while I go in search of a present." "What should I wear?" she asks, jumping out of bed, playing with her hair again and looking excited, "I'll go ask Angie." She leaves without giving me a chance to answer and I have to get my car to go buy something. The only thing I find open n
"I don't care if I’m ruining the mood. If I leave, you won’t do anything and you’re just going to stare at each other like the losers you are," I express and move a little closer until I'm almost glued to Mid from behind. I put her hair gently on one shoulder to bare her long neck and start stroking it very slowly to make her feel calmer, careful not to be aggressive because if I am she's going to get up like a scared dog again, "For god's sake, Baxter. Do something. If I didn't know better I'd think you have no game at all." I earn a smack on my arm from him but I'm getting used to physical abuse so I don't even feel it. Bax finally takes advantage of Mid being in a trance from my touch to put a hand on her face and move in to leave a chaste kiss on her lips. Mid gives a little gasp when she feels it and turns to me with a big smile. My hand is still on her neck, and I don't want to move it. Her skin is so soft. It smells so good in here. And her pulse looks so delicious that I