Yeah. You could love me, but I guess we’re past that now. I don’t respond to him. I’m too emotionally charged. The clacking of heels pulls my attention up to a waitress.
“What will it be, Hun?”
“A burger and coke will be fine. Thanks.”
She returns to her spot behind the counter, leaving me to over-analyze the message again. How does he have my number? Why is he even bothering to reach out?
Maybe he misses you. Like you miss him.
He rejected us, remember? Maybe we should not hold on to unrealistic hopes.
Vera’s whining gets louder before I shut her out.
The waitress brings my food, and I
Vera, why does he still smell like he’s our mate? I ask her.Silence is the only answer I get. Something weird is going on. I look around the room until I find those deep emerald eyes staring back at me. My breath hitches, and my eyes drink in the sight of him. He’s still so beautiful. His brown hair is messy, like he just rolled out of bed. His gray shirt hides the solid planes of his body, but I still remember how they felt beneath my fingertips. It feels like I’m seeing him for the first time again, only stronger. A pang of needs hits my core, making me jolt. That’s something I haven’t felt in a long time. Taking a deep breath to steady myself, I move my gaze back to his eyes. The hate I know I’ll see there should be enough to calm my body down. Only I don’t see hate swimming in those green pools. I see relief. The way he’s looking at me has my heart ready to dive right back into his warmth.
Fury takes control with each step that Amber takes from me. I look at the small girl next to me, and I feel nothing but disgust. How could I not see that Grace is related to Amber?I wish I could kill you right now, Zeke growls.Me too, buddy. Me too. “What the hell, Grace?”“Oh, come on. You don’t even want her, so don’t pretend that you give two shits about how she feels.”“I care about her.”“Then why did you reject her? Why’d you run her off?”“She’s your cousin. Why are you so hellbent on hurting her? Why’d you lie about us being in a relationship?”“Because she left me. She was my best friend. But I came back one day, and she
“I’m so sorry you’re dealing with this, Amber. I’m here if you need me.”“Why?”“What?”“Why would you be here for me?”“Honestly? Because I don’t care what happened in the past. What good would it do either of us for me to continue to be upset over Cory, or what happened in high school? Of course, it hurt at the time, but I have Colin now. I have a completely different life. I don’t want to waste it by being upset over the past.” “Oh.” “There is something I’m curious about. Why did you sleep with Cory?”“That’s a loaded question.” I let out a forced sigh. “One that I’m not sure I have a good answer to. Honestly, it wasn’t about who I was hurting. It was just about making people as miserable as this pack made me. I’m sorry that I hurt you. You didn’t deserve it. What was going on with me was not your fault.”Tears run do
I watched that little cottage all night. Amber never came home. I’m kicking myself for not having someone keep tabs on her. Trees shake beneath me as I jump across them, hoping to beat the sunrise. I make it back to the dirty motel just seconds before light spills into the sky. It’s quiet. Kimi and the other young vampires went ahead to scope out the next pack. I’ll join them all tonight after they find a safe place to stay. Whatever pack they went to better be good. We only got one she-wolf to add to the dungeons from Moonbeam Hills. Might’ve had two if I hadn’t drained the other one.We need more she-wolves on tap so we can stop hunting for a while. Or at least the others can stop hunting. I’ll keep hunting until I find Amber. My pet. She’ll be my main meal until she’s completely dry. Hell, maybe I’ll break open her bones and suck out the marrow too. Maybe I won’t kill her. Maybe I’ll just keep her around forever, sneaking a taste here and there of her
As the flames bury my father, my soul feels dead. My father is gone, and he took a piece of me with him. I keep the tears at bay, refusing to cry in front of my old pack, but just thinking about how empty I feel has my eyes stinging. The pack leaves, making their way to the memorial dinner. I don’t look around to see who’s staying or going. The flames rage on, devouring the man who raised me. I can’t look away from their hypnotizing dance. I sink to my knees. A million thoughts run through my head as the fiery energy dwindles. There were so many things I never got to say to my father. So many unspoken apologies.“I’m sorry, dad. For everything, for running off like mom did, for disappointing you. All of it. I wish I visited you more, but I was a coward. Too scared to come back here and face my broken heart. Now, you’re gone, and I’m all alone in the world. Wherever you are, I hope you’re happy. Please watch over me.”The nipping wind b
The noisy dining hall fades into the background the second I see her walk in. I can tell she senses me by the way her muscles tense up. Nice to know I still have such an effect on her. I watch her as she weaves through the crowd. Since she came back, I’ve noticed that she only wears baggy clothes. I can only guess that she does that to keep attention off her. Unfortunately, baggy clothes can’t hide her beauty from me. I lose interest in my food as I watch her pick hers. She turns around and searches the room for an empty table. Her gaze skips the empty seat between Paige and me. There aren’t many more options for her. Her eyes dart to the door. My blood becomes frantic. After yesterday, I’ve been trying to find a way to make things between us better. I nudge Paige’s arm and jerk my head in Amber’s direction.“Amber, you can sit with us.”“Um, I’m just going to go back to my dad’s place.”“Nonsense, take a seat.” Paige pats the seat between us.“Yes, Luna.”Her scent grabs hold of me,
I wince, but nod. I’m not sure what answer she’s looking for. Though she probably doesn’t want to hear that I slept with her cousin because I missed her so damn much. She keeps her face unreadable. Panic swallows me. Zeke feels it too. His paws pound on my head as he paces.“Grace went back to her school yesterday. I saw her off myself,” Paige says.Finally, she takes a deep breath and opens her mouth to say something. She mutters unintelligible words before standing up and running out of the room.“What did I do?”“Nothing. She just needs time. You really hurt her, but it’s more than that. Her own behavior has come back to bite her in the ass, plus her dad just died. She’s under a lot of stress,” Paige replies. “She literally just ran from me, Paige. There has to be something I can do.”Paige doesn’t hide her irritation with me. She gives me a scowl before leaving the table. Colin sits there with a dumbstruck look on his face. I can see him struggling with something, but right now,
A bright light pries my eyes open. I blink several times until I can see clearly. Looking around, I realize I’m still sitting on Amber’s porch. A blanket covers the lower half of my body. A warm sliver of hope drifts through me. She knew I was out here, and she cared enough to give me a blanket. Is she not angry? I pick up the soft blanket, it smells like her. Now I know why I slept so well. A loud whistle turns my attention to the open back door. Her long hair is pulled back, the inky strands glittering in the sun. Her pink lips curve into a smile.“Coffee?”“Please.”I follow her through the house, looking at the broken plates on the floor, the boxes stacked everywhere. It’s obvious that she can’t wait to leave. She lifts up on her toes to reach a cabinet full of mugs. Her baggy shirt lifts, show
Luckily for us, our specialist agreed to move onto packlands for the last few weeks of my pregnancy. By the time we reach the hospital, I’m in tears from the pain. Our doctor meets us by the front door. “How long are the contractions?” “It’s just a constant pain,” Alex answers as he lays me on the hospital bed. “She’s had no relief.” “Okay. Amber, honey, it’s Dr. Roberts. Are you feeling any pressure to push?” My response is stolen by a sharp bite of pain to my pelvis. I grip Alex’s hand. Every single coping technique I learned during my pregnancy goes out the window. I barely register the rustling of bodies around me or the fact that Dr. Roberts is checking how close to delivery I am. “The babies are
The sound of laughter carries through my childhood home. Alex offered to build a new one right next to the swimming hole, but I didn’t want to ruin that sacred ground. Instead, we turned my father’s old home into our new one. We gutted everything in it and started anew. Now, it’s a place of a happiness. “Princess! Come on, everyone wants to see you,” Alex says, grabbing my hand and dragging me to the living room. “Okay. Okay. Geez, I just wanted some snacks.” “You know, I’m going to have to come up with another name for you once the twins get here.” I lay a hand on my swollen belly. “Yeah, if one of them is a girl.” “Trust me. We’re having a boy and a girl. Just like Paige and Peyton only cuter cause they’ll be ours.”
“Tonight, we welcome Amber Tremaine as Gamma Alex’s mate. She is already a part of our family, now she’ll be a part of our pack. She will receive the title of Gamma female and should be treated with such respect,” Colin states with a clipped tone. “Alex cut into your mate’s palm please.”Paige hands him a small dagger. The handle of it is worn like it’s been used in many ceremonies before ours. His love filled eyes are glued to mine as he slices the knife across my hand. The ache from my splitting skin is overshadowed by the joy I feel. Blood warms the wound as it begins to seep out.“Now, Amber do the same to him, please.”The blade runs through his hand, setting his blood free. I place my bloody palm in his, the mixture of our blood creates a stream of wind around us. Right now, Alex and I are the only two beings in existence. I’m tran
Colin clears his throat. “Good evening, everyone. We have a lot to cover tonight so if you’ll all find your seats, we can get started.” He goes silent waiting for the rustling of moving bodies to stop. “First, I’d like to say thank you all for coming tonight. I know tonight comes at a bitter time for some of you. Paige and I are grateful that you could attend. Second, I’d also like to take a moment to thank each of the fallen. We lost a lot of good people during this fight. I know this was something we’d rather not have to endure but their death was not in vain. We defeated the evil and ended its wrathful reign. I hope that brings solace to their souls and that of their families. Please know that Paige and I are prepared to support you in any way you may need. Just reach out.“Now, I’d like for every person who helped us defeat the Midnight Sin clan to stand,” Colin announces.
Choosing to stay in Onyx Flame was an easy choice after Paige’s words. I realize that not every pack member is going to be happy about this. In fact, I’m guessing that more will be angry than happy, but this is my home. I’m tired of running from it. “Are you nervous?” Paige asks. “Not really.” “Ah, so I’m on my own with that then.” “Yeah, but you have a good reason.” Paige slides her fingers through my hair, twisting my dark strands into an intricate up-do. I look at her in the mirror. Her hair flows down her back, her body covered in a black dress. She meets my gaze and smiles at me. “You know, I never thought I’d say this but I’m really glad to call yo
My smile widens, and Amber’s jaw drops.“Are you sure?”“Absolutely. We couldn’t think of anyone better,” Paige embraces Amber. “And before you ask, yes, we are sure that we want you to be the godmother. We’re not just asking because you’re Alex’s mate either. We’re asking because I want my child to know what true resilience and strength is. You’ve been through hell more times than any of us but you’re still a good person. You’re an amazing person. Please say yes.”“Yes.”An excited laugh leaves Paige. Her body jumps up as if she just won an award.“Paige and I aren’t announcing to everyone else until the banquet. So, you can’t tell anyone! No one else knows,” Colin says.“We’re the first to know? I feel special,” I laugh.
I meet her eyes as she stands in front of me. Her leg comes out and places a tiny kick to my shin.“There. I hurt you. Happy?”“No. NO. We are not happy. Kick his ass, Amber!” My mother yells.“Really? I’m your son!”She shrugs. “I came for a show.”My mother looks to Amber with a glint in her eye. Amber chuckles before facing me. “I guess I’ll be giving everyone a show then.”A devilish smile covers her face. A shiver of fear spreads over me. Oh, this might be the worst decision I’ve ever made.No, rejecting her was. You deserve this for hurting her and for hurting us, Zeke snarls.Amber’s fist connects with my right eye. Fuck, she can punch
I blow the steam from my coffee and look at my sleeping mate. It took me hours to get her calmed down last night. When I found her at the swimming hole, she was in tears. She couldn’t even get the words out to tell me what happened. But when she finally did, I was heartbroken for her. Knowing that Linda killed her mother and watching Linda kill her mother are two different types of pain. My tongue recoils to the touch of the still too hot coffee. I jerk the cup from my mouth, spilling a little down my shirt.“Fuck,” I hiss.Amber’s eyes open, finding mine immediately. She sits up, her face still stained from yesterday’s burdens.“Sorry, didn’t mean to wake you.”“It’s time to get up anyways. I have training.”“Oh, okay. Get dressed and I’ll walk you down.”
I’ve sent most of my kingdom to live safely on the surface, hidden from those who want our lives. It’s just me and my mother left. I’ve been putting off running for so long because I want Troy to choose me. I hate how I’ve pined for him, hoping that on one of my visits, he’ll realize that I’m who he is supposed to be with. All the men that I’ve had in the years since have never come close to what I felt when I was with him. They never will but I have to let this idea of being his go. He’s happy with Linda, and I have to accept that. At least living on the surface, I might get to see Amber more. Amber jumps on my glittering, purple tail. “Always with the tail, my pearl. You have no idea how much I wish I could give you one of your own.” “Mama, look!” Amber hands me a drawing that she made. Me with my purp