Damn it! Rai inwardly cursed as he took another big gulp of his favorite orange canned drink. Even though there is only one con, it is such a heavy reason that is equal, or overweighs the pros, okay?! Rai felt like he just came back to square one, which is really frustrating. It feels like he hasn't made any progress… like nothing has changed at all! Why would we think of the advantages of doing the mission only to be hit by the disadvantage, which is just only one but overweighs them all?!“Rai…” Vince called and inwardly sighed when he saw the heavy expression on Rai’s face. He can see that the other is struggling internally. Struggling with what, he doesn’t know. All he knows is that it must be something very important.Vince can see that Rai is a carefree person, just like Raiver*. It is understandable since Rai grew up in a comfortable environment. Even if his parents are absent, Raiver has his elder brother Rynier to dote on him. It is already good that Raiver didn’t grow up cro
Vince sighed in relief after he received Spade’s reply. It would be good if Spade could help Rai in his internal struggle, since an internal struggle is one of the hardest and most complicated matters that one has to face and solve. One may not even have the courage to face it, while one may have the courage to face the problem yet can’t find a solution. So, in the end, they will still be drowning in that problem as long as they can’t solve it.This is what Vince doesn’t want Rai to face, since Vince has already gone through it once when he found out about Kaiser’s ‘twin sister’ Kaila, and when Victor and Kaiser’s relationship turned to a romantic one. Vince was torn whether to confront Kaiser or not about his ‘cross-dressing’. Vince also is still trying to adapt to the change in the nature of Victor and Kaiser’s relationship. And Vince can tell you that it was really very hard to do. That is why Vince didn’t force Rai earlier to open up to him about his problem.“Reiner?” Vince mutte
Reiner doesn’t want to think about the worst. But Reiner can’t just help but freak out since he doesn’t know where to find his lover. Because Shane didn’t tell him where to find him. So, Reiner is frantic to find where he could find Shane. He already sent Raiver a message asking Raiver if he would know where Shane could be. But Raiver hasn’t replied yet. Raiver must be busy right now.It is shameful to say, but Reiner has to ask other people where his lover could be. However, this is all that Reiner could do right now, since no matter how much he wanted to find Shane, he doesn’t even know where to start looking. So, all he can do is ask Raiver, and even Rynier to help him find Shane.“Raiver…” Reiner muttered when he recalled something.Vince started when he heard Raiver’s name. He subconsciously raised his head and turned to look, but he didn’t see Raiver anywhere. It was then that he realized that Reiner spoke Raiver’s name because Reiner recalled something regarding Raiver.“What i
Reiner: Shane, whatever problem that you have, just remember that I will always be here for you, okay? I love you.Shane’s tears fell as he leaned the back of his head on the cold wall before he hugged his knees. He felt cold, but Reiner’s words made his heart feel warm. He may have already decided to do the mission, but it just hurts when you try to distance yourself to the one that you love.The door of the comfort room opened and footsteps can be heard approaching Shane.“You, too…” it was Spade. “Why did you and Rai do this at the same time?” he asked and then sighed.“Rai…” Shane muttered. His voice is nasally due to him crying. “What’s wrong with Rai?” he asked.
“Rai!” Shane called as he ran toward Rai after he and Spade found Rai by the lake. “Rai! How are you? Why are you here?” he asked as he squatted next to Rai, who was sitting on the ground while hugging his knees where he rested his chin as he stared at the surface of the lake.Rai didn’t answer and just continued to look at the lake where the ripples could be seen on its surface after a gentle breeze blew.“Rai…?” Shane called.Rai closed his eyes before he sighed. “Shane. Spade.” He muttered as he looked at the two.Shane nodded. “Yes, it’s us.” He said. “What happened to you? Why did you come here?” he asked Rai.If it was the usual, Rai would have already retorted with the words ‘am I not allowed to be here?’ with his eye roll. But, this is not the usual.“I… want to have some space… some time to think.” Rai answered.Shane fell silent since he also did the same thing. He went to the comfort room where it is silent and he is alone. Because silence makes one feel calm and it also gi
“It is still Reiner… it can only be Reiner!” Shane said and sighed as he, Rai, and Spade threw pebbles on the lake and watched the pebbles stumble upon the surface of the water for two or three times before they finally sank.What Shane meant is that his target – the person that he will fall in love with, would only be Reiner, even if he is in another identity.“I am not surprised.” Rai muttered and threw another pebble. After all, it was only Reiner who Shane loved. If Shane would fall in love for the second time, it can only be with Reiner.“And I will do my best not to make Reiner fall for me as Sheinna!” Shane said as he clutched the pebble tightly on his hand. How bad would it be if Reiner would fall for him as Sheinna? Not only would he lose Reiner, but it would also leave a bad taste on his mouth since Reiner would have cheated on him. After all, despite him asking for some space from Reiner, they are not yet officially over.In short, they haven’t had a breakup yet, so if Rein
Since their mission is to make someone fall in love with them, or as Spade told Rai and Shane – to fall in love with someone, either way, there must be a target: either for the target to fall in love with them, or for you to fall in love with the target. Or else, who will they fall in love with, or will they fall in love with? A plant? An object? Worse, an animal?Anyway, Shane, who has finally made his decision, already has a target who is none other than his lover Reiner. Even if Reiner is already Shane’s lover, their mission states that they have to use their female identities which they got after they were cursed to turn into a girl as their punishment for playing with the girls’ feelings before. In short, they just reaped what they have sown. So, Shane, who chose the second option which is to fall in love with the target, would rather fall in love with Reiner than anyone else, even if he is in his female identity.As for Kaiser, along with Stelle, even though they have the goddes
“Hey, it seems that Vince is really going to us! He looked our way!” Shane told Rai and Spade when he saw that Vince looked at them three who were in the lake area.“But why would he come here?” Rai nervously asked as his cheeks flushed red. He never thought that he would be charmed by Vince and he would fall for Vince. The person aside… he doesn’t even expect that he would fall for a guy!Rai should’ve seen it from the start. He might have avoided it before and also denied it, but he can’t hide the fact that he was really charmed by Vince. Vince is very kind, not to mention sincere. He is also good-looking. So, who wouldn’t fall for Vince? Even if it wasn’t Vince’s intention to charm people, and wasn’t even aware of his charms… still, Rai was unable to escape from Vince’s charm.Shane turned to look at Rai and smiled. “Who knows? Maybe he came for you?” he said. His gaze was teasing as he watched Rai’s face slowly turn red.Spade looked at them two – one teasing while the other was b