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Chapter 29: The Undefinable Feelings

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ADY

'Oh my god, he's too close...'

I couldn't take my eyes off Jasper. Even he looked right into my eyes like he could see my soul. Even his warm breath was close enough for me to feel. And that scene we were in seems like something I've only seen on TV.

"Jasper, what are you doing?" I asked him, avoiding noticing my stuttering voice.

Jasper suddenly smiled, and he let go of me. When he put one of his hands behind his head, I saw his ear turning red.

"Did I surprise you?" Jasper said, smiling.

I said nothing and just kept looking at Jasper. Jasper stopped smiling and rubbed his nose bridge with a finger.

"I won't kiss you even if I want to if I know you don't want to," Jasper said. "OK, just go inside," he said.

I can't believe that this kind of man still exists. He had a chance to kiss me, but he held back. For some women, it might be an insult, but for me, it has a huge effect. Instead of making me angry, he impressed me. A man like him still doesn't need to prove that "he ca
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