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2024-10-29 19:42:56Oisin's POV
What the fuck happened?! She went from 0-100 back to 0 in a few minutes.
I can see the upsetting memories she has of me in her minds eye and negative hear the nagging little negative thoughts she has floating around her head.
She thinks I'm taking her for an emotional roller coaster ride?! Damn faeries always being so dramatic. If they aren't living on rainbows and sunshine it's gloomy and dark.
I want to tell her everything. Why she is feeling like she's falling down a dark well. Why I'm to bloody scared to admit I might have a second mate...or maybe she is my only mate and those happy years of my life were a sham.
But her non-stop inner monologue continues down the depressing rabbit hole to a very scary place. Suicide.
I may not have a soul but I was raised to believ
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