I made my way downstairs to the kitchen where all the others were already sitting while the dinner was unserved. I am not afraid but I fear they would send me away. I don't fear about my life but about the mission.
I saw all my brothers seated at the dining table. As my eyes went from one face to another not leaking a trace of emotion to Mason, my elder brother. I was hit by a sudden rush of emotions. I never saw these people until now since I was a toddler. I would have hugged them, and talked to them about everything that would have happened if they took me when I was fourteen years older. But at that thought, my emotions have dried away and my determination strengthened.
"Mason," I said as my voice was devoid of every emotion that was going on in me. But, not only me, Mason was not any less either because before all of it went away, I could see the surprise in his eyes, his eyes went blank and his face was not showing a trace of emotion just like mine. But he
After I sat beside my twin, everyone started eating. I just served myself a little bit of salad while all the others are eating as if they never ate. Except for mason who too was eating salad like me. And especially Noah and Liam who were eating like pigs. But I wouldn't judge them, I used to eat just like that. "Why don't you say a little bit about yourself ?" James said. As soon as he said all the attention was on me. Okay...... What should I say? The past that makes them run away from me and look at me with disgust or the present that I am eating or the future that I have no idea but the possibility that I would be six feet under the ground in one more month? What should I say? "I have nothing to say. " I said stiffly. Olivia scoffed and glared back. I just ignored her and again started eating while all were staring at me while Noah and Liam were both staring and eating. " I think you have to eat before your food cools down. Otherwise, iner
As soon as I ate Liam and Noah started trying to drag me around the house. The keyword is trying. But as soon as I started glaring at them they gulped down in fear and started walking and speaking like how normal human beings are supposed to be. If not for the human body I would have thought they were animals and will probably be putting them in a jungle for the sake of humans. Literally. Ethan tagged along with us. I could see that he wanted to speak like how twins were supposed to speak. I do want to. But it is much better like this. I don't want us to be so close, because the first reason is they are looking and it wouldn't be good for them. Secondly, if I do get close I don't think I could go away. There is not much time left for me anyway. Even if I do get close……….. But I couldn't............ because of them. I couldn't save him because of them......... I shook away those thoughts before the darkness would spread in my entire heart makin
As the sun rises, the rays enter through the window making shadows of the objects that are coming in its way.Soon it reached me and gave me the strength to start a new day.But even if there is a strength I don't feel it break through my shields.Even though there is the strength it is for the robotic actions that I have to do.Because as I thought, these rays couldn't penetrate through the shields I built. Instead, it reflects my surface on the mirror that is in front of me.The girl in front of me is broken. Her eyes looked lifeless. Blank. Her face is emotionless, ready to fight everything that comes in her way.I want to die...... but I promised him. She is just breathing not living. He asked me to live happily but didn't he know that I am lifeless...... Didn't he know that I am nothing without him.Before I could think anything further there wa
Art.The blending of colors showing those true emotions which we couldn't comprehend normally. Those colors may be light or dark but it always shows me the emotions. It always shows deep pain which is hidden in plain sight. A true artist is a person, who doesn't blend the colors but the emotions. Him/ her shoes the nature beyond imagination. Not only the perspective must be different but also the spirituality that is present in this nature. And a person who has a gift to show those is a real, true artist.Art is something I deeply admire but suck at doing it. I do love art. Art is something I invested myself in from my childhood. But when the frustration, sadness, and anger overwhelms me the first thing that comes to my mind is music. Music which might be nature, metallic band, or anything genre it speaks to me. Some people might think of it as crazy but the truth is you could only understand the true art behind music when you are truly in t
I ran to my room and rummaged through my closet for professional clothing and finally found decent looking clothes. But I didn't have time.This white skirt and pink shirt is good enough for now. Applying a little lip balm and a light mascara to look decent enough I curled my hair at the ends. I have kept rules that all my employees have to wear professional clothing and it is must and should rule. But I really regret that right now. I believe that during work time, we should mostly focus on work and giving small regulations to your work dress code and ethics is not bad.Fifteen minutes. It took me fifteen minutes to get ready . I ran to the living room to see all my brothers standing like they stayed with unnecessary expressions that I could give a care about right now. I didn't even give a glance at them. Instead I took my high heels and wore them and then took out my purse. Just in case I need it. I looked at Ethan to see hi
James. Disbelief. Realization. Sadness. Proud.I could detect the emotions on his face. I know that he connected the pieces. The face that was in disbelief now turned on to realization. Realization that I was the CEO of this company. And not only this but the other two companies also. But sadness then came. I know that he was thinking that I couldn't trust any one of them to say this. And the truth be said, I really didn't trust anyone of them. They didn't give me a reason to trust them. But before in my life they gave me plenty of reasons to not to trust them. They said that trust takes so much time to build but it takes a second to be destroyed. But after everything, they did to me, the pride in his eyes for me as he saw me filled my body with warmth. A warmth I want to stay forever in.I would always want someone to be proud of me. To acknowledge me once. To take the things I said and did into consideration.As a child, i would do everythi
"Please stop the car. Please ruby" James begged for the twentieth time in this 15 minutes as I drove the car at top speed. This car doesn't even have the highest speed limit.Sorry Ethan but your car literally sucks."Please ruby" James begged once more and I could not stop a smirk from forming. And people say that the American mafia is one of the scariest and the leaders never fear anything. And hear this second in command is begging a little girl to not to drive fast while being scared to death.Never fear anything, my ass.This literally is one of the funniest days in my life. My second elder is scared for his life due to my driving. And the thing is I don't want to stop, instead, I want to drive more faster but this car doesn't have more speed than this. I sighed.Thinking about this, I wonder what he would do when he would see me on the race................. that
I was staring at the ceiling like it was one of the prized possessions in my life. The colour white seems to be the opposite of me. I have to change it. The brightness in the room opposes me to no end. Darkness would suit my aura better than these very bright white colours.It's been two days since I smiled. My so-called 'brothers' were shocked to see me smile. And seeing their expression, immediately my smile went away. I just hope that no one sees it. Especially them and their men. It would be a disaster and will be a loophole in my plan. So, I glared at them for a minute before going back to my room. I didn't think about it, nor does anyone talk about it. Which I'm very thankful for. Fortunately.............After that the next I spent my day, searching for more information about them and doing my companies work. I just spent the whole day in my room not even going for neither breakfast, lunch nor dinner. And fortunately, th
Back to New York "YOU ARE COMING WITH US?" I shouted like a mad woman at Adrian and that caught the attention of all my brothers who were already inside the plane and doing something fun. At least that's what they thought. "Yes. Isn't it already obvious?" My dearest best friend replied back to me before stone, an emotionless man could even open his mouth. "I don't think someone shot you near your eyes and anyway, come on. It's already late." She continued.This girl. If only I could kick her right now. Somehow to my utter nonsurprise, my brothers agreed with statement of reasoning instead of her. And they really didn't appreciate the obvious joke meant on my injuries. And I didn't give much of an interest to it as my attention was captured by the man who stood near the steps waiting to go in if not for the sarcastic words exchanged between my younger elder brothers who were not mature enough and Iris who acts like she is mature. And I just ignored the words as they only make me laug
One weekThe worst week of my life. Literal worst.Being in a hospital is different. But being in a hospital for one week along with iris, my brothers, and sometimes even Adrian is like hell. Whenever Adrain could talk to me, my brothers would interrupt and talk about something else. But in a way, it was fun too. Every time they interrupted him there would be a look on his face that made me burst out laughing. And I did once until everyone, even the nurse who was changing bandages, looked at me like I got a disorder in my brain or something like that. But he still stayed. Most of the time, he used to work on his computer. And every time I see him work, I would be worried about his health. And then I would ask iris to get my computer, so I could work too- with my left arm, only to get glares around me. Somehow, when I was gone, Mason said to them where and what I worked. At first, Ethan was surprised and shocked but then he was eager to visit my company. Especially the cars one. And I
Normalcy The next I woke up from my sleep, the room filled with sunlight. All the others were already up and eating their breakfasts with ease. Even Iris was eating and talking with Olivia. They seem connected like friends. Friendship at first sight. I groaned as I woke up. I couldn't move a muscle as everything was in pain. And then I noticed Adrian. He was seated on the sofa working on something on his computer. No one noticed me at first. Mason was also eating his breakfast, thinking about something. He was really deep, like deep deep in thoughts. And I know it because I know he and Adrian would be the first ones to notice I'm awake and Adrian is working, so his concentration must be there and mason was deep in his thoughts. Our talk in the early morning must have worked out. I am gonna give them another chance. This seems so unreal to me. Looking at all of them peacefully eating. All my loved ones were here except George and Melanie. This seemed like a dream except for the pain
Another chance They were still there when I woke up. The sky was still dark and I adjusted myself to see the time. It was 3:00 a.m. If not the nightmares, then another thing, but I always wake up at this time. What has my life come to? Definitely not good. Iris was sleeping on the sofa. This hospital is looking more like a private room. It is not the same one that I woke up from. This bed is comfortable and there is a seven seater sofa and a single sofa on both of sides, wooden chairs, table, T.V and another small bed which Olivia slept on. Mason was beside my bed, sleeping on the chair which looked uncomfortable. Sebastian is near my legs, he is also sleeping on the chair. There is a water bottle on my right side on the stand. My stomach hurts like hell and the headache is also coming back. I tried to reach my hand in order to take the bottle but instead ended up wincing in pain. A note to my brain, a bullet wound hurts like hell.
Apologies "Okay" I'm foolish. I turned to iris, pleading with her with my eyes and confirming what I said was true. I know she wouldn't want to believe because truthfully I don't want to believe what I just said also. Mason said 'please' and I was back to being the dog that I used to be. But other than that I know I needed to do it. It is not for just me. If I'm living, I have to start again. I am done being played at, and always drowning in guilt. I want a fresh start and thinking about everything that is happening and coming to a closure is a better start for starting my life again. A new beginning. I promised Elijah. "Please, iris. I have to do this." I told her. She faltered. Maybe because she saw the determination on my face. Or the burning sadness for my past. I'm done with crying and sadness and maybe she understood that. What I learned abo
Pain levels"Hello to you too. Nice to see you after so much time." I told them.My brothers didn't think of responding but Olivia started crying."I-i am so sorry ruby. I'm sorry." She started."Please don't give her any emotional trauma currently. She needs rest. She has a concussion and if I am right she is in deep pain. Am I right?" One of the doctors intervened."Yes. But it is light. I think it's like that because I had a lot of experience with pain and I think. Well, you know." I confessed."Is she okay, doctor? Is it normal to feel like that?" Mason asked"That depends on how much experience one has had with pain. Your brain will take as much pain as you can bear and then it will switch off all higher functions. I know of no one who has ever died from too much pain, in and of itself. There are drugs which have been used by interro
Hello"She will be okay. She lost so much blood and possibly will be awake in forty two hours." A male voice resounded."Forty two hours?" An angry male voice which sounded very familiar almost like Ethans resounded.We're they with me? I think I'm in hell then. They were illusions maybe."Yes. Forty two hours. She lost a lot of blood along with a head injury and she got shot in the arm and stomach. You should be thankful that she is not dead. We did our best." A male voice responded again. It was calm, unlike Ethans.However, this conversation didn't seem to start nor end here as the shouts of panic rose. There were a few curse words exchanged by the voices that sounded too familiar. Like my siblings. God, I hope they are not here.And that was my last thought before darkness clouded me again.*the next day*"W
Getting shotRuby's POV"So, this is the hacking room?" I asked Adrian. It least brought him back to earth from his thoughts even though he didn't answer the question."Hello, back to earth. This is the hacking room?" I asked once again as I snapped my fingers in front of his eyes to bring him back before pointing in that direction where the glittering, bold letters were written as 'Hacking room' in an elegant way."Yes," he answered. "This is the hacking room. So many members work here. And you still haven't told me why you have asked me to bring you to the hacking room." He asked me.I ignored him. I devised a plan which I really pray to God, that it did work. Though, I am foolish to think praying to God would have helped in my situation as I always love to keep myself in danger and danger always loves to follow me. That type of love sometimes and many much more times exceeds G
An injuryThird Person POV"We have to do something to get her back! We don't know where she is! We don't fucking know if she was alive or not! We are the ones who fucked up everything. Not even you, I am the one who fucked up everything and I'm really sorry and I should say that to her. We have to find her. I don't know how we managed without her for those many years, but I couldn't stay like that for another minute. I will search every corner of the world to find her. I'm really sorry for fucking it up for every one. I'm sorry." Sebastian muttered, his voice clearly audible in the silent room where the siblings sat trying to think of a place where their sister would be there.Regret and guilt are enough to kill people sometimes and they make you go crazy."We know that. It doesn't matter any more Sebastian. We already forgave you. Because even if we want to blame someone for this amount of guilt, s