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2021-06-14 18:54:42I know that everything happens for a reason. I wish I knew the reason. As the unforgettable experiences in the form of nocturnal nightmare haunt me I gasped as I sat straight upright. Another nightmare to add into my list.
The loss of oxygen as my heart flares into doubling beats seems to remind me it is just a nightmare. But the nightmare is not just a dream it is an experience I don't want to experience. The irony of the situation is life doesn't revolve around my wantons. But it does depend on my choices. Because I believe in karma. The choices I choose will always have consequences and I choose to bear them. And once again it is time for me to make my decision.
The choice I have to take now. There is no use in thinking over something that has already happened. I know it would affect my future. But the consequence of it is something because I now learned that trusting so easily is always going to be like this.
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"Kill him," I said as he ran away thinking he could escape from my clutches. A fool he is.My friends as I call them, Oliver runs to catch him. While Mikhail catches up with them. In no seconds I heard the gunshot. I smirked at him. I feel no remorse as he lay dead there. All I felt was satisfaction. Satisfaction to kill that bastard. He is not an innocent person. He is a rapist.I would never kill an innocent person. Killing these bastards itself traumatizes my mind. No- killing someone. But all I feel is satisfaction when someone like this dies. Violence is something I don't favor. But if the situation demands, I won't hesitate. Because they are dangerous to society, I have no option but to kill them. And ruthless is something I got named for because I am the leader of the Russian mafia.I am not the leader of the Russian mafia from the start. To be honest I am an orphan. And this is not how I expec
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"Excuse me" a cold voice with unspoken authority called me.It broke me out of my disgusting thoughtless thoughts. The nightmare I got at least was lost in some corner of my mind. Not bothering me. For now. Thanks to this person."Yeah?" I asked as I turned my head at him not really bothering to see the person who broke my thoughts away.But the person didn't respond so I turned to look at him.The person I saw is the Russian mafia leader. I could see the tattoo on his neck as he kept on looking at me as if he was in some trance. What was wrong with him?He got mental....... I hope I am not the reason.His dark brown eyes are looking at me with so much intensity that I want to look away. But my ego isn't helping as I keep on looking at him. Ego and me. I won't back down. Why is he looking at me like that?His thick bla
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Information The next immediate thing I did after getting out of the flight was, reach for Dimitri. The mysterious phone caller. He works for me in this mafia. All though he is under the first ten commands in this mafia. He is more like an acquaintance and a person who is close to us. Even though I never show it to him, he is a person I truly trust and care for. And he is the one who will give me all the useful information about them. For they are his enemies too. Well when they killed his brother and my boyfriend and my love, it would be a disaster for them. But I know I have to keep him out of this because there is a risk we could lose our lives. The first main thing I have to do is get all sorts of information as much as I can from the people around here. It is important to know their schedule for what I am going to plan. Even though I know th
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I was climbing the ninth floor and I was panting like a dog right now. This is a possible partner for me to take them or this is going to be a disaster and be a possible enemy for me. I certainly want the first option. It would make things a little bit more possible. As I finally reached the twentieth floor I took a deep breath before knocking on the door. When you are looking for a partner the last thing you could do is a little bit more polite than I was already. Or that's what Dimitri said to me. I quietly recalled what happened. "приговор к смертной казни as in death sentence in short?" I asked him. He nodded hesitantly. "Okay. What type of a name is that?" I asked him. Seriously, a death
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I am currently in a luxurious hotel room owned by me. But all I could feel was the desperate longing. But I don't know what the longing is for. Maybe for the family. Maybe for friendship. Maybe for love. I smiled. Love? That is a word that shouldn't be in my life. It was never there and I didn't and don't want to expect now either. I believe love is just an illusion. It changes for every person every minute. Love is untrustworthy. Yet everyone wants to feel that illusion and live in it. My karma. It is pathetic to even think about love. Maybe I don't really deserve love. I don't deserve kindness. I don't deserve to be understood. I don't deserve compassion. It is for maybe for some people. I'm not meant to get those. I think God created me while th
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Ruby's POVIt's been three days since I came to Russia and it has been almost two days since I last made a deal with her. My plan is ready to set in motion and I have to tell her now. Funny how life works.So, I decided to go to her office today again. As soon as I entered the building, all the staff were silent and shot me curious glances while some continued their work without a bother. And when I glared at all the people that looked at me, they immediately turned away shuffling on their feet. I let an evil smirk on my face as I slowly walked to her office.The moment I opened the door with a bang, 'death sentence' shot me a bored look before again going back to her work.Bitch.There is a reason why I liked her. I didn't give her any attention either as I made myself sit on the comfortable sofa available on the corner and opened my phone and scrolled for ne
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