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Memories undone Considerate
Bethany’s Pov “Lily please come back inside, it’s getting cold.” My husband pleaded from the door of our small shack. Even though I wanted to ignore him I knew that he would come lay next to me until I decided to come back inside if I did. “Give me five more minutes.” I sighed as I blissfully looked at the stars in the midnight sky. Even though our small hut had the bare minimum in the inside the beach made up for what it lacked. “I’ll be back out with a blanket for us.” He stated as the screen door slammed against the rickety siding. I looked back at the brown screen in frustration. He hadn’t even waited to see if I wanted him to join me. All I seen was his receding broad back. I ignored the way his tanned skin looked shirtless and turned my attention back towards the sky. Adams may have been perfect in every aspect but that didn’t mean he wasn’t unbearable at times. Every time I decided I wanted to lay out on the sand alone or do anything alone he would try to join me. He w
Last Updated : 2023-08-06Memories undone Truly belonged
Bethany’s Pov I smiled as Adams sleep peacefully, loving how warm he was. His arm was wrapped around me and his soft snores as he slept brought a weird sense of comfort to me that I never knew I needed. For over a year I slept alone in our queen size bed. I would always stay awake for hours listening to the howling of the wind at night or the way the window flaps would bang against our bedroom window. I would stay outside for as long as I could so I would be able to have a little peace. Peace I didn’t realize would come if I just had my husband sleep next to me. It was like as soon as he wrapped his arms around me all the weird noise’s disappeared and in return came the best sleep I’ve had since I came home. A knock on the door told me that our morning milk and fresh eggs had just arrived. Another knock followed when I didn’t answer causing me to grumble as I moved Adams arm from around my waist. I usually would’ve gotten up already to mend to the house before he cooked bre
Last Updated : 2023-08-06Memories undone Going to talk
Bella’s Pov (1 day earlier)The ride back home was silent and I appreciated it. I wanted to think and come up with what I would say to Lucas when we got home because he had to fix this because this wasn’t my problem. Liam had caused me a lot of stress and I wasn’t even the CEO of the company. I had been brought in on topics that I knew nothing about when all I wanted to do was see what Lucas was doing. “Did you want me to come in?” Lucas asked as we drove in front of our house. My head snapped towards him as I narrowed my eyes. “Why wouldn’t you come in?” I asked instantly. He looked at me in exasperation as he sighed and tightened his hands on the steering wheel. “I have to go back to the meeting to settle things.” He reluctantly explained like I should’ve known this already. I squinted my eyes at him as I tried to figure him out. He had hardly spoken at the meeting when he could’ve just settled it than. Did he not want to talk because of me? “So you didn’t want to talk b
Last Updated : 2023-08-08Memories undone Auction
Bella’s PovI gently dipped my thin paint brush into the orange and brought it up to the sunset I had created. I gently made light strokes so that the sky looked perfect and the color was just right. “You are making me look bad.” Lucas mumbled forcing my eyes back towards his drawing that looked like a colorful potato. Compared to Lucas’s painting mine was a masterpiece that could make millions. I looked over at him and a small giggle left my lips as I looked at all the paint that he got all over himself. He looked at me with a scowl that only made me smile. I pointed towards his eyebrow that had purple on it. “How did you get paint on your face?” I asked as I shook my head in disbelief. His brows knitted as he turned to the side and grabbed the soft towel that was suppose to be for our hands not our face and wiped his face. “Maybe you should stick to being a CEO.” I stated as I looked back towards my own painting again. A small content smile formed as my body relaxed completely
Last Updated : 2023-08-09Memories undone Auction part 2
Bella’s Pov I crossed my arms as I stood next to Lucas with an attitude as I stared at the maid that was now taking multiple pictures of both paintings. Lucas had messed up my painting and instead of admitting his wrong he had forced his helpers to put both of our paintings on an auction site. “Did you have her post about it on social media?” He asked as his arm brought me closer to him. She looked back at him and nodded her head. She had an ear piece in her ear and was talking to Janet through the line. I don’t get why Lucas didn’t just do this himself. “I’ve sent them.” The maid stated I think to Janet and not Lucas but still he replied like she was talking to her. “Good. Once everything is set up I want to watch it.” The maid nodded as she turned around and took a picture of us. Every time she took a picture I had an angry expression which had more anger coursing through me. “Tell me next time you take a picture.” I screamed right as she took another picture of me while m
Last Updated : 2023-08-09Memories undone Interview
Bella’s Pov A groan left me as I looked at the names of candidates that Lucas’s assistant had given me. Multiple names were crossed off and still we had three sheets of people to go though. “You know you can go home anytime.” Lucas stated from the side of me causing me to turn and narrow my eyes at him. “I am the one doing the interviews.” I stated as I confidently lifted my chin up a little bit. “I know.” He stated wryly. I grit my teeth wishing I could kick him out but I knew I needed him. He had proven it when he had talked over me during the first interview and the lady had turned towards him like I had not just asked her a question. After I had dismissed her I knew I couldn’t kick him out even though he was angering me with every comment. “You know if you could just accept that they see me as the man of the house we wouldn’t be here all day.” He stated nonchalantly. I grit my teeth but still said nothing. He had enough maids that turned to him when I needed somethin
Last Updated : 2023-08-09Memories undone Interview part 2
Bella’s Pov “Next.” I mumbled as I crossed off another name. I didn’t even bother to give excuses anymore. I just said next because Unless the maid I found was perfect I would hire nobody. I ignored Lucas’s failed attempts in comforting me because He had hired a female that looked like me and failed to realize that it would damage our relationship and that was his fault. I tried to go home after he betrayed me and hired her but he refused to allow me to leave here until I found a maid that I liked. So I had been here all day denying any and everyone. The female that I had dismissed bowed her head and left out without another word. Both Lucas and Janet were looking at her apologetically like they did every time I kicked someone out without a reason. Lucas put his hand on mine which I pushed away without another thought. “Don’t.” I forced out when he went to say something to me. Another girl was sent in by the girl that Lucas had hired to be my assistant. He thought he was pr
Last Updated : 2023-08-09Memories undone You are my wife
Lucas’s Pov I banged my hand on the steering wheel in frustration. If not for everything that Liam said to Danny I wouldn’t have had to ruin everything. Bella wouldn’t be able to answer any of the questions about the company because she couldn’t even read a document without getting bored. Danny had suggested we get a look alive because he didn’t want it to affect Bella and he refused to have her anywhere near the company unless it was just to sign a document.So when Bella suggested that she gets a new maid I had had Janet contact the female we had impersonating Bella when she was unconscious. It was rare that I needed her but when I did she was there. She already knew everything that was needed about the company and she could mimic Bella to a tee so it was perfect. Unfortunately Bella kept denying every female without thought so we kept pushing her back until I had enough. I had told Janet to talk to her and tell her everything that was needed to be able to not have Bella
Last Updated : 2023-08-09
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Memories undone sleep
Lucas's pov "Is she finally asleep?" Theodore asked as soon as I walked into the pool room. "Yes." I said as I sat down on a chair next to Robert. "It took long enough." Theodore complained in a clipped tone. " She just wanted to watch another movie." I said as I stood up and walked over to the mini fridge that was next to a mini bar. "You could've said no." Theodore muttered. I ignored him and grabbed myself a sprite. "As long as she's without her memories, Lucas will be the perfect husband." Robert said or more like threatened. His deadly tone reminded me that this wasn't a fun vacation. "Get me a coke." Robert said as I sat down. I groaned internally and gave a tight-lipped smile as I stood back up. I was quick to grab a coke and turned towards Theodore. "Did you want something? "Yea, get me a water." He said. "Okay. I mumbled as I grabbed the water. I walked up to Robert and handed him his drink. "Thanks." Robert said, which was surprising. "No problem." I sa
Memories undone Movie
Bella’s Pov My eyes narrowed as I looked at my doctor who had clearly lied about my sister going home. She had told him that she would stop being different for Lucas and me and now she could stay for some reason. “Did you already pick the movie?” He asked when he noticed me staring. “Lucas did.” I murmured as I looked over at Lucas and narrowed my eyes even more because he was suppose to be watching a movie with me but instead he was on his laptop doing work. “Are we not watching a movie?” I asked as my brows furrowed. “After I’m done.” He murmured as he continued to type away on his laptop. “You have been working for hours.” I stated as I glanced at the screen that had all kinds of documents spread around. He clicked on one of the screens and it switched places with another causing me to become confused. I didn’t understand anything he was doing so I could only look back at him in frustration.“Can’t you do that later?” I asked as he stared intently at the screen. “Relax.” H
Memories undone You can’t do that
Lucas’s Pov The irritation I felt as I glanced at Theodore was tangible. We had decided that we would keep it simple and make sure that Monica was pacified along with Bella but for some reason Theodore had seemed to have forgotten. “Don’t you guys have a prenup?” Robert added to the conversion. My brows furrowed as I looked at him with a questioning gaze. If not for Bella and Monica I would’ve asked both of them what they were doing because it seemed like they were trying to sabotage my marriage again. We had clearly agreed to make it seem like Monica didn’t get hardly any inheritance and that’s why she married Theodore but for some reason they were both being reckless. “No we don’t have a prenup.” Theodore stated confidently. I internally chuckled as I forced myself to look at Bella. “Didn’t I say to eat?” I asked as I grabbed one of the deviled egg with the fork and brought it up to her lips. She looked down at the egg and over at me with a meek expression on her face. I
Memories undone Was mine
Bella’s Pov “You can sit next to me.” My doctor said nearly instantly. The way my sisters face morphed to one of pure anger had me confused and annoyed. “But I want to sit here.” She said as she looked back at Lucas. “Why do you keep looking at my husband?” I couldn’t help but ask as I narrowed my own eyes. She clearly had her own husband but acted like she didn’t. She didn’t even treat him like he was her husband. Lucas told me it’s because she didn’t remember him but that didn’t matter because I didn’t remember Lucas and I didn’t act like her. Monica looked at me and frowned clearly not liking that I asked her that question. “I can look at him.” She retorted with an attitude that had me pursing my lips together.“I said eat.” Lucas murmured as he leaned in closer to me. I looked at him through my lashes and blushed a little as he stared at me with a stern gaze. “But she keeps looking at you.” I couldn’t help but say. “Is her looking at me hurting you?” He asked lowly. “Yes.”
Memories undone Speak up
Bella’s Pov I watched as Lucas put different kinds of food on my plate. “What’s that?” I asked as he grabbed what looked like a boiled age but cut in half. I had had boiled eyes with my soup yesterday and I couldn’t lie and say that it wasn’t delicious. “A deviled egg.” Lucas stated as he put it next to the cut up pieces of steak and bread. “A deviled egg.” I murmured to myself. “Yes.” He murmured as he grabbed some rice. “Is it good?” I couldn’t help but ask as I leaned closer into him. “Yes.” He stated confidently. “What are you guys doing?” A female asked from behind me before I could ask more questions. I looked over my shoulder and narrowed my eyes as Monica and my uncle walked up to us. My uncle Theodore was walking causally next to my sister which had me furrowing my brows. “Why are you here?” I asked in annoyance. My uncle gave a smile while my sister only rolled her eyes. “I decided to take your sister down for something to eat.” My uncle Theodore stated. I gave
Memories undone Kind of ridiculous
Bella’s Pov (3 days later) I tightened my hold on Lucas’s hand and stared at all the people that were walking around in pretty dresses. Lucas had told me that there would be no more than a couple of people but from what I could see there was at least 100 people walking around. I used my free hand to tug on the black dress that Lucas had me wear. He told me that black was my favorite color dress but after looking at all of the colorful dresses that scattered the room I could almost guarantee he was lying. “Next time I want to wear a yellow and purple dress.” I stated as I realized that my two favorite colors were them. “Yellow and purple?” He asked sounding surprised. “Yes. I like them colors and nobody seems to be wearing one of them colors.” I said as I looked around one more time. “That’s because then colors don’t go well together.” He stated in a matter of fact tone. Had I had my memories I would’ve argued with him but since I wasn’t sure if he was lying I could only pur
Memories undone What my uncle said
Bella’s Pov I stared at Lucas in confusion not understanding how even though he could make me blush I didn’t remember him at all. I couldn’t lie and say that he wasn’t handsome. He had a charm to him that I thought was perfect and I could only assume that’s why we married. When he looked up at me from his food a small smirk formed on his lips. He gently wiped his mouth off with his napkin and smirked as he licked his lips. “So do you like your food?” He asked as he looked down at my chicken lettuce wrap and back up at me with a raised brow and a smile. My cheeks brightened as I looked back down at my plate that I had forgotten about. I hadn’t even realized that I was staring at him for so long. He was the definition of perfect and I could only grab my food quickly and take a big bite. Eating was better than talking. Especially since he caused butterflies to attack me every time he talked or looked at me. How had I ended up with someone so perfect? “So I take it that it’s good
Memories undone Questioning everything
Lucas’s Pov I tried not to react as Bella looked at me from across the table. She was suppose to still be sleep but somehow she was awake and now staring at me with a questioning gaze. “Why, why don’t I remember anything again?” She asked as she grabbed her iced tea and slowly drank it. I gave a forced smile as I looked at Robert for the answer because I wanted to know the same thing. She was suppose to know who I was but for some reason she woke up and remembered nothing. Robert who had been silent the whole time bared his teeth as he looked down at the papers that one of his workers brought to him when she had woke up. “It seems like the accident you got into has given you amnesia.” He forced out through the anger that seemed to be brewing slowly. “Amnesia?” She asked in confusion as she set her glass down delicately. “Yes, it seems like you lost all your memories because of the accident.” He ground out. I didn’t have to ask him if he was upset because it was clear as day t
Memories undone Win Lucas over
Penelope’s Pov “Enough.” He yelled loudly. The shock that my mother had was quickly replaced by anger. “Don’t tell at our daughter.” She screamed back at him. “Shut up, I am done with Penelope’s obsession over Lucas. Lucas is married and what he does with Bella is his business and if she can’t understand that than I will disown her.” He said with so much aggression that I knew he wasn’t joking. His words had me paling as they slowly settled it. “You’ll disown me because of Lucas?” I couldn’t help but ask as I took a deep breath and grabbed at my chest. My father was suppose to love me but instead he planned on disowning me for Lucas. “No, I’ll disown you because of your obsession that is ruining this family not because of Lucas.” He exclaimed with narrowed eyes. “I am not obsessed.” I stated defensively. Even though I knew that the love I had for Lucas had passed being normal I refused to admit that I was wrong. “Really than why do you care about what he does with his wife?”
