6
Pale eyes with a slight tinge of iron in color. The man looked at me with curiosity then as if on cue, his face turned into amusement. His eyes focused on mine, and for a moment, I saw the familiar flash of color behind them. I broke our contact, not wanting to linger in it any longer.
Those eyes reminded me of him. Alpha Knight Strevus. He is a pleasant thought, but I was not willing to scald under his scrutiny anymore, not when he has a lover. If he loathed me, I would not push myself to be a bit likable to him.
My hopes of turning away were disposed of as I muffled my urge to vent out my pain. Overpowering me like turbulence was grief, desperation, and heartbreak, all in one moment.
Noticing my silent torment, the man walked forward, leveling his eyes into mine and offering a lending hand.
"Are you alright?" Lacing his voice was concern and something I couldn't point out.
I waved my hand, indicating that I was indeed fine, though it was a lie. I lifted my head, trying to balance out the air in my windpipes. This wasn't anything I can describe—heavy in my chest, burning underneath my skin. The feeling is something I cannot fully comprehend either.
A few minutes passed, the pain finally subsided. When I could leverage myself altogether, I glanced at the man who was staring at me impassively. We fell into silence as I attempted to haul myself upright—still aching in pain. I thought he would ask me what had happened; thankfully, the stranger didn't press on. Other than that, I had several questions looming in my head. What happened? Why did it hurt? What is happening to my heart?
"Since you seem capable enough, I will take you to the palace physician. We won't take long,"
"No, I'm fin—" I said, and just when I was about to fully stand up, I faltered midway as I felt the familiar sting once more.
The man finally had enough and preceded me. With one sweep, he scooped my frail body into his arms. I was left nostalgic, especially when I remembered Alpha Knight carrying me amidst the thick undergrowth. Despite my feeble attempts of struggling, I gave up—realizing that this man was very much like Alpha Knight—strong and burly. There was no chance of escaping and refusing this man.
I had yet to learn of this stranger's name. But based on his features alone, perhaps he was a close relative of Alpha Strevus. I was about to ask him when he suddenly stopped, eyes transfixed on a certain someone. Urgently, my eyes wandered toward the end of the hallway, morphing my features into a startled one as I saw two familiar figures. They both came out of the same room, and it was a clear indication to me.
I looked at the two of them with forlorn. Besides the pain, the heavy aura weighed down my resolve. I tried tossing the thought of their intimate sessions; however, I couldn't strap and relieve myself of their long-overdue relationship—Alpha Knight and Lorraine. While his lover was apprehensive, Alpha closed up, losing all his emotion with one sweep toward my figure.
The stranger who was carrying me carefully laid me down until my feet touched the soft fabric of the carpet. As much as I hate to be in this moment, I need to face them with great caution. Alpha Knight was my vulnerable spot; though my heart twisted, he had no right to lay a finger on me—even if he was my mate and even if I was an enemy. I don't know why I thought he would hurt me, but I am still sure that he despises my whole being, given that he subjected me to torture. And up to this moment, I still flinched at the memory.
"What are you doing at this hour?" Alpha Knight asked, his brows contorting into confusion.
I had difficulty finding my voice as I was momentarily lost in thought. Fortunately, the man beside me felt my utter aloofness and instead answered in my stead.
"I want to meet your...guest," He said, emphasizing the word guest. "I noticed her weak state, and I plan on bringing her to the palace healer,"
"You had no right messing with my prisoner," Knight almost furiously exclaimed.
The stranger's countenance was devoid of any emotions as well. He also possessed a powerful, autocratic stance unmatched by any people I had witnessed and felt in this kingdom—except Alpha Knight, who probably shared the same gene pool as him.
"I am just considerate of her health. I truly feel for her, especially now that we need her,"
I plunged into deep thought when he mentioned he needed me? What was there to unravel? And does this stranger already know about me?
Alpha Knight momentarily glanced at me. And for a second, I thought I saw a flash of jealousy behind his eyes, but then again, perhaps I was hallucinating. I did my best to avoid the situation—yearning to excuse myself any minute now. But the unwelcoming stranger I was with tormented me even more by elevating the tension instead of de-escalating it. He held my hand, locked eyes with mine, and somehow, trailed his gaze down to my lips. Feeling uncomfortable suddenly, I grimly bit into my lip which earned us a snarl from Alpha Knight.
What is happening? Why does it seem like a silent battle was ensuing?
"Get off her," Alpha Knight snarled in a deep tone.
Lorraine, who looked pretty taken aback by Alpha Knight's actions whispered something into his ear. Much to my chagrin, something inside me started aching again. Instead, I lowered my gaze, trying to weave my reasons together. Is this the effect of what they termed as a bond? If so, then I could not bear the pain of our interactions in the future—how I will become a witness to their fondness and happiness—I simply want this to end.
Taking a deep breath, I forced myself to speak up. "I'm fine. Really. Please, I just want to return to my quarters. I'm sorry for the inconvenience that I caused," I told them, slightly dipping into a curtsy towards my mate.
Even with my stark, barren expression, the stranger beside me shot me a perceptive glance as if he knew what I was implying. There was a small pound of silence before he passed a smile on his face.
"Very well... it appears the lady desires to return to her chambers. I shall escort her, as I was the one who brought her here,"
"You—"
The stranger interjected, cutting off Alpha Knight. "Based on your conduct, it's difficult to believe you possessed much empathy for your..." He halted, a moment of contemplation forming a thought bubble in our minds. "—captive. Nonetheless, there's little else I can do except return her; after all, I was the one who carried her and, in a manner, compelled her to seek aid from a healer,"
Alpha Knight was about to speak but was soon disrupted when we paid him no heed. Without wasting much time, the stranger turned in the opposite direction, back to where we first started. Feeling my heart beginning to throb in pain, I trailed behind the man who somehow saved me from further embarrassment.
My supposed mate didn't spare me an inch of concern. To say that I wasn't expecting much was an understatement. The stranger profusely mentioned that I required tending and medical help. Not only are my bruises not entirely faded and my trauma healed, but the stress they caused me needed at least a solemn explanation. What were my crimes even? Why do they despise my kin? Thinking about this made me feel that they were resentful towards my background than for who I was.
As we walked in silence, the gust of wind and noises outside the palace didn't cease. With his long strides, I barely managed to keep up. Other than that, my soles were freezing in utter coldness, and there was no one to blame except for myself.
Clearing my throat, I offered my gratitude. "T-thank you...but you shouldn't be helping me..."
The stranger chuckled as if agreeing. "Why not? You seem—alone,"
A hesitant smile settled on my face. "I guess...but it wasn't your business to defend me,"
"You're quite right. Though I also found you and proceeded to take you without any permission. That was very unbecoming of me as a prince. The same goes with my brother,"
I paused for a second. Brother? I urged to slap my face for not considering that this man was royalty.
"I was kind of wondering..." The stranger trailed on.
"About what? Uhh—Your Highness."
He briefly stopped in his tracks. "Don't call me that. Though I am the second prince, I want to be addressed by my name, Chance,"
I nodded. "A-alright...C-chance. What were you curious about?"
"You in particular...Why did my brother bring you here?"
That, I still couldn't fully comprehend the fact that they were brothers. That explains why he was also attractive, but even so, Alpha Knight appeals to me every single time I lay my eyes on him.
"Umm...I don't know if I can disclose my initial thoughts and suspicions,"
Should I tell him?
Looking at the man, he doesn't seem the type to hold some form of power over a clueless person. He seemed genuine, though mischievous as well. I was still hesitant, not until he decided to speak.
"There's nothing within your mind that I'm not aware of, Amethyst. I can read your thoughts. It would be wise to inform me, lest I take it upon myself to reveal your thoughts,"
I stared at him in surprise. How did he know that I took the name Amethyst? I was stunned into silence, barely able to grasp that he had magical abilities besides being a shape-shifter like his brother. Fearing that Chance was going to dive into my head if I refused to utter my truth, I proceeded to pour everything I remember.
"I-I was an enemy he said," I stated wryly as a finale. I thought everything I babbled was outlined and well told, not until he disapproved of it.
"I already established that. What more?"
"Umm—he needed my memories,"
"You're not giving me the response I wish to hear,"
I blinked at him, my mind confused and in dishevel. What did I miss out on? As far as I remember, everything he needed to learn about me was already mentioned. His grey eyes flashed, daring to suggest that he found me clueless and maybe quite stupid.
"You're my brother's mate. Why are you leaving that out?"
I looked in astonishment. "I thought there wasn't any importance in the—"
"Of course it is. You are the future, Luna. Why aren't you fighting for your own mate? Your own right and pack?"
His words rattled me; however, he needs to realize not everything falls into place. "It's because I know nothing of this world...I don't even know what a Luna is...And you don't how difficult it is, being alone, not knowing what danger awaits me...I'm like an infant, barely stepping and realizing reality,"
Chance flexed his jaw. "Still...we can't defy nature,"
"I haven't defied anything. In reality, it was your brother who refused our connection. So, tell me, why should I strive for a man who doesn't desire me?"
For the first time ever since we met, I saw the expression in his eyes vanish, replacing his stoic countenance with heartfelt emotion. And from that alone, I can conclude that rejection is a serious matter—one that can genuinely break another, and unfortunately, I was the one abandoned.
Chance did not dare to speak of it again, and for that, I guess I am thankful.
He walked me back to my chambers. As I was about to enter my quarters, I saw him climbing the stool of the massive window a few meters away from me.
"I will see you again, Am,"
"Wait!" I screamed, scared that he was subjecting himself to death.
With one powerful leap, the second prince Chance Strevus rid himself of the window, landing in a perfect stance beneath the short stubbles of grass outside the castle garden. He looked at me once again before stirring into a bow—I knew he was acting comical. Nevertheless, I curtsied back at him. He grinned, not sure if it was a good or bad sign.
Later on, he was adjourned by the palace maids—seeing their harried form scuttling while briefly pausing to bow to the man.
7 The sun was peacefully peeking in the early hours of the morning, its light filtering through the velvet curtains. Unlike yesterday, the events today are rather fruitful. Last night, I remembered the parade of maids and servants bedecking the castle grounds for today's festivities. I thought the Western Kingdom had no business with me for this upcoming occasion, but I was gravely mistaken. Seems like I was invited. In the short span since waking up, I was tended to by a succession of palace maids. I must have tried on at least ten of the finest silk and fabric dresses, the kind that would appease any aristocrat—though they all felt uncomfortably tight. They didn't even consider what I was at ease with; they simply went through the motions of enhancing my appearance to some semblance of acceptability. The maids paid me little at
8The rustling of forest trees reverberated in my ears. I could almost picture it—groups of people darting and leaping, or perhaps even humans, moving through the dense foliage. Resonating with the ominous sensation that had gripped my heart during our journey through the woods, I instinctively swung around and let out a startled shout. However, my reaction was met with an immediate outpouring of indignant protests."Sit down, girl!""What a rascal,"I pridefully stepped forward, almost touching the padded carpet aisle. I regarded Alpha Knight standing up from the podium in my peripheral vision, gaze holding a sense of familiarity."What is she doing?
9I glared at him with fury, my fists tightly clenched at my sides. It required immense self-control to keep myself from delivering a swift and resounding slap across his face. Yet, a voice inside me cautioned against such a reckless action.The moon shone through the dusty, tinted glass window, but its illumination was obscured by the yellow tinge of the candle-lit mantles. I tried my hardest to conceal the pain prowling; however, the man in front of me had unparalleled eyesight. Immediately, my countenance lay bare to him.And for a moment of heart-wrenching thinking, his gaze pinned onto mine, breathing heavily as he held our sight. There was a pause before I cast my eyes off to the side. A slither of rationality passed, and I remembered what we were."What makes you think I wanted you?"His brows rose up, seemingly surprised by what I said. Alpha Knight's expression darkened. Feeling his temper rising, I subtly redirected my attention elsewhere."So it's true? My brother is your n
10Endowed with his stunning looks, turning away from him was probably a crime. The man maintained his neutral expression. There was only one thing that had to be steadfast, and that was avoiding the budding feelings I may have for this man. Don't even think about it, I thought, occasionally reminding myself when he clouds my thoughts."Is there something important that you have to say?" I pried on.For a second, he didn't respond, but he did turn to look at me before resuming his work. I can't help but tug at the hem of my dress, feeling awkward and forgotten."Did you follow my orders?"Orders? Did he give me one?
11 "This man...when can I meet him?" He inhaled sharply. "Tomorrow. Although I remain unsure... He's remarkably stubborn, yet he finds your instincts intriguing." "Instincts?" I inquired. While Chance's demeanor appeared open, it left numerous questions swirling in my mind. He spoke freely but provided minimal explanation. Perhaps it wasn't intentional; it might have slipped his mind. What truly mattered was effective communication regarding the subject at hand. "You detected the impending attack long before anyone else did. In fact, none of us were even aware of it. As I mentioned, those attackers were already dead, and our sense of smell can only detect the scent of the living... Yours is undeniably exceptional.... Even if you haven't turned, maybe you could even outdo most of our pack warriors," He trailed on. Remarkable as it seems, I was convinced that there wasn't anything special to it. Instead of probing further, I remembered my agenda as of today. "I should be going. I a
12 "Strange...nothing," Confused, I urged him with my questioning eyes. "You mind if I may compare, yours is not an open book to read...I must say this is a first," I don't know what to make about that. I close my eyes, letting my thoughts run freely. Perhaps, he could reach into something with a bit of help. I don't want to end this session with absolutely nothing. Wells seemed too focused, his chest heaving and then dropping. By the time he opened his eyes, I had expected an answer, anything that could bring me closer to knowing who I was, but instead, he slunk back in his seat. That alone was very telling. "This is quite mysterious...Did Alpha Chance mention how difficult you were to read?" I try rummaging through my mind. He hasn't mentioned anything, but he does effectively hear my thoughts. "He can read my mind, but not my memories, though," "That I established...," He briefly paused. "—I can't seem to find anything else. And I'm an expert when it comes to unlocking certa
13Peace once dominated this world. And sadly, the only proof of its existence is engraved on deteriorated papers.The once beautiful realm is now divided into four kingdoms, governed by each of their ruling classes. The Vampires from the Northern, the Werewolves from the Western, the Magicians from the Eastern, and outcasts from the Southern. Fates intertwine with each other, and yet they stray far from each other's orbits, almost but never touching.Many yearn for the union, but some terrible mistakes cannot simply be bypassed, and thus, the ruins and the scars inevitably ruin all hope—perhaps, it may never mend. But there will always be dreamers, they say...
14It was wrong. Absolutely wrong to lambaste him with words. And every passing second, I shudder each time I remember.However, that thought caved in. I huffed. What was the point? Lorraine clearly stated the reason for his intentions. He continued to shake my emotions violently to the extent I acted unrulily.My teeth clacked. "Playing with me? You're not supposed to entertain the enemy..." There was a hint of dichotomy in my words. But he knew what I was trying to say.Alpha Knight didn't look pleased when he heard Lorraine speak. Maybe it was the way she intervened or the way she had professed the truth. I felt my heart constrict at the thought they were planning to lure me. Make a fool out of me."Cancel the meeting, Cha
70"Head west of the City; come find me there."The boy didn't hesitate, snatching the letter from my hand. He unintentionally glimpsed at my covered face, the glow in my eyes briefly holding his attention long enough to unsettle him. Pocketing the letter, he quickly exited the dimly lit room. The echoes of multiple footsteps reached my ears as I clenched my hands together, contemplating the day that lay ahead. I needed to act swiftly, preempting any suspicion from the Northern guards regarding the threats I had sent.The flickering light and the tolling of bells disrupted my thoughts. Something triggered my senses, but it faded as Accius' presence became apparent. Too tense to meet him outside, I awaited him within the small cabin. After a brief moment, the sound of hooves ceased at the entrance. I envisioned Accius dismounting, his familiar scowl etched across his features."I was hoping you'd come to the tavern.""I couldn't, not when most of the members are my own, not when I betr
69Trigger Warning"There's always a duality of good and evil. Aligning yourself with great men is crucial if you aim to be the strongest,"Sitting by the fire, I felt a tumult of emotions, none of which carried warmth. Jean held my hand, tracing the lines of my palm with his finger. Despite the platter of food in front of me, I refrained from touching it, repelled by the presence of this monster by my side. Contrary to my expectations upon returning, the room remained empty. I used to dread solitude, but now, I longed for the company of another person."I never declared a desire for power,"Jean released his grip on me. "That is what you sought when I rescued... and trained you. I provided you with everything you needed, and in return, you betrayed us by crossing the line with our enemy."Snatching my wrist, Jean forcefully pushed me onto the long wooden table. I struggled against his hold, and a flood of malevolent thoughts accompanied a frantic heartbeat. "Why are you doing this? W
68"Jean... what does he have to do with me?""What are you talking about?"I urgently seized his shoulders, a sense of desperation taking hold of me. "Tell me who I am... h-how I grew up by Alastair’s side. Who was I before?"He sighed heavily, a weight settling in the air. "You were his aide. His spy... sometimes a champion. You followed orders, you... were manipulated into believing Alastair’s cause. But your mother... well, she led not only a rebellion but gave us all hope. Those of us who were lost and without a home."As Accius spoke, a flood of conflicting emotions surged within me. The revelation about my past hit me like a tidal wave, each word chipping away at the facade that surrounded my upbringing. The connection to Alastair, the manipulation, everything was a bitter pill to swallow. And yet, in contrast, my mother's actions painted a picture of resilience and defiance that stirred a newfound sense of purpose within me. The weight of my past is now intertwined with the po
I gave him a curious stare. Regardless of what he envisioned, it had to be doable. Otherwise, I'm unwilling to do things I am incapable of doing. At the moment, Accius is in full-on mystifying mode. Sure enough, I was correct in my suspicions."You've got this. This is in your hands now. You just need to do the same thing you did in the snowy mountains,"I paused at his remark. How did he know that? Was he among the vampires that attacked the East?Concerned about his involvement, my heart raced. From what I can tell about him, he seems like a sincere individual. I'm not usually a good judge of character. However, my situation does not permit me to be judgmental. I had to make do with the resources at my disposal. That leaves him the only person I can place my trust in at this point in time. It's a gamble, but I'm willing to take it if it means getting out of this abyssal place. I need to find a way to reconnect with Knight.As a response, I gave a nonchalant nod. At the very least, I
66 He said, "The only real reason you can't is because you were in the wrong place to begin with. This is where you belong. Where you once lived. Time is not only the answer to getting your answers, sometimes you just need to go back to the past... go back to where you truly belong." I sighed, acknowledging the truth in his words. "You're right. If I want to remember, then this place is the perfect setting to harness my memories." The decision to confront the past, to explore this familiar yet mysterious place, lingered in the air like a quiet resolution. The surroundings, once overlooked, now held the potential to be a canvas for the fragments of recollection. I stood there, a silent observer ready to retrace steps that had faded into my memories. The air seemed charged with subtle energy as if the very atmosphere held the key to unlocking the doorways to remembrance. The familiar sights and sounds took on new significance, transforming into clues that could lead me back to the mo
65In the midst of the soft whispers of falling snowflakes, I cautiously made my way beyond the grand doors of the snowy castle manor. The air was sharp and cold, and the floors beneath my boots were uniformly blanketed with snow. The entire world around me had transformed into a winter wonderland—so, this is the North. The castle's majestic turrets stood tall, resembling silent sentinels against the canvas of the pristine, snow-covered landscape.I was enveloped in a snug, fur-lined cloak of deep burgundy, its rich hue contrasting beautifully with the surrounding white. In my hands, I clutched the letter from Fionna. The soft crunch of snow beneath my boots reverberated in silence as I ventured into the castle's courtyard, hoping that no guards were lurking nearby.The snowflakes continued their delicate dance, settling on my golden hair and creating a glistening crown. The scent of pine and the distant crackling of a fireplace wafted through the air, enveloping the surroundings in a
64Having regained my composure, I finally took a much-needed break, a rarity in recent times. However, Jean's icy and threatening stare continued to haunt my thoughts, and his words persisted in my nightmares.Following the tumultuous events, Jean, unable to suppress his anger, departed without providing any clarification. The uneasy atmosphere from the brief gathering would have overwhelmed me if Alastair hadn't done the same.I rubbed my temples while squeezing my eyes shut tight. I was overcome with emotion as the snowstorm raged outside. This desolate place was becoming familiar territory for my former self, but that person was no longer here. Thoughts of being involved in such awful acts, the murders, tortured my mind. What if I'm to blame for this? If that is the case, is it too late to change?After a prolonged internal struggle, I managed to regain my composure. Now was not the time to entertain such unsettling thoughts; my immediate concern was to escape.I meticulously exam
63It took me a while to fully process what I had just learned. His words echoed in my ears, casting a shadow over every corner of my mind and emotions. How? How is it possible? A myriad of questions swirled in my head, and none of the answers I could conjure seemed acceptable. Could he really be my father? I used to believe it was the man I saw in my mother's memories—Leo. Honestly, I never anticipated Alastair's involvement to be this profound. Somehow, my mind struggles to comprehend the idea. I can't fathom the truth if he is indeed my father. It just doesn't seem plausible.He won't be...everThe lingering shadow of Alastaire's presence still cast a pall over my mind after his unwelcome visit. However, he didn't depart without leaving a message: 'Tomorrow, you will be meeting someone. Bring your best behavior.'Naturally, I was terrified—terrified of the person I would meet. The horrors of the past and the recent attacks weighed heavily on my mind. And Teresa... how could I forge
62Before I could fully recover, I mulled over what had happened. Unlike the resistance the vampires show in sunlight, the energy burst from within made dying in sunlight a probability. Vampires can have enchantments and that of course was used to diminish their inability to be exposed in daylight. Teresa looked at me in her wolf form, her eyes going wide, as she too was taken aback. I could practically guess the questions streaming in her mind. But besides that, the battle is not yet finished. “Keep your attention elsewhere Teresa!” I exclaimed, and again, she responded with a growl. A flash of angry vampires showing their fangs darted in our direction. As much as I wanted to mimic the burst of power, for some unknown reason, I couldn’t. I don’t know how…I tried to hide my difficulty summoning the energy once more but they were fast, and in a rapid moment, they tipped me over, I crashed and scrambled across the ground Then one vampire approached me. I glanced around me and noticed