**Zara Todd’s POV**
Okay! So, I don’t know how did I get this? I mean is the thing in front of me real or it’s just an imagination?
I scrutinize the document in front of me vividly as my eyes can’t believe that it’s true.
“Why the hell are you watching it like it’s some weapon in the secret mission? We aren’t trying to send you on the secret mission in Iraq. Why don’t you just accept it?” my aunt’s sharp and irritating voice shouts out as it’s been quite a while that I am watching the paper.
“I don’t believe this. I don’t believe that I have got the opportunity to study over here,” my eyes don’t even bother to blink at the paper in front of me. It’s hard to believe for it.
“I can’t believe too. But you got it what can we do. Now at least you got to read in that prestigious school why don’t you just do it. Thinking too much will make you old and just do it when you have got it,” she announces and for the first time in this long ten years life I have never heard my aunt talking this much nicely.
I mean every time she spoke with me, either it would be some scolding, chores which she never allows her daughter Jane to do or it would be just some swearing words in which she would curse me like hell.
“God! Damn just accept it. They said they would come to take you for your dorm tomorrow. Just pack your stuffs and get the hell out of my house,” she shouts as she walks out of my small room which isn’t even a room. It is a storage house which I have turned to make my room and which was always disliked by them.
Finally, I am better.
I am hitting my eighteen year tomorrow and no wonder I have got the best gift of my life over here. God must be so much happy that I have done so much good works for him. Isn’t this just so great?
“Geez! Can you just stop showing it off to me? Are you trying to flaunt that you are way more intelligent than me?” Jane shouts from the door and I quickly try to hide it away as the smile hovers all over my lips.
I am happy just so happy. Yeah! She is right. If I was just so able to show off to her, I would have obviously done that. It would be so much fun but right now I don’t dare to.
Packing?
What should I even pack?
I don’t have anything with me except some old books and some old clothes hanging below the stairs.
Okay fine! They’re gonna work for me as I have to wear something till I graduate from Hill-town High School.
Gosh! I can’t believe that I am just going to Hill-town high. But getting admission over there is quite weird. I mean I have applied it over there almost two years ago and how come the reply is after the two years.
But it doesn’t matter as I will be graduate from the Hilltown after all. It’s just the last year of high school and I am done with it.
I quickly shove my clothes and the books in the old bags which I always used to carry. I will soon change it to the new one but right now, I have to go with this one.
The clock in the wall chimes loudly and I stand up and rush towards the kitchen. I need to prepare dinner now. For them and from tomorrow I shouldn’t. I am just free from this hell.
I have always dreamt of getting out of this hell and I have to wait till I turn eighteen and to my amazement, eighteen year brought me much more than I can ever imagine.
“Make sure to pay for what I have done after you have been there,” my aunt snaps as she has her food.
Pay for what?
For all the beatings she had given to me? For all those discrimination between me and her daughter? For so much of violence to me? For what should I pay her?
I get lost in words. There is no limit of her selfishness and her stubbornness.
“Yeah aunt,” I nod.
“Better. Now go to your room and sleep after you are done with the dishes,” she stands up from her seat and walks towards her room. Others do the same.
Room? Like she has given me something so precious and beautiful. She has been hurting me to the hell all these years. She never let me eat the goo food and she never let me wear the good clothes. I have to wear the old clothes that Jane used to wear and still she would shout at me.
With all the never ending chores she assigned me every day, I still have took out time for my studies and have become the topper of the whole class every year. Life is hard for me but I am still surviving the every level of it and I am going to do the same in the future.
After all the chores, I get back to that small messy room where I and she sleep together.
With, she I mean Diva. Diva is the only one who could understand me better than anyone in this house. And she is my best friend.
“I will miss you Diva. Make sure you stay well after I leave this place,” I say as I caress her brown fur and she barks with excitement when I touch her.
“I am surely going to miss you,” I hug her as tears roll down my eyes. Somebody have said that sometimes animals understand us better than anyone else and yes they do.
Diva has been a complete angel in my life all this year and I am always grateful for that. She has been my friend, sister and my guardian too sometimes and I am surely going to miss her.
I look around the place and become quite elated for leaving this place. If it was someone other then, they would have been sad for leaving the place they have been living for ten years but for me it’s like I am leaving a hell for a heaven.
“Goodnight sweetie,” I wish her goodnight as I have to start the tomorrow’s journey early in the morning. They said they will pick me up in the school’s bus tomorrow morning at sharp 5 am. So, I should better sleep and dream about the better days that is going to come to me soon.
I wake up with the barking of Diva. She always wakes me up early as I have to do the household chores. I still have sometime before I leave so, I decide to make some breakfast to them. Although I have been always a burden and they have given me a hard I should still thank them for giving me a place to live in and food to eat.
I place all of their favourite breakfast on the table and have some of buns myself and walk to their room to bid them goodbye but I don’t think they are even bothered for a minute because I am leaving.
I grab my bag and walk outside and wait for the school bus to come and pick me up. Diva stands right by my side. It’s a cold morning and I can even see the warm smoky thick vapour forming on my mouth as I breathe out.
“It’s going to be winter soon. Promise me you will take care of yourself,” I say to Diva and she barks. The dawn is still dark and still quite chilly.
And exactly at 5, a vehicle drives towards my direction which doesn’t look like a car but looks like more like long fancy black car which I have seen celebrities travel in them.
I think that’s not for me there might someone else they have to pick up. I stand still when the car stops in front of me and some of the men get out from there.
“Miss Todd?” they ask and I nod my head.
“We have been ordered to take you to dorm,” one of them says and I nod my head. I don’t know why but I find kind of weird for getting into this car. Does the school have special service for all of the students or is it only me?
**Zara Todd’s POV** The whole drive is silent. The people in there seem more like they are grim reaper. They were all dressed up in black suit and their face have weird kind of expression which neither looks like they are smiling nor it seems like they are angry. I have seen such kind of expression only in eth silent shows and no where else. How can they be so much silent like this? And suddenly this things runs through my mind. Did I just get in the wrong vehicle? This isn’t exactly like they have informed me. Am I being kidnapped right now? My heart starts to beat out loudly but I am completely trying to hide those weird feelings I am having right now. “Excuse me! Can I please get out? I need to use the washroom!” I say. I don’t know if they are going to buy my lies but I really can’t get into here. I feel everything strange over here. Even the air I am breath
**Zara Todd’s POV** My eyes opens with the noises of people all around me. There are lots of people chattering all around me. I don’t even realize what the hell is going on all around me. I open my eyes and sit straight and look around for a while. I am sleeping in the huge queen sized round bed which I have seen only in the homes of royals in the movies. Am I in the dream of some sort or what? Did I just die and get into he heaven? It’s really hard for me to decipher what’s exactly going on over here. “She’s woken up,” a lady in her mid fourties shouts to all of the ladies working with her and makes all of them stand right in front of me. “Who are you guys? Why are you bowing in front of me?” I ask them. “I am really sorry for your convenience young miss. We must have disturbed you on your good sleep.
~~Zara Todd's POV~~"What do you mean by daughter in law? I didn't know about it. I am not even informed about it. Isn't this the fraud?" my voice stiffens and there is so much fear and anger in it.What the hell did just happen in some hours?I was happy. I was so much happy when I knew that I am getting a full paid scholarship all of a sudden and without doubt I had thought that this all happened because of talent I hold.But what the hell is wrong now?When did I even agreed to get married? Who asked me for this?"You don't know about it?" she asks as she raises her brows and stands up from her seat.I shake my head."It doesn't matter. I have already paid your parents the money they wanted to have and there is no return now." Her voice is calm but my heart is beating out louder and louder with fear.I am just eighteen years old girl who have dreamt her life in so many magical ways. I had thought once I wi
~Zara Todd's POV~"No! Holy! What is this?" I mumble.My eyes enlarge as I see the beautiful and magnificent decoration in front of me. The room is painted in golden color like it is made up of pure gold.And the pieces are exactly like of some royal movies."You like your room, miss," Mrs. Jones asks me."I love it. But what do I even deserve to get something huge like this?" I ask."You're our lady after our Madam and you are going to be the wife of our young master. Why wouldn't you deserve to have something like this?" she says with a smile on her face.I can see that her face has that smile plastered every time I talk with her. I don't know it's made up or just some genuine one cause I can see the same smile again and again when she is around.I fake a smile as I look around the room. This fancy room surely amazes me. It makes me think that this could even be a dream and not a reality but this isn't what I have ever
~Zara Todd's POV~"You seem troubled dear," Mrs. Jones asks me as she helps me with my stuffs in my room.Why wouldn't I be troubled?I am a eighteen year old girl who is going to get married in four days and sold to her madam from her own relatives.Who would be troubled if it is not me?"I'm fine. I'm just anxious with new environment. Everything here is black for me," I reply."Black?" her brows arch."I mean it was white and now it's black. Contrasting," I amend my words. Isn't it the truth? It was completely different the day before yesterday.I would be doing some chores if I was in the my uncle's house but I am here sitting in a well furnished lavishing room with my heart beating faster and faster with fear."So, I heard it's your birthday today," she says."Yes, it is."My birthday isn't special every year. It's just a day that comes like other usual days. Chores and hard works are the o
~Zara Todd's POV~ I fall asleep after hearing the noises of breaking of stuffs in the house. I don't know what stuffs are those but he continued to do that for almost an hour. For an hour, my body keeps on trembling behind the door while seated on the floor. I bend my legs against my chest and clutch them as tightly as I could.My grips on my legs would increase when I hear the sounds of the crashing of stuff downward as my body flinches with every move. What the hell is he? Why would he do that? Is he a monster? Why is he behaving like a unsocial animal? Just like a monster. Nothing like a human. After almost an hour, the sound stops. I obey Mrs.Jones on this. I don't open the door till she knocks on my door. I wait for her to knock the door so that I can be safe enough to open the door. And I get asleep on the floor while waiting for her. I don't know for how many hours, I have been sleeping on the floor. A
~Zara Todd's POV~Getting married to to-be-Minister is more than just something and going to be the daughter-in-law of the woman he is going to get married is just... I don't know what should I say?Should I feel elated? The man whom the world is trying to reach out now is in front of me.Or should I feel sad for all that happened to me since the morning."Happy Birthday. I heard it's your Birthday," he says. He smiles with his beautiful pink lips as he stretches out his hands to me for shaking them.I don't know what should I do? Should I shake hands with him or not? Should I just try to stand still like I am completely shocked and don't know what to do or should I just shake hands with him."Miss Todd!" he calls me and I get out from my own dream world."What happen? I'm glad I get to attend your party," he says as he shakes our hands and massages the back of my hands some extraordinarily which I feel quite off about.I pull
~Zara Todd's POV~"Oh my God! You look absolutely stunning," Adrian's mouth stays open when I stand in front of them."You're right! She looks absolutely gorgeous, just like a princess," Camilo adds and I smile slightly. She turns me to look at the mirror and even when I look at the mirror, even I couldn't speak for a second."This is me?" I say and all of them laugh for a while."Yes, dear. So we're done here. We will be leaving now and please have a quite good time with yourself first," they say and start packing up their stuffs and walk out of the room.I can't help but stare at my own self. I have never seen myself as like this. Not with the attire and make over like this.The crimson colored velvet gown extends from my wide neck to the floor like I am the real princess if some movies.It's cut off shoulder showing off beauty bones. The golden border around my neck design, below my chest and on the bottom of my flair makes it so s
Epilogue~Zara Todd's POV~I walk down the graveyard. The day, I have been fearing all this time has finally come up. I never wanted Melanie to leave my side.But what was supposed to happen will always happen. Sometimes we can't just take control of our lives. It just goes on the way we never want it to be.We all stand in front of her grave, all of the friends of our class. She has been such an amazing friend to everyone.The whole class mourns in front of her coffin and you won't believe who is mourning the most right now.Yes, it's Nathan. I can see how much hard it is for him. He has been in love with her in last one month. I never thought that the last wish of Melanie could ever be fulfilled. I thought it was im
~Zara Todd's POV~"What?" Xavier freezes at that same point."You liar! You must be lying," he shouts."Why would I lie at the edge of my death? I'm not a fool to joke with my own life," uncle mumbles and Xavier leaves his hands away from him.He becomes hopeless all of a sudden. He surely hated his mother. She never loved him. She never even cared for him.But how much we hate our parents, how much they don't care about us, it's certain that we won't love to hear any bad things to our parents.I don't know what is it called but it's a special bond that connects us with our parents. Even we don't love them we can't hate them hundred percent and that's because they are our parents.Uncle runs away as he leaves his hands from his body and aunt follows.One more time, it's just two of us standing in the midst of the room, speechless and lost.Before, I thought it was me and at that time, it hurt him.
~Zara Todd’s POV~ She walks away from the room and we are left in the room together. Both of us being unanswered of the secrets that she wasn’t even willing to tell both of us.“Xavier! She said I killed my parents,” I want to stand up and walk to him but I don’t get to stand up from there. My knees feel so much weak right now. I don’t have any energy to cope up with anything right now.I feel like the whole world around me has become dull and even the air isn’t moving around me. I feel both the hot sensation of burning on my skin while the inner part of my body shivers with the pain.“That’s not truth. I am sure she is telling a lie. She is such a liar. She has been lying to me all her life and she is lying to you as well,” he says as he walks to me and kneels in front of me.He pulls me into his arms and caresses my shoulders a little faster than he u
~Zara Todd’s POV~‘You don’t deserve to hold that picture.’That sentence triggers Xavier all of a sudden. He looks at her with a mad eyes and then looks back at me and I know what he is going to do the next.“No! No! Don’t do that,” I run to him and quickly grab the picture from his hands and take it away from him.“Zara!” he calls my name with a soft voice as he sees me holding that picture against my chest and tearing out loud.“What the hell are you doing Zara? What’s going on? Who is this man?” he asks.I know he has the same curiosity that I had some moments ago. We young people are so much out of patience. We want everything to be quick and just to be at the time in which we feel okay with.We don’t like when people try to keep us in dark. We have lots of secrets with us. We can hold a lot of secrets tha
~Zara Todd’s POV~“How do you know them?” I shout at Jennifer. This thing is just knocking the air off me. I don’t understand what the hell is my dad and mom’s picture doing with her. And they are together as well.I only had a single picture of my parents and for the that single picture of them is the world. I don’t remember lots of things that I did together with my parents. I just have some vague memories of them creeping on my mind. I wish I have more of their memories.But still after that, just with a single picture of them, their image is deeply engraved in my heart. Just with that picture I have imagined my mom and dad in so many of my dreams and have cried for them. So, I know the image of my dad and mom clearly.How can a daughter do a mistake in knowing her own parents? I know these person along with her in those eighties picture is non-other than my own parents.“Yo
~Zara Todd’s POV~ “You lied to me. Why did you lie to me?” I ask this question in front of Jennifer without even being afraid. Why would I be afraid?She tried to trick me with her such an unbelievable game which is so much nasty and unfair. Why the hell did she do that for god’s sake.“I didn’t lie. That’s the truth,” she says.“Oh! Please! Would you please stop being fake? I have asked Xavier about all of this and he knows nothing about Jack and the relationship was never fake for him,” I say.“And you believed?” she raise her brows.“Yes. Why wouldn’t I? He is my husband and he wouldn’t lie to me. I have heard every bits of truth from his own lips. Why would I believe in you instead of believing in my husband who loves me so much,” I say.“You’ve gained the courage.
~Zara Todd’s POV~“What the hell are you speaking right now? What kind of hospital? Who is in the hospital?” he asks me with the shock plastered on his face.“Xavier, please don’t lie to me now. I know everything and I ... I saw him in the hospital. Hurt, with so many injuries and so much bandages in all his body. How can you do that? How can you just do that Xavier?” I grab his clothes on his chest as I lean my head on his chest and cry so much on his chest.“I don’t get that. I just don’t get the things that you are telling right now. Just fucking tell me what the hell are you talking about?” he shouts as he grabs me away from his body and fixes his eyes on my face but I just cannot face his eyes. I look down on the floor as the tear rolls down my eyes.“What is it Zara? Just fucking tell me,” he shouts.“I met Jack! I met Jack in the hospi
~Zara Todd's POV~As soon as we enter the venue, the colorful lights welcome us. This all seem to be extravagant to be just a normal high school ending party. This party feels more than just a high school farewell.I can see all the students who has been so much studious and quiet in last few months are all different today.Beautiful dress, amazing bodies, that huge smile on their face for coming out of that locked prison like study compartments, is making them so much happy.They look different. And when I look around I don't see any teacher over there. Seems like this party is just for us. Just for students."Let's get inside," Xavier says as he holds my hands but I just don't feel that warmth from his hands. Is it because now, I know about all his truths which he has been hiding from me? Or is it because I see him differently now?I just nod my head and we walked in. Asher follows us from behind.
~Zara Todd’s POV~I rush to the hospital where Jack has been right now as soon as possible. Everything inside me is breaking into pieces. Everything within me is making me weaker from deep within. I don’t want to believe the single thing that she has told me. Who would want to believe all those things?No girl in the world would love to hear and believe the things that she told me some time ago. I hurriedly walk towards Jack’s room and open the door. And …He indeed is lying on the bed. He has the bandage on his head and there are bruises in his face. His right leg is bandaged and hung on the air as well.“Jack,” I close my mouth with my palms. I can’t believe I am seeing Jack like this right now. And the foremost thing is I can’t believe Xavier did it.It can’t be. It just can’t be. How can Xavier do all of this? He was changed. He is changed. At least I thought t