I fell silent. Alone in silence. Finding such a reality is not easy. Carrying out such a big task is not an easy choice. All need sacrifice. Including what I will choose for the future of many people. Fate engraved for me. Not only mine. It is connected with many other people's destinies. Their destinies are tied to mine. Be a part of my long journey.
Tragically, my tears can't stop falling. I got up from where I was sitting. I walked slowly towards the room I had been in. The alleys in the area looked deserted. I found no one hanging around there. Was it because I told them they wanted to be alone?
Walk slowly into the room. Made me realize, there are still many things I don't know. Like, where are they all right now?
I slowly opened the bedroom door. I feel like I've been drained of energy. Weak and not excited at all. I chose to sit on the bed. Then slowly I lower my body. Lying down while looking at the ceiling of the room can indeed give a little sense of c
This feeling is like I have never felt before. This incident seemed to have happened in the past. A flash of shadows of a scene I didn't recognize flashed past. The thing I remember now is that I have to run as far as I can. I've run this fast before. I've been away from a place of a tragedy like this. I have to save myself like before. I have to go very far. So that no one can find me. I have to go and hide again from the outside world. While my cold heart just felt the warmth of my father's love. But now I have to feel that cold again and again. This fate seemed to lead me to endless sadness.I feel like I'm almost out of breath. I'm breathless. I looked around. Tall trees towering. The leaves are so thick that they cover the sky. Sunlight can only penetrate small recesses. Unable to provide great light and light the way. It was foggy, dark, and colder.Where am I now? No one passed by here. What place is this? Am I lost? I looked here and there. There's no one here.
I'm very restful. When I feel there is a different air around me. I started to open my eyes. It was true, someone had entered the house."Alex, is that you?"Silence. No answer. I became curious. Who's coming? If it's Alex, why don't I answer when I call him? If it's not Alex, then who? I moved out of bed. sneak a little. Because he was afraid that the one who had just entered was not Alex. I peeked through the gap in the door that I opened slightly. No one caught my eye. Until I had to go out and look into another room. As I was sneaking into the living room. Suddenly I heard footsteps approaching towards me. I lie where I stand. How about this? I got caught by someone I don't even know who he is. What should I do now?I closed my eyes. Not daring to move one bit. My heartbeat is getting faster. My hands started shaking and felt cold. Oh my God, is this my last day? I gripped my hand tightly. I even held my breath. Out of fear. The sound of footsteps was gettin
The day is getting hotter. Now and then I peeked from behind the curtain. The atmosphere in the village was still quiet. But every now and then I hear footsteps. If there are footsteps, I dare not peek outside the house. Alex ordered not to do anything. If he finds out I keep peeking. Maybe he'll be mad at me.I started to feel restless. I walked here and there. Back and forth while biting my fingernails.What's really going on? Why did he forbid me to leave here?I couldn't even find answers to all the questions that were running through my head. About Alex's reasons. About what dangerous things I'll encounter out there.Could it be that they wouldn't accept me if they knew I was a wolf?I nodded slowly. I want to take back my words just now. But, I can't deny it either. That possibility is great. They are a group of vampires. While I was a wolf. A mortal enemy who hates even more than the pack of wolves my father's enemies are. Who does not know
I feel bad. After the departure of Lili who was upset because she knew my identity. I just hope she doesn't open her mouth to anyone else. If heshe does that, I don't know what will happen to me later. I also feel bad for Alex. He has to keep me here. Give me food and even cook for me. As for me, I can't do anything here. I can't even practice. Though, I have to keep practicing my skills. So that I can face each of my enemies later.Alex is still busy with his work. The clanging sound of iron pitted continued to be heard. I don't like going there and bothering him. His place of work is next door. A small wooden hut. But have complete equipment. Although I really wanted to see what he was doing.So, here I am. Alone in the house. Precisely in a closed room. The house was also closed tightly by Alex. He wouldn't even let me out or just peek through the curtains. I don't know why but I feel like I'm in prison.Is he really helping me? Or shall I make him a prisoner?
I'm still in Alex's arms. He really has a calming body. I was able to regulate my emotions, my fears, and also the trembling in my body. “Sorry for leaving you alone. You must be really scared. Are you oke now?” In a soft voice, he said it. It made me feel even more cared for and cared for. I nodded slowly. "Thanks for wanting to help me," I replied. I pulled away from his embrace. He lowered his head and smiled faintly. "What is your plan? Are you going to get out of here soon? Or do you still want to stay here until you recover?” he gave me a choice. Let me choose it myself. Thinking carefully about the decisions I will take later. “I don't know, should I go today too? Or should I stay here for the next few days?” I tilted my head slightly. Touch him gently. Hoping he would keep me from going and staying here a few more days. I just want to live a quiet life even for a while. Because I know. The battle I was about to do was drawing near. He
After the girl left. I can finally feel calm. I prepared hot food and drinks. I could hear Alex's movement from the kitchen. His footsteps could be heard clearly. He would soon be in the kitchen and greet me.I deliberately remained silent. Pretending not to know and not hearing his movements. I stay focused on what I'm cooking. Slowly I felt his touch. Hands that slowly embraced me from behind. His hands hugged me tightly. He rested his head on my shoulder. His breath was warm. Makes the fine hair on the back of my neck flutter instantly. The soft, gentle movements of his lips made me close my eyes. I felt something running in my blood. Goosebumps and also make me cold.He started kissing my shoulder. Then move on to my long neck. Soft and warm. So slow and light. I was carried away in pleasure. I turned my head, returning the gentle, caring gaze. He quickly put me on the kitchen table. His right hand turned off the stove. But his gaze remained focused on me. That gen
That morning, we went to a flower garden. Alex deliberately took me there to look around for a bit. Before the end of the afternoon, we will leave. Rocks await. I can't be here much longer. I have to finish my training there soon. Met with family and also troops who will accompany my war later.The garden is so colorful. With a variety of flowers planted in the same color. Arranged beautifully and neatly. In accordance with the color gradations that spoil the eye. The sun is not so hot where I stand. A shady tree with green leaves.Alex grabbed my arm. Sit me beside him. A small rug. With a variety of food that we brought before. It's a farewell picnic with this place. A place I've never even seen before. Because while I was here I was only in the room. The house was locked, and the windows were tightly shut with dangling curtains."Beautiful, isn't it?" he said. His hand stroked my hair gently.I looked at him with the sweetest smile I could give him. I
One of the gatekeepers led me deeper into the forest. The place is called the rock mountain now I can see it clearly. Many stone arrangements on all sides. The stones are arranged neatly and neatly. Like houses without doors. Like beautiful artificial caves. The stone is laid out in such away. To form a building that can be used for a comfortable residence.I kept walking. Following in the footsteps of the doorman. He didn't speak a word to me. Me too. Just shut up and enjoy the atmosphere there. The sound of birds singing was melodious. Respond from all sides. As if it was a welcome song they showed me. The welcome is enough to make my heart flower. Anyway, I'm very grateful to the birds.The tallest stone structure loomed before me. The guard stopped. Looking down at me for a moment. He turned around and growled. Footsteps were heard coming out of the stone cave. Firm and heavy steps. It's getting clearer to my ears. Before long, a figure appeared. A large wolf
We are all preparing to attack. I can see some strongholds have come. They clustered together, forming group lines. The fact that there is Alex and his army among all enemies. I felt a little shaking. However, at that moment I suddenly heard a melodious song. And my consciousness began to thin. I was hypnotized and finally closed. A tap on my shoulder woke me up. At that moment, I felt great energy. My whole body felt light and easy to move."Get out you hunting wolf!" shouted one of our enemies. He is big. With a sun bearskin that he wears as clothes. His body is stout, the shape of his muscles is clearly depicted. Without being explained all can see the power he has. Whoever is the enemy. Will definitely feel inferior, afraid, and choose to leave.I glanced at my father. He looked calm. Even though all the swearing continues to be spoken by them. Challenges and demeaning words keep rolling in. But, none of which he ignored. He remains in his position. If the time com
The bright morning greets me. The chirping birds sing a sweet song. Some animals are seen passing and then hiding. The morning dew was still on the tops of the grass. I stepped on it, feeling wet and cold at the same time. So refreshing.This is my first day as queen. Become a squad leader at a young age. Developed a tough task that I couldn't avoid. Even if I hide. This task will find my whereabouts. And fate will lead me back. Back to live the fate line that has been written very neatly.I keep walking. Enjoy the morning atmosphere. Cool air, the oxygen seemed to fill the area where I stood. But suddenly, the atmosphere turned silent! Birds chirping no longer heard. I don't know what will happen. There were two guards running towards me. They both didn't give a hint. But immediately grabbed my arms and took me running with them."What is it?" I asked out of breath. But both of them were silent. As if not heard. Or maybe they just didn't hear it. Because my voi
Alex has left. Without a sweet kiss. Or a warm hug. He just left. Not saying goodbye or goodbye. He was filled with anger. I could hear his heart beating more and more inflamed. I heard the voice of his little heart cursing my father. However, I never once heard him say my name. He just kept walking and left me.Is my destiny this dark? Did the moon goddess deliberately give all this bitterness to me? My parents died. Then I found out they were just my adoptive parents. Next, he took Helena. Friends who accompany me to practice. Until I got to this point. And now, when I feel I have found love. He took it too. Alex left my life. I don't know if we will ever be together. Or even never meet again.I keep practicing. Swinging a sword, drawing arrows, riding a horse, I even practiced swimming again. Now, I'm at the peak of practice. Looking for peace. Do you think I can achieve peace in a situation like this? Loss after loss I continue to feel. The worst loss I've ever fel
One of the gatekeepers led me deeper into the forest. The place is called the rock mountain now I can see it clearly. Many stone arrangements on all sides. The stones are arranged neatly and neatly. Like houses without doors. Like beautiful artificial caves. The stone is laid out in such away. To form a building that can be used for a comfortable residence.I kept walking. Following in the footsteps of the doorman. He didn't speak a word to me. Me too. Just shut up and enjoy the atmosphere there. The sound of birds singing was melodious. Respond from all sides. As if it was a welcome song they showed me. The welcome is enough to make my heart flower. Anyway, I'm very grateful to the birds.The tallest stone structure loomed before me. The guard stopped. Looking down at me for a moment. He turned around and growled. Footsteps were heard coming out of the stone cave. Firm and heavy steps. It's getting clearer to my ears. Before long, a figure appeared. A large wolf
That morning, we went to a flower garden. Alex deliberately took me there to look around for a bit. Before the end of the afternoon, we will leave. Rocks await. I can't be here much longer. I have to finish my training there soon. Met with family and also troops who will accompany my war later.The garden is so colorful. With a variety of flowers planted in the same color. Arranged beautifully and neatly. In accordance with the color gradations that spoil the eye. The sun is not so hot where I stand. A shady tree with green leaves.Alex grabbed my arm. Sit me beside him. A small rug. With a variety of food that we brought before. It's a farewell picnic with this place. A place I've never even seen before. Because while I was here I was only in the room. The house was locked, and the windows were tightly shut with dangling curtains."Beautiful, isn't it?" he said. His hand stroked my hair gently.I looked at him with the sweetest smile I could give him. I
After the girl left. I can finally feel calm. I prepared hot food and drinks. I could hear Alex's movement from the kitchen. His footsteps could be heard clearly. He would soon be in the kitchen and greet me.I deliberately remained silent. Pretending not to know and not hearing his movements. I stay focused on what I'm cooking. Slowly I felt his touch. Hands that slowly embraced me from behind. His hands hugged me tightly. He rested his head on my shoulder. His breath was warm. Makes the fine hair on the back of my neck flutter instantly. The soft, gentle movements of his lips made me close my eyes. I felt something running in my blood. Goosebumps and also make me cold.He started kissing my shoulder. Then move on to my long neck. Soft and warm. So slow and light. I was carried away in pleasure. I turned my head, returning the gentle, caring gaze. He quickly put me on the kitchen table. His right hand turned off the stove. But his gaze remained focused on me. That gen
I'm still in Alex's arms. He really has a calming body. I was able to regulate my emotions, my fears, and also the trembling in my body. “Sorry for leaving you alone. You must be really scared. Are you oke now?” In a soft voice, he said it. It made me feel even more cared for and cared for. I nodded slowly. "Thanks for wanting to help me," I replied. I pulled away from his embrace. He lowered his head and smiled faintly. "What is your plan? Are you going to get out of here soon? Or do you still want to stay here until you recover?” he gave me a choice. Let me choose it myself. Thinking carefully about the decisions I will take later. “I don't know, should I go today too? Or should I stay here for the next few days?” I tilted my head slightly. Touch him gently. Hoping he would keep me from going and staying here a few more days. I just want to live a quiet life even for a while. Because I know. The battle I was about to do was drawing near. He
I feel bad. After the departure of Lili who was upset because she knew my identity. I just hope she doesn't open her mouth to anyone else. If heshe does that, I don't know what will happen to me later. I also feel bad for Alex. He has to keep me here. Give me food and even cook for me. As for me, I can't do anything here. I can't even practice. Though, I have to keep practicing my skills. So that I can face each of my enemies later.Alex is still busy with his work. The clanging sound of iron pitted continued to be heard. I don't like going there and bothering him. His place of work is next door. A small wooden hut. But have complete equipment. Although I really wanted to see what he was doing.So, here I am. Alone in the house. Precisely in a closed room. The house was also closed tightly by Alex. He wouldn't even let me out or just peek through the curtains. I don't know why but I feel like I'm in prison.Is he really helping me? Or shall I make him a prisoner?
The day is getting hotter. Now and then I peeked from behind the curtain. The atmosphere in the village was still quiet. But every now and then I hear footsteps. If there are footsteps, I dare not peek outside the house. Alex ordered not to do anything. If he finds out I keep peeking. Maybe he'll be mad at me.I started to feel restless. I walked here and there. Back and forth while biting my fingernails.What's really going on? Why did he forbid me to leave here?I couldn't even find answers to all the questions that were running through my head. About Alex's reasons. About what dangerous things I'll encounter out there.Could it be that they wouldn't accept me if they knew I was a wolf?I nodded slowly. I want to take back my words just now. But, I can't deny it either. That possibility is great. They are a group of vampires. While I was a wolf. A mortal enemy who hates even more than the pack of wolves my father's enemies are. Who does not know